Remembering the robbed hobbit I nodded uncertainly.
Maybe I really should rejoice the young generation with an old comp?
And just how proud I was when I bought it… Pentium! Two megs of video memory! Sixteen megs of RAM!
– How can you live with this video card? – replied Shurka to my memoirs, – Shit, it even doesn't receive TV?!
For around five next minutes I was lectured about cutting edge technologies in hardware. Then Maniac sent me to cook breakfast and went on with cleaning my machine.
I was cooking scrambled eggs – maybe 10000th portion of it in my life. It's high time to invent single's anniversaries: 1000th tin of canned stuff, 100000th loaf of bread eaten dry…
– Shurka, I only have two and a half hours! – I shouted from the kitchen, – Then I have to work!
– You'll not be late…
– I also still need to draw the new personality!
– Which one?
– A fairy tale one. An Elf or a Dwarf… No, an Elf is better. The Dwarf will be beaten immediately.
– Since when are you befriended with role-players?
– It's a work., – I said setting the pan by the keyboard, – I need to take a walk in their server.
– Lord, what can you steal there?! They are all beggarly! – Maniac shook his head, – Brrr… Texts of Elvish anthems? The secrets of wooden swords' manufacturing?
– No, I… forgot one thingy there.
– Ah… – Maniac nodded. Maybe he thought that 'Warlock' had gnawed the exit into the role-playing server directly. – Just don't hurt them, okay? They are funny folks, I wandered into those places a couple of times…
– You set up security for them?
– Me? For them? Come on, there's plenty of their own specialists! – Shurka waved his hand, – There's lots of cool programmers.
I didn't like this news.
– Well, tell me at least what 'Warlock' looked like in action?
– Well… a blue crater, sparks and mirrors under my feet with reflections of other servers in them.
Maniac raised his head:
– Wasn't there an elevator? – he asked in confusion.
– Come on, what elevator?! Just a hole in the floor…
– It's always like this, you invent something and it turns out like…
– growled Shurka, – Shit. Do you have cognac only?
We poured in a little, touched cups and drank. Shurka's programs were still 'rustling' inside my machine.
– I've tried it yesterday… that rhyme… – said Maniac after the second cup, – That "abyss-abyss" one…
I didn't ask him about results. If Maniac could manage to exit the Deep, this would be what we are drinking for now.
– Lenia, if you ever find out why it happens… – began Shurka.
– I'll tell you immediately.
– Geez, and what a mess was it in one brothel yesterday… – Maniac changed the topic. – Haven't you heard in the Net news?
I even felt confused.
– No…
– Some punks attempted to break the security of "Any Amusements" brothel. There is one with this name… – Maniac half closed his eyes in a sweet and delighted expression.
– They attempted?
– Well, they almost broke it but then their security have just cut off all channels completely. That fight was worth seeing if Zuko doesn't tell the bull.
– Who?
Obviously the expression on my face became too stupid. Shurka gazed at me, then said quietly:
– A-ha… I see.
– You know Zuko? Computer Wiz?
– Don't you tell me you don't know him.
– Only in the Deep, – I don't attempt to lie.
Shurka shook his head.
– You think so? It's Sergey… the one who worked in the bank.
Uh-oh, what a news.
I know Sergey for ages. When I was working in that computer games company, he was working there too, but I felt it absolutely impossible to correlate the ever silent and phlegmatical programmer with the noisy Computer Wiz.
– It's him?!
– Yup.
– Gosh, what a disguise… – I was only able to say.
– Well, just imagine if he would confess that he works for a brothel! Isn't it a great topic for jokes? He still keeps everybody believing that he botches proggys for that bank…
– Don't tell him that me is me, – I asked quickly.
– I won't. He didn't tell me any details either. Just questioned me about 'Warlock'.
– Zuko recognized your virus! – I exclaimed remembering Wiz's joy.
– Well, yeah, I showed him around a month ago… – Shurka narrowed his eyes, – Secrecy, damn it…
– Can he tell anybody?
Maniac shook his head.
– Not this is the real problem Lenia. Information has a property to slip away. Some stupid little blunders and coincidences like this one… They'll find you.
– Let them try to prove!
– Lenia… if you really did stomp on their tails so hard, they won't bother to prove anything. All of us are tied too closely. Somebody knows that Gunslinger and Leonid is the same guy. Somebody suspects that Leonid is diver. Somebody guesses that Leonid is Russian. Virtuality is living by information, by truth, rumors, guesses. And the most important thing is that any information can be easily gathered and analyzed. If to try really hard, one can learn everything!
– So what do you suggest?
– Get your ass out of here. – suggested Shurka pouring in the remaining cognac. – It'll be bad that I won't be able to drink beer with you anymore but… if you're dead, it'll be much worse… Shit, what, what the hell are you doing?!
– I'm rescuing a person.
– One should do it until he's not in trouble himself!
I nodded. Maniac is right. There's the normal hacker's logic in his words, not the one of the self-assured diver who can surface from the Deep.
Where would I surface if overtaken in the real world?
Complexes of physical weakness are strong in all virtual folks. It hurts too much to feel that you're God in the virtual world, but just one of the billions of ordinary people in the real one. That's why we all love martial arts and war games, buy gas and pneumatic pistols, stubbornly attend sport clubs and pump ourselves up in the evenings. Of course we want to feel ourselves as invincible in the real life as we are in virtuality, sure so. But we fail to.
And sometimes one can hear in the Deep: "Remember that guy? Some punks had stuck a knife in him in the alley… got poisoned with fake vodka… jumped out of the window, didn't even leave a note… crossed mafia's path…"
We remember, we know.
Only in the world beyond the screen we're Gods.
– I need just a day more, I suppose, – I said quietly, – Then I'll get out somewhere… to Siberia or the Ural Mountains.
– And don't tell anybody where you go, – nodded Maniac, – Don't even tell me.
The cups were empty and he suggested:
– Should I run to the kiosk for more?
– I still have to draw the body.
– Shit. Run 'Bioconstructor'.
In a minute we were sitting side by side fighting over control for the mouse and drumming against the keyboard. The first drawn body we had to reject – it was way too provoking: two meter high hefty chap, with a huge sword on his belt. All adventurers would pester him as Shurka noted and I had to agree with him.
The next personality was harmless and even pitiful: a tattered old beggar… maybe nobody would touch him, but he won't be able to carry Unfortunate for five miles either. This time it was me who vetoed without explanations.
But the third attempt was successful. The guy on the screen was quite strong but with such a babylike innocent face that I felt sick. We dressed him in the ground-long light-green chlamys and hung a rag bag onto his shoulder.
– A healer! – said Maniac satisfied, – A human, healer. Nobody will hurt you there without a reason, neither Elf nor Orc. Medicine is the thing everybody needs.
He started to stuff some jars, retorts, dry leaves into the bag, taking them from accessories menu.
– Will I be able to heal in the role-players' world?