"Psoot-bah!" Ben said; it was an order for a dog to scram. "Get out!"
"There are two Indian Service cowboys out there," Joe told the other clown without a cap. "I think they came to arrest you."
"You pointed him out," Ben said.
"Fuchs pointed you out," Joe told the other clown.
The clown's long brown hair fell to his shoulders, but he still wore sunglasses from the morning dance, despite the dark of the kiva. He tilted his head and smiled at Joe as if sharing a joke.
"You gave the firecracker to Oppenheimer and you didn't try to take it back," Joe said. "When you were pretending to be blind out there, you still bumped into too many people."
"Not bad for a real blind man, though," Roberto said.
"Not bad."
"They'd really dare do it?"
"You pulled a shotgun on the wrong Kraut. He's our Kraut and there's a war on. I don't know how he knew you would dance, but he knew and the captain in charge of security on the Hill knew and they pointed you out to a pair of Indian Service riders. Don't worry, Fuchs and the captain fingered you and ran. The cowboys watched the dance for five seconds and they saw you from a distance. Bring in someone else to dance. You'll have all afternoon to get back to Taos."
"Coke?" Roberto asked. "You thirsty?"
"No, thanks."
"Hot out there, isn't it?"
"If you're going to get someone, you better do it now."
Roberto removed the dark glasses and laid them on the bench. His eyes looked not only shrunken but painted out.
"Well, it's not as simple as that, Joe. No one is allowed in while clowns are here. I don't think anyone but you would break the rules."
"If six clowns don't come out of here, the riders will come in for you."
"You dance," Roberto said.
"Him?" Ben asked.
"There's no one else," Roberto said.
"It would be a joke," Ben said.
"You show him what to do," Roberto said.
The three clowns by the ladder squatted and talked among themselves. It would be a great disgrace to include someone as ignorant as Joe Pena in a ceremony. On the other hand, it would be a great disgrace to have an elder from another pueblo arrested in Santiago.
"No," Joe spoke up. "For once, Ben is right. I only came to warn you."
Roberto acted genuinely puzzled. "What good is a warning if you won't help?" he asked. "That's a fake warning."
"From a fake Indian," Ben said.
"Fair warning." Joe held up his hand and made it a wave as he moved to the door. "From here on, I don't even know you."
"He went away an Indian and came back a black man," Ben said. "He went into the Army and became a white man. Maybe there's no one there at all any more. Now, his brother was an Indian."
"Ben," Joe said and shook his head.
"Best thing that happened to his mother was she died before today," Ben said.
Joe returned from the door. "Ben, Ben, Ben. Don't say another word."
"I need your help," Roberto said.
The paint was greasy and thick, and he felt as if his whole body were a mask. His hair was tucked up into the striped cap, which was tied by a black thong under his chin. The other clowns painted black outlines around his eyes and mouth, and knotted black scarves around his neck, wrists and ankles. I can't believe this, Joe thought, this is happening to someone else; he felt like he was standing apart and watching himself be prepared, as if he were lending just his body. The tail of the long black loincloth trailed on the floor. No moccasins were found big enough, so he was going barefoot, and Roberto suggested that Joe stay within the circle of dancers as much as he could. Everyone gathered at the ladder and shared a last cigarette. Roberto wore his white Taos blanket, ready for a separate exit. One of the other clowns had the dark glasses now. Ben tucked a bullwhip under his arm. The sun had moved west, making the light from the roof dimmer, the angle sharper, and Joe had the sensation that the kiva was sealing over him. Finally, the clowns climbed the ladder one by one, Joe last. They burst off the roof and down an alley, dogs and boys running at their side. Although Joe tried to hang back, sheer length of stride brought him to the front. There was a tunnel of shade, then the brilliant, droning heat of the plaza and a bigger crowd than before. All the northern roofs were crowded. The tourists had spread across the whole southern side of the plaza. Only the watching priests and elders were the same, as if they hadn't moved since morning. Joe expected at any moment someone would shout, "That's not a real clown, that's Joe Pena!" He chased an old lady and a girl into the dancing line.
The plaza seemed to wheel round him. His paint seemed already washed with sweat. He saw Foote. Jaworski and Harvey had come. The drumming started. At the east end of the plaza, among the very last tourists, he saw the Service rider named Al. At the west end was Billy.
Just long enough for Roberto to get away from the kiva, Joe told himself. As the circle of dancers began to turn, he slipped through it and used it as a screen. The steps weren't that hard to pick up, a slow 4-4 beat. Hop, slide, half-turn. Without warning, the singers and drummer went to a fast 3-4, then back to the slow 4—4. Joe stumbled, but it was taken, as a joke, because, after all, he was a clown.
The whole idea was that everyone did precisely the same step in the same way without embellishment or conspicuous-ness. The circle was a cosmic gear moving in clouds, calling in game, drawing up corn. Any individuality was a loose screw.
"Cloud flowers lie over the mountains, cloud flowers are blooming now over the mountains. First the lightning flashes in the north, then the thunder rumbles, then the rain falls, because flowers are blooming," the singers sang.
Though there wasn't a cloud in the sky, the dancers bounced happily, hop, turn, a cob in one hand, a lightning wand in the other. Their worn, clean coveralls and crisp, faded dresses made them look like dolls of sober industry. The women and girls didn't raise their knees as high as the men or stamp their heels as hard. But they recognized Joe. He saw their glances stealing towards him and caught their whispers when he as much as turned.
"In the fields you can see melon flowers," the singers sang. "In the fields you can see cornflowers. In the fields the water bird sings and overhead the black clouds grow." A hundred dancers softly made the ground tremble.
One more revolution of the circle and he'd quit, Joe told himself. The circle moved so slowly, though. The entire population of Santiago seemed to be present, dancing or on the roofs, surrounding him and waiting for him to do something. So many of the women looked like Dolores. Not just Dolores the famous old potter, but Dolores as a young woman, Dolores as a girl. Half-toe. Turn.
Two of the clowns took folding chairs away from the ladies from Santa Fe and sat, pretending to gossip, put on lipstick, adjust girdles. A third patrolled the edges of the plaza, keeping back the spreading line of tourists. He threatened a spectator who had come halfway to the circle from the east end. It was the younger cowboy trying to get a better look at Joe, and he ignored the tubby, old clown waving him back. When the clown uncoiled a whip and cracked it at Billy's feet, Billy knocked him down.
The entire circle slowed, watching the confrontation. Joe saw the tribal policemen hanging back; they didn't want a hassle with the Indian Service. Without being aware of it, Joe was through the dancers. He seemed to cover the distance to Ben in a few steps. Billy pointed a warning finger.
Joe stepped over Ben, took Billy by the front of his shirt and, with one hand, lifted him high off the ground. The cowboy kicked and swung his fists while Joe carried him to where most of the crowd watched under the cottonwood. Joe intended to set him down gently, but, released, Billy somehow flew over the first two rows of spectators to the base of the tree.