Jack had never really gotten caught up in all that “back to Cuba ” talk. He hadn’t been raised Cuban, he spoke stilted Spanish, and he hadn’t really circulated in Latin social circles. Most people had no idea his mother was Cuban, so it wasn’t unusual for him to find himself privy to a gathering of Anglos plotting their imminent departure from the “third-world country” that Miami was becoming. If enough liquor was flowing, some pretty respectable people were more than willing to buddy-up with an apparent gringo named Swyteck and reveal their secret wish to look their Cuban neighbor in the eye and say, “Hey, José, if you want to go back to Cuba so damn bad, then do us all a favor and get back on your fucking banana boat and get the hell out of here.” Sometimes Jack would buck up and say something; sometimes he figured it wasn’t worth his effort. But deep down he knew that what really bugged the loudest complainers was that, if all these so-called “Josés” did go back to Cuba, they wouldn’t be traveling by banana boat. In fact, a good many of them would fly their children home from college at Harvard or Yale, hop on the eighty-foot yacht that was docked behind their three-million-dollar mansion in Gables Estates, and make a nice family trip out of it, soaking up sun and sipping cold mojitos served by one of their three Honduran housemaids.
“I should go to Bejucal,” said Jack.
“What?”
“If I get back into this case for my friend Lindsey, I’ll have to travel to Cuba. I should take a side trip to Bejucal.”
Abuela said nothing. Jack asked, “What was it like there when my mother left?”
Abuela took a deep breath, let it out. Then she answered in Spanish. “It was exactly the way it was when I left, thirty-eight years later.”
“Really?”
“Yes. And it was totally different, too.”
Jack’s gaze returned to the map. Bejucal was a fair distance from Guantánamo, but in Jack’s mind the two cities were forever linked. One made him think of himself, the young boy who had never known his mother. The other made him think of another boy, an adopted child who had never met his biological parents. It wasn’t the same thing, not by a long stretch, yet Jack found it slightly ironic that they shared the same option. They could try to learn about the person who had brought them into the world. Or they could leave it alone.
For Jack, the choice was suddenly clearer than ever before. He looked at his grandmother and said, “I want to go.”
Jack looked for some sign of approval in her expression, but he could only watch in confusion as Abuela turned and retreated to the kitchen.
“Do you not want me to go?” he said.
She didn’t answer. She was at the stove, tending to her cooking. Jack was fully aware that a journey back to Cuba was an emotional issue for many Cuban Americans, especially the elders, but he expected more of a mix of emotions from Abuela. Instead, there was just silence.
The telephone rang, and Jack decided to let the answering machine get it. He was still trying to figure out Abuela’s reaction, but Abuela was too clever for him. She answered it herself. Jack waved his arms at her, as if to say, Whoever it is, tell them I’m not here. Abuela ignored his silent pleas, obviously not wishing to discuss Jack’s trip to Cuba any further.
“Yes, Jack is right here next to me,” she told the caller.
Jack groaned and took the phone. “Hello?”
“Is this Jack Swyteck?” It was a woman on the line, a voice he didn’t recognize.
“Yes, that’s me. Who is this?”
“My name is Sofia Suarez.” She paused, as if Jack should recognize the name. Then she added, “I represent Lindsey Hart.”
Jack stepped out of the kitchen, away from the clatter of Abuela’s cooking. “Yes, I saw you on television.”
“Oh, I hate cameras, but with all that media, I felt like I had to say something. How do you think it played?”
Jack didn’t see the point in trashing her conspiracy theory just yet. “Hard to say.”
“It sucked. I know. I sounded like one of those ‘the world is out to get me’ nutcases.”
“It wasn’t that bad.”
“You’re just being kind. Listen, I’m calling because…well, for a couple of reasons. One, Lindsey asked me to call.”
“She did?”
“Yes. I heard all about the way she told you off the other day, and she is so sorry. She is under so much stress right now. I know that’s not an excuse, but it certainly explains a lot.”
“What does she want?”
“She’s afraid to ask you to come back and represent her. But believe me, in her heart, she is begging for your forgiveness. She needs you, and the only person who knows that more than Lindsey is me.”
“What do you mean?”
She chuckled mirthlessly and said, “I am so over my head here. I’m not a criminal lawyer. Lindsey hired me to handle her probate matter. The estate won’t distribute Oscar’s trust fund to her.”
“I know. She told me about that. Finally.”
“That’s right up my alley. But a murder trial, no way. So please, I’m hoping that you can put aside what happened the other day and do the right thing. Obviously there will be plenty of money to pay you when this probate matter gets straightened out.”
“It was never about the money,” said Jack.
“I know. Lindsey told me about…you know, about you and Brian.”
Jack stepped farther away from the kitchen, careful not to let Abuela overhear anything. “What did she tell you?”
“That you’re the father.”
Jack paused. It was strange, but somehow the fact that this Sofia knew his secret made him feel more connected to her. “I saw Lindsey’s father-in-law on television. Did you agree to let Brian stay with his grandparents?”
Her sigh crackled over the line. “It was a hard decision. Lindsey’s sister would have been glad to take him. But Brian truly wanted the Pintados, and Lindsey didn’t want to drag him through a court fight over who should care for him while she’s in custody.”
Jack knew how Lindsey felt about Pintado. He had to respect a mother who would honor her son’s wishes under those circumstances. “Well, hopefully it will all work out for the best in the end.”
“Yes, if she’s acquitted. Which, again, is where you come in.”
“It’s a complicated decision,” said Jack.
“I’m sure it is. And I hate to push, but I need a commitment from you quickly. I’m scheduled to leave for Guantánamo in the morning.”
“What for?”
“Interviews. On-site inspections. It’s not easy for civilians to arrange a visit to the naval base. If I don’t grab tomorrow’s opening, it could be weeks before I’m able to schedule another trip.”
Jack was thinking aloud. “I should be a part of that, if I’m going to be lead counsel.”
“Definitely. So what do you say?”
“Let me sleep on it.”
“Jack, I really need an answer. If you’re not going to help me on this Guantánamo trip, I need to find a real criminal lawyer who will.”
“I understand.”
“No, I don’t think you do. Have you seen the indictment yet?”
“No.”
“It’s a capital case. They’re asking for the death penalty.”
Jack went cold.
“She needs you, Jack. She really needs you.”
Jack considered it. A probate lawyer in a death penalty case? Lindsey didn’t have a chance. He wasn’t one hundred percent convinced of her innocence, but she had offered to take a polygraph. She probably deserved better than the hand she’d been dealt so far.
Brian definitely deserved better-which was enough to swing the balance.
“Okay,” said Jack. “I’m in.”