"I'm miserable anyway and don't want to be alone. May I stay?"
"Certainly. I'm happier with you present no matter how gloomy I sound."
"What you've been saying isn't nearly as gloomy as the thoughts I have alone. I wish we knew what was going on outside!" She added, "I wish we had a periscope."
"We do have."
"Huh? Where?"
"Did have. Sorry. That pipe over there. I tried to raise it but it won't budge. However- Barbie, I tromped on Duke for demanding that I break out our spare radio before the attack was over. But maybe it's over. What do you think?"
"Me? How would I know?"
"You know as much as I do. That first missile was intended to take out the MAMMA base; they wouldn't bother with us otherwise. If they are spotting from orbiting spaceships, then that second one was another try at the same target. The timing fits, time of flight from Kamchatka is about half an hour and the second hit about forty-five minutes after the first. That one was probably a bull's-eye-and they know it, because more than an hour has passed and no third missile. That means they are through with us. Logical?"
"Sounds logical to me."
"It's crumby logic, my dear. Not enough data. Perhaps both missiles failed to knock out MAMMA, and MAMMA is now knocking out anything they throw. Perhaps the Russkis have run out of missiles. Perhaps the third round will be delivered by bomber. We don't know. But I'm itching to find out. Twist my arm."
"I would certainly like to hear some news."
"We'll try. If it's good news, we'll wake the others." Hugh Farnham dug into a corner, came out with a box, unpacked a radio. "Doesn't have a scratch. Let's try it without an antenna.
"Nothing but static," he announced shortly. "Not surprised. Although it's mate could pull in local stations without an aerial. Now we'll hook to the fixed antenna. Wait here."
He returned shortly. "No soap. Stands to reason that there isn't anything left of the fixed antenna. So we'll try the emergency one."
Hugh took a wrench and removed a cap from an inch pipe that stuck down through the ceiling. He tested the opening with a radiation counter. "A little more count." He got two steel rods, each five feet long; with one he probed the pipe. "Doesn't go up as far as it should. The top of this pipe was buried just belowground. Trouble." He screwed the second rod into the first.
"Now comes the touchy part. Stand back, there may be debris-hot both ways-spilling down."
"It'll get on you."
"On my hands, maybe. I'll scrub afterwards. You can go over me with a Geiger counter." He tapped with a sledge on the bottom of the joined rods. Up they went about eighteen inches. "Something solid. I'll have to bang it."
Many blows later the rod was seated into the pipe. "It felt," he said, as he stopped to scrub his hands, "as if we passed into open air the last foot or so. But it should have stuck out five feet above ground. Rubble, I suppose. What's left of our home. Want to use the counter on me?"
"Hugh, you say that as casually as 'What's left of yesterday's milk."
He shrugged. "Barbie girl, I was broke when I joined the Navy, I've been flat busted since; I will not waste tears over a roof and some plumbing. Getting any count?"
"You're clean."
"Check the floor under the pipe."
There were hot spots on the floor; Hugh wiped them with damp Kleenex, disposed of it in a metal waste can. She checked his hands afterwards, and the spots on the floor.
"Well, that used up a gallon of water; this radio had better work." He clipped the antenna lead to the rod, switched it on.
Ten minutes later they admitted that they were getting nothing. Noise-static all over the dial-but no signal. He sighed. "I'm not surprised. I don't know what ionization does to radio waves, but that must be a sorcerer's brew of hot isotopes over our heads. I had hoped we could get Salt Lake City."
"Not Denver?"
"No. Denver had an ICBM base. I'll leave the gain up; maybe we'll hear something."
"Don't you want to save the battery?"
"Not really. Let's sit down and recite limericks." He looked at the integrating counter, whistled softly, then checked the thermometer. "I'll give our sleeping beauties a little more relief from the heat. How well are you standing it, Barbie?"
"Truthfully, I had forgotten it. The sweat pours off and that's that."
"Me, too."
"Well, don't use more oxygen on my account. How many bottles are left?"
"Not many."
"How many?"
"Less than half. Don't fret. I'll bet you five hundred thousand dollars-fifty cents in the new currency-that you can't recite a limerick I don't know."
"Clean, or dirty?"
"Are there clean ones?"
"Okay. 'A playful young fellow named Scott-'" The limerick session was a flop. Hugh accused her of having a clean mind. She answered, "Not really, Hugh. But my mind isn't working."
"I'm not at my sharpest. Another drink?"
"Yes. With water, please, I sweat so; I'm dry. Hugh?"
"Yes, Barbie?"
"We're going to die. Aren't we?"
"Yes."
"I thought so. Before morning?"
"Oh, no! I feel sure we can live till noon. If we want to."
"I see. Hugh, would you mind if I moved over by you? Would you put your arm around me? Or is it too hot?"
"Any time I'm too hot to put my arm around a girl I'll know I'm dead and in hell."
"Thanks."
"Room enough?"
"Plenty."
"You're a little girl."
"I weigh a hundred and thirty-two pounds and I'm five feet eight and that's not little."
"You're a little girl. Put the cup aside. Tilt your face up."
"Mmmm- Again. Please, again."
"A greedy little girl."
"Yes. Very greedy. Thank you, Hugh."
"Such pretty ones."
"They're my best feature. My face isn't much. But Karen's are prettier."
"A matter of opinion. Your opinion."
"Well- I won't argue. Scrunch over a little, dear. Dear Hugh-"
"All right?"
"Room enough. Wonderfully all right. And kiss me, too. Please?"
"Barbara, Barbara!"
"Hugh darling! I love you. Oh!"
"I love you, Barbara."
"Yes. Yes! Oh, please! Now!"
"Right now!"
"You all right, Barbie?"
"I've never been more all right. I've never been happier in my life."
"I wish that were true."
"It is true. Hugh darling, I'm utterly happy now and not at all afraid. I feel wonderful. Not even too warm."
"I'm dripping sweat on you."
"I don't mind. There are two drops on your chin and one on the end of your nose. And I'm so sweaty my hair is soaked. Doesn't matter. Hugh dearest, this is what I wanted. You. I don't mind dying-now."
"I do!"
"I'm sorry."
"No, no! Barbie hon, I didn't mind dying, before. Now suddenly life is worth living."
"Oh. I think it's the same feeling."
"Probably. But we aren't going to die, ii I can swing it. Want to move now?"
"If you want to. If you'll put your arm around me after we do."
"Try to stop me. But first I'm going to make us a long, tall drink. I'm thirsty again. And breathless."
"Me, too. Your heart is pounding."
"It has every excuse. Barbie girl, do you realize that I am more than twice your age? Old enough to be your father."
"Yes, Daddy."
"Why, you little squirt! Talk that way and I'll drink this all myself."
"Yes, Hugh. Hugh my beloved. But we are the same age
because we are going to die at the same time."
"Don't talk about dying. I'm going to find some way to outwit it."
"If anybody can, you will. Hugh, I'm not feeling morbid. I've looked it in the face and I'm no longer afraid-not afraid to die, not afraid to live. But- Hugh, I'd like one favor."
"Name it."
"When you give the pills to the others-the overdose-I don't want them."
"Uh... it might be needful."