Dai was with the faerie queen, walking upon water amid music, coupling in the forested night. Dai was dead, his soul stolen away.
"Why are you here?" he managed.
"I followed you."
Not his answer. He looked at her. "I know. I know that. Why?" She said, "Because you put away… your iron when you came up the slope to me? Before?"
A question in it. She was asking him if this was good enough, as an answer. She spoke Cyngael in the old fashion, the way his grandfather had talked. It frightened him to think how old she might be. He didn't want to think of that, or ask. How long did faeries live? He felt light-headed. It was difficult to breathe. He said, a little desperately, "Will you do me harm?"
Her laughter then, first time, rippling. "What harm could I do?"
She lifted her arms, as if to show him how delicate she was, slender, her fingers very long. He could not have named the colour of the tunic she wore, could see the pale, sleek curve of her below it. She extended a hand towards him. He closed his eyes just before she touched his face with her fingers for the second time.
He was lost, knew he was, whatever the tales might say in warning. He had been lost when he left the chapel to come out from behind mortal walls and enter this wood where men did not go.
He took her fingers in his hand, and brought them to his mouth and kissed them, then turned her palm to his lips. Felt her trembling, as leaves did in wind. Heard her say, — very faintly, music, "Will you do me harm?"
Alun opened his eyes. She was a silver shining in the wood, beyond imagining. He saw the trees around them and the summer grass.
"Not for all the light in all the worlds," he said, and took her in his arms.
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There was very little light in the great hall now: amber pools spilling from the two fires, or where a cluster of men continued to throw dice at one end of the room, and another pair of lamps at the head table where two men remained awake and talking and a third listened quietly, A fourth figure slept there, snoring softly, his head on the board among the last uncleared platters.
Aeldred of the Anglcyn looked at the sleeping cleric from Ferrieres and then turned the other way, smiling a little.
"We have exhausted him," he said.
The cleric on his other side set down his cup. "It is late."
"Is it? Sometimes sleep feels wrong. A surrendering of opportunity." The king sipped his own wine. "He quoted Cingalus at you. You were very kind, then."
"No need to embarrass him."
Aeldred snorted. "While he was citing you to yourself?" Ceinion of Llywerth shrugged. "I was flattered."
"He didn't know you wrote it. He was patronizing you." "That wouldn't have mattered if he'd been right in what he argued."
A small sound at that, from the third man. Both turned to him, both smiling.
"Not weary of us yet, my heart?" Aeldred asked.
His younger son shook his head. "Weary, but not of this." Gareth cleared his throat. "Father's right. He… didn't even have the quotation properly."
"True enough, my lord prince." Ceinion was still smiling, still cradling his wine. "I'm honoured that you knew it. He was doing it from memory, in fairness."
"But he turned the meaning. He argued against you with your own thought turned backwards. You wrote the Patriarch that there was no error in images unless they were made to be worshipped, and he—"
"He cited me as saying images would be worshipped." "So he was wrong."
"I suppose, if you agree with what I wrote." Ceinion's expression was wry. "It could have been worse. He might have cited me as saying clerics should live chaste and unmarried."
The king laughed aloud. Young Gareth's brow remained furrowed. "Why didn't he know it was you who wrote it?"
The subject of their conversation remained where he'd slumped, asleep with most of the men in the darkened hall. Ceinion glanced from the son to the father. He shrugged again.
"Ferrieres tends to look down on the Cyngael. Much of the world does, my lord. Even here, if we are being honest. You call us horse thieves and eaters of oats, don't you?" His tone was mild, unoffended. "He would find it alarming that a scholar cited and endorsed by the Patriarch was from a place so… marginal. They used a Rhodian name for me, after all, when they put my phrases in the Pronouncement. An easy error for him to make, not knowing."
"You didn't sign it as Cingalus?"
"I sign everything I write," said the other man gravely, "as Ceinion of Llywerth, cleric of the Cyngael."
There was a little silence.
"He wouldn't even have expected you to be able to write in Trakesian, I imagine," Aeldred murmured. "Or you to read it, for that matter, Gareth."
"The prince reads Trakesian? Wonderful," Ceinion said. "I'm beginning, only," Gareth remonstrated.
"There's no `only' in that," the cleric said. "Perhaps we shall read together while I am here?"
"I'd be honoured," Gareth said. His mouth quirked. "It'll keep you from our horses."
A startled silence, then Ceinion burst out laughing and so did the king. The cleric mimed a blow at the prince.
"My children are a great trial," Aeldred said, shaking his head. "All four of them, but Gareth reminds me, I have new texts to show you."
Ceinion turned to him. "Indeed?"
Aeldred allowed himself a satisfied smile. "Indeed. In the morning after prayers we shall go see what is being copied."
"And it is?" Ceinion was unable to mask eagerness.
"Nothing so very much," said the king, with a show of indifference. "Only a physician's tract. One Rustem of Esperaña, on the eye."
"Collating Galinus and adding his own remedies? Oh, glorious! My lord, how in the god's name did you—?"
"A ship from Al-Rassan stopped at Drengest earlier this summer on its way back from trading with the Erlings at Rabady. They know I am buying manuscripts."
"Rustem? That's three hundred years old. A treasure!" Ceinion exclaimed, though softly among the sleepers. "In Trakesian?"
Aeldred smiled again. "In two languages, friend. Trakesian… and his original Bassanid."
"Holy Jad! But who reads Bassanid? The language is gone, since the Asharites."
"No one yet, but with both texts now we will soon be able to. I have someone working on that. The Trakesian text unlocks the other one."
"This is a glory and a wonder," Ceinion said. He made the sign of the disk.
"I know it is. You'll see it in the morning."
"It will give me great joy."
There was another silence. "That opens a doorway for me, actually," the king said; his tone remained light. "The question I've been waiting to ask."
The cleric looked at him, an exchange of glances in the island of light. Far down the room someone laughed as dice rolled and stopped and fortune smiled, however briefly.
"My lord, I cannot stay," Ceinion said quietly.
"Ah. And thus the door closes," Aeldred murmured.
Ceinion held his gaze in the lamplight. "You know I cannot, my lord. There are people who need me. We were speaking of them, remember? The oat-eaters no one respects? At the edge of the world?"
"We're as much at the edge, ourselves," Aeldred said.
"No. You aren't. Not at this court, my lord. All praise to you for that."
"But you won't help me take it further?"
"I am here now," Ceinion said simply.
"And you will come back?"
"As often as I may." Another small, rueful smile. "For the nourishing of my own spirit. Unworthy as that might be. You know what I think of this court. You are a light to us all, my lord."
The king did not move. "You would make us brighter, Ceinion."
The cleric sipped from his cup before answering. "It would nourish my own desires to do so, to sit here and share learning as old age comes. Do not think I am not tempted. But I have tasks in the west. We Cyngael live where the farthest light of Jad falls. The last light of the sun. It needs attending to, my lord, lest it fail."