For a brief moment she failed to take his point. Then her hand flew to her openmouth.
'Two deaths,' she whispered.
'Yes, indeed. And I scarcely need to tell you to whom a traitor in the imperialcourt would apply for a spell powerful enough to drag me into the matter willynilly. I could make the paper legible. I could not evade the consequences ofundoing a colleague's work.'
'Whose death? Mine?
'It would be politic to minimize the danger, as for instance by takingemployment with a seafarer. Many merchant-captains would be glad of a skilfulclerk, and after your apprenticeship with Melilot you're well equipped for sucha post. Moreover, your present master is inclined to jealousy. You are half hisage, yet already he regards you as a rival.'
'He dissembles well,' muttered Jarveena, 'but now and then he's acted in afashion that makes me believe you.'
'He might regard you more kindly were you to become a sort of foreign agent forhim. I'm sure you could contrive - for a reasonable .fee - to supply him withcommercially valuable information. He would scarcely object to adding otherstrings to his bow: trading in spices, for instance.'
For a while Jarveena had seemed enlivened by his discourse. Now she fell backinto gloom.
'Why should I want to make myself rich, let alone him? Ever since I can rememberI've had a purpose in life. Ifs gone - carried to the sky with the stench ofNizharu!'
'It takes a very rich person to commission a spell.'
'What would I want with magic?' she said contemptuously.
A second later, and it was as though fire coursed all over her body, outliningevery mark that defaced her, every whiplash, every burn, every cut and scratch.She had forgotten until now, but sometime during that extraordinary night whenshe had lain with him, he had taken the trouble to trace her whole violent lifestory from the map of her skin.
Now she also remembered thinking that it must be for some private magicalreason. Could she have been wrong? Could it have been simpler than that - couldit just have been that he sympathized with one whom life had scarred in anotherway?
'You might wish,' he was saying calmly, 'to cleanse your body of the past as Ithink you have now begun to cleanse your mind.'
'Even ...?' She could not complete the question save by raising her hand to theright side of her chest.
'In time. You are young. Nothing is impossible. But one thing is much toopossible. We've spoken of it. Now, act!'
They were almost at the gate, and the crowd was pressing and' jostling; peoplewere setting their hands to their money-belts and pouches, for these were primeconditions for theft.
'I take it you'd not have spoken up unless you had a new employer in mind forme?' Jarveena said at length.
'You're most perceptive.'
'And if there were not some long-term advantage in it for yourself?'
Enas Yorl sighed. 'There is a long-term purpose to everything. If there werenot, spells would be impossible.'
'So there was a purpose behind Nizharu's dropping of the scroll?'
'Dropping ... ?'
'Oh! Why didn't I think of that?'
'In time, I'm sure you would have done. But you came to Sanctuary so recently,you could scarcely be expected to know that in his boyhood Aye-Gophlan wascounted among the smartest dips and cutpurses in the city. How else do you thinkhe managed to buy himself a commission in the guards? Does he talk as though hecame from a wealthy background?'
They were at the gate, and being squeezed through. Clutching her writing-casetightly with one hand, keeping the other folded over the silver pin whichfastened her cloak in a roll around her waist, Jarveena thought long and long.
And came to a decision.
Even though her main purpose in life up to now had vanished, there was no reasonwhy she should not find another and maybe better ambition. If that were so,there were good reasons to try and prolong her life by quitting Sanctuary.
Although ...
She glanced around in alarm for the magician, thinking them separated in thethrong, and with relief was able to catch him by the arm.
'Will distance make any difference? I mean, if the doom is on me, can I fleefrom it?'
'Oh, it's not on you. It's merely that there were two deaths in the charm, andonly one has happened. Any day of any year, scores of hundreds die in any cityof this size. It's probable that the spell will work itself out locally; whenthere's a thunderstorm, the lightning strikes beneath it, not a hundred leaguesaway. Not inconceivably the other death may be that of someone who was as guiltyas Nizharu in the sack of Forgotten Holt. He had soldiers with him, did he not?'
'Yes, they were all soldiers, whom I long mistook for bandits ...! Oh, what apass this land has come to! You're quite right! I'm going away, as far as I can,whether or not it means I can outrun my death!'
She caught his hand, gave it a squeeze, and leaned close. 'Name the ship that Imust look for!'
The day the ship sailed it was unsafe for Enas Yorl to venture on the street;occasionally the changes working in him cycled into forms that nobody, not withthe kindest will in the world, could mistake for human. He was therefore obligedto watch the tiring way, making use of a scrying-glass, but he was determined tomake certain that nothing had gone wrong with his scheme.
All turned out well. He tracked the ship, with Jarveena at her stern, until seamists obscured her, and then leaned back in what, for the time being, could notexactly be a chair as most people thought of chairs.
'And with you no longer around to attract it,' he murmured to the air, 'perhapsluck may lead that second death-sentence to be passed on one who wearies beyondmeasure of mad existence, sport of a hundred mindless spells, this miserable,this pitiable Enas Yorl.'
Yet some hope glimmered, like the red pits he had to wear for eyes, in theknowledge that at least one person in the world thought more kindly of him thanhe did himself. At length, with a snorting laugh, he covered the scrying-glassand settled down resignedly to wait out the implacable transformation, a littlecomforted by knowing that so far he had never been the same shape twice.
THE FACE OF CHAOS by Lynn Abbey
The cards lay face down in a wide crescent on the black-velvet-covered tableIllyra used for her fortune-telling. Closing her eyes, she touched one at randomwith her index finger, then overturned it. The face of Chaos, portrait of manand woman seen in a broken mirror. She had done a card-reading for herself; anattempt to penetrate the atmosphere of foreboding that had hung over theramshackle cloth-and-wood structure she and Dubro, the bazaar smith, calledhome. Instead it had only brought more anxiety.
She went to another small table to apply a thick coating of kohl to her eyelids.No one would visit a young, pretty S'danzo to have their fortune told, and nostranger could enter her home for any other reason. The kohl and the formlessS'danzo costume concealed her age in the dimly lit room, but if some lovedeluded soldier or merchant moved too close, there was always Dubro under thecanopy a few steps away. One sight of the brawny, sweating giant with his heavymallet ended any crisis.
'Sweetmeats! Sweetmeats! Always the best in the bazaar. Always the best inSanctuary!'
The voice of Haakon, the vendor, reached through the cloth-hung doorway. Illyrafinished her toilette quickly. Dark masses of curly hair were secured with onepin under a purple silk scarf which contrasted garishly with each of the skirts,the shawl, and the blouse she wore. She reached deep within those skirts for herpurse and removed a copper coin.