“First, you tranquilize the little beastie with a whiff of carbon-dioxide gas. Once he’s groggy-which doesn’t take long-you pick him up with these metal tweezers.”

Christina noticed that the tweezers were attached to an electrical cord. “What’s the juice for?”

“You’ll see.” He pressed his eye to the microscope while holding the spider beneath the lens. “By pushing this button, I send a mild shock into his system, via the tweezers. And watch what happens.”

He pushed the button. Christina forced herself to look-just in time to see the spider spew.

“That’s basically everything liquid inside the little guy,” Wesley explained. “Venom, and also his stomach’s digestive enzymes. I’ve got a serum that separates the two. Then I freeze-dry the venom and pack it off to the drug companies.”

“That’s just… amazing,” Christina said, trying to be kind. “I notice you didn’t get that much, though.”

“True. It usually takes hundreds of spiders to fill a single order-which explains why I have so many on hand.”

“And you actually make a living selling this stuff?”

Wesley beamed. “Sure do. Not a fortune, perhaps. But enough to pay the mortgage. Heck of a lot more than I made working at the pawnshop.”

“Pawnshop? I thought you worked at the organ clinic. With Erin.”

“That came later. I first met her at the pawnshop. She recommended me to Palmetto at the organ clinic.”

“Erin hung out in pawnshops?”

“Not on a regular basis. But she came in on this occasion.”

“Why?”

Wesley pulled his chair close. “That why I called. That’s what I wanted to tell you.” He hesitated for a moment. “She came in to buy a gun.”

In the space of a sentence, Christina had forgotten all about the fear and sickness that had consumed her since she first stumbled into this house of horrors. Now her mind was focused on one subject alone-a firsthand account of how Erin Faulkner got a gun.

“Did she give you any idea why she wanted a gun?”

“Oh yeah. I’ll never forget that. I mean, normally I wasn’t that chatty with the customers. Frankly, most of them were the scum of the earth, which is why I eventually left the place. But Erin was different. She was not poor, not poorly groomed, not stupider than dirt. She walked with a limp, sure, but that was intriguing, given her age. And she was extremely attractive, which didn’t hurt any.”

“So what did she say?” Christina tried to herd him back on topic. “When you asked her why she wanted a gun.”

“She said-and get this-she said she was ‘haunted by demons.’ That’s a quote.”

“Demons.” Christina ruminated for a moment. That sounded uncomfortably like a woman contemplating suicide. She knew Weintraub would see it that way. “Did she specify what kind of demons?”

“No. But later in the conversation, I got her talking about her work. At the organ clinic, you know.”

“Right. And?”

“I gathered she was having a bad time. Not only that day, but later, when I worked there. She was not happy at work.”

“Then why did she stay? She had options.”

Wesley tapped his electric tweezers on the desktop. “I’m filling in a lot of blanks here, but I think she was very conflicted about her job. She believed her work was important-helping sick and injured people find the transplant organs they needed. But there was some other aspect of the job that bothered her.”

“Did she ever name any names?”

“Not that I recall. Well, Palmetto.”

“Dr. Michael Palmetto? The man I met upstairs?”

“Right. I think she had some problems with him.”

“I heard you did, too.”

James nodded. “I suspected he was causing Erin unhappiness. Pain. I couldn’t work for someone like that.”

“What was he doing?”

“Well, he tried to hit on her.”

“Was there more?”

“I don’t know.” He paused. “Maybe.”

Christina bit her lip in frustration. She had the unmistakable feeling that she had something on the hook. She just couldn’t reel it in. “And so you sold her the gun?”

“Yeah. She wasn’t old enough, but… well, I falsified the license. And showed her how to use it. I’m quite good with firearms-comes from working in that place so long. Gave her some ammunition.”

“And sent her on her way?”

He smiled a little. “And took her to the coffee shop next door. I didn’t think she’d go, even as I asked her. But to my surprise, she agreed.”

“And you went out a few more times?”

“Right. After I left the clinic. But we never really connected. There was always something between us. Between her and everyone, actually. Something intangible… but nonetheless real.”

“But you don’t know what that was.”

“I’m afraid not. I never got to know her well enough. I wanted to.” He bowed his head. “It seems as though tragedy strikes everyone I try to get close to.”

That triggered a memory. “I understand you were also dating Sheila Knight. Before her… untimely death.”

“You mean, before her suicide? That’s what they say it was, right? Once again, someone I wanted to know, wanted to get close to, finds it preferable to take their own life. You can imagine how that makes me feel.”

“I’m sorry,” Christina said quietly.

“Oh, don’t be. I’m very lucky, really.” A smile crossed his face, but Christina found it far from convincing. “After all, I’ve still got my spiders.”

Every time Ben had spoken to Ray during the last seven years, he had done so through an acrylic wall. But the glass had never seemed so thick as it did today. The distance between them had never been so great.

“So that’s it, then,” Ray said, with a pronounced note of finality. “It’s over.”

He was doing an amazing job of controlling his face, Ben thought, of masking what must be his true feelings. He barely twitched. But as Ben gazed into his eyes, he could see all the hurt, all the anguish, all the sunken hopes. The dim light was fading to a dull and ashen gray.

“It isn’t over,” Ben said firmly. “I won’t stop trying.”

“Sounds like there’s nothing left to try.”

“I won’t accept that. And I won’t give up.”

Ray pressed his lips together. “Well… four days from now… you won’t have any choice.”

Ben felt a churning in his gut. “Four days is a long time, Ray. We’re doing everything imaginable. Talking to everyone. Filing every kind of motion. We won’t stop-”

Ray interrupted. “Did you talk to Carrie?”

Ben’s heart skipped a beat. “Well… yes.” Would he want to talk about… the incident?

“How does she look?”

“She looks pretty much as she always did.”

Ray’s eyes softened. “Beautiful, huh?”

“Very.”

“I haven’t seen her for years, you know. But I’ve never stopped thinking about her. Not for a single day.”

Ben felt an aching in his heart so intense he wasn’t sure he could finish the conversation. “Ray… if there’s any message you’d like me to take to her…”

“There is, actually. The same one I sent before. I’d like her to be here.”

“You mean, at… at…”

“I know it sounds crazy. Gruesome. And I know she won’t want to do it. But it would make me feel so much better, just knowing there was someone here, someone who likes me. Or once did, anyway.”

“I-I can ask her, Ray, but-”

“Tell her she can close her eyes when the needle starts to drop. I just want to know she’s in the same room. I want to see her. One more time. Before I go. And I’d like you to be there, too.”

Ben felt his mouth go dry.

“See, they give me three seats. All the others are reserved for officials and politicians and victims’ relatives. Of which there are precious few. But I still get three seats. So I was hoping you’d take one.”

“Ray-”

“I know it’s a lot to ask. But I feel as if you’re my friend, Ben. I mean, it’s been a working relationship. You’re doing your job.” He paused, pursing his lips. “At the same time, I also know you’ve gone way beyond the norm for me. You’ve gone the extra mile and then some. I know it’s been a good long time since you got paid, but you haven’t slacked off a bit.”