Richard heaved a sigh. "Yes, she was. She was showing me the truth. That truth is in part how I've come to understand at last what it is I must do. As much as I dread it…"
When he drifted into silence, Nicci patiently prodded him. "So, what have you figured out you must do?"
Richard's fingers tightened on the stone as he looked out again over the darkening countryside far below, and then to the somber jumble of mountains rising up beyond.
"I was right in the beginning." His gaze turned to Cara. "Right when I took you and Kahlan away to the mountains far back in Westland."
Cara frowned. "I remember you saying that we were going back into those deserted mountains because you had come to understand that we could not win the war by fighting the army of the Imperial Order. You said that you could not lead them in such a battle that they were sure to lose."
Richard nodded. "And I was right. I know that now. We can't win against their army. Shota helped me to see that. She may have been trying to convince me that I must fight that battle, but in part because of all that she and Jebra showed me, I know now that we can't win it.
"Now, I know what I must do."
"And what would that be?" Nicci pressed.
Richard finally pushed away from the stone merlon. "We have to go. I don't have time to lay it all out right now."
Nicci started after him. "I threw some things together. They're ready. Richard, why can't you tell me what you've decided?"
"I will," he said, "later."
"You're wasting your time," Cara said under her breath to Nicci as she fell in with her behind Richard. "I've already paddled up that creek until I got too tired to paddle anymore."
Richard, hearing Cara's remark, took Nicci by the arm and pulled her forward. "I'm not finished thinking it all through. I need to finish putting it all together. I'll explain it when we get there, explain it to everyone — but right now we don't have the time. All right?"
"Get where?" Nicci asked.
"To the D'Haran army. Jagang's main force will soon be heading up into D'Hara. I have to tell our army that we have no chance to win the battle that is coming for them."
"That ought to cheer their day," Cara said. "Nothing makes a soldier feel better on the eve of battle than their leader telling them that they are about to lose the battle and die."
"You want me to tell them a lie, instead?" he asked.
Cara's only answer was a scowl.
At the end of the rampart Richard pulled open the heavy oak door at the base of the tower. Inside was a room where some of the lamps were already lit. Nicci could hear people rushing up the stone steps to the side.
"Richard!" It was Zedd following behind the big, blond-headed D'Haran, Tom.
Richard halted, waiting for his grandfather to reach the top of the steps and make it into the simple stone room. Zedd rushed closer, gulping air.
"Richard! What's going on? Rikka came by in a rush saying that you were leaving."
Richard nodded. "I wanted you to know that I've got to go, but I won't be gone for long. I'll be back in a few days. Hopefully, in the meantime you and Nathan and Ann can find out something in the books that will be helpful with the Chainfire spell. Maybe you can even work on coming up with some solution to the contamination from the chimes."
Zedd waved irritably at the suggestion. "While we're at it, would you like me to cure the sky of that thunderstorm?"
"Zedd, don't be angry with me, please. I have to go."
"All right, but where are you going — and why?"
"I'm ready, Lord Rahl," Tom said as he hurried into the room.
"I'm sorry," Richard told him, "but you can't go. We're going to need to go in the sliph."
Zedd threw his arms up in the air. "The sliph! You do your best to convince me that magic is failing, and now you intend to put your life in the hands of a creature of magic? Are you losing your mind, Richard? What's going on?"
"I'm aware of the danger, but I must take the risk." Richard gestured. "You know that starburst symbol on the door of the First Wizard's enclave, up there?" When Zedd nodded, Richard tapped the top of his silver wristband. "It's the same as this one here."
"What about it?" Zedd asked.
"Remember, I told you that it has meaning? It's an admonition not to allow your vision to lock on any one thing. It's a warning to look everywhere at once, to see nothing to the exclusion of everything else. It means you mustn't allow the enemy to draw your attention and make you focus on what he wishes you to see. If you do, you will be blind to everything else.
"That's what I've been doing. Jagang has been forcing me — forcing everyone — to focus on one thing. Like a fool, I've been doing just that."
"His army," Nicci guessed. "That's what you mean? That we've all been focusing on his invasion force?"
"That's right. This starburst means that you must open to all there is, never settling on just one thing, even when cutting your enemy. It means that instead of focusing on one thing, you must open your mind to everything, even when it is necessary to keep that one central threat at the center of your attention."
Zedd cocked his head. "Richard, you've got to focus on the threat that's about to kill you. His army is millions of men strong. They're coming to crush all opposition and enslave us all."
"I know. That's why we can't fight them; we will lose."
Zedd's face went crimson. "So you propose to allow their army to roll into the New World unopposed? Your plan is to let Jagang's army freely overrun cities and allow to happen all the things Jebra told us had happened in Ebinissia? You want to so easily allow all those people to be slaughtered or enslaved?"
"Think of the solution," Richard reminded his grandfather, "not the problem."
"Not very comforting advice to those having their throats cut."
Richard froze and stared at his grandfather, seemingly struck silent by Zedd's words.
"Look," Richard finally said, running his fingers back through his hair, "I don't have time for this right now. I'll talk to you about it when I get back. Time is of the essence. I've already wasted far too much of it. I only hope that we still have enough time left."
"Enough time for what!" Zedd roared.
Nicci heard footsteps rushing up the stairwell. Jebra dashed into the room.
"What's going on?" she asked Zedd.
Zedd waved a hand in Richard's direction. "My grandson has decided that we must lose the war, that we must not fight Jagang's army."
"Lord Rahl, you can't be serious," she said. "You can't seriously consider allowing those brutes…" Jebra's voice trailed off as she stepped forward, peering up at Richard. She stilled in midstride. She staggered back a step.
The blood drained from her face.
Her jaw dropped open. Her jaw trembled as she tried without success to Wring forth words. Her features slackened with dread.
Her blue eyes rolled back in her head as she fainted.
As she toppled back, Tom caught her in his arms and laid her gently on the granite floor. Everyone closed in around the unconscious woman.
"What happened?" Tom asked.
"I don't know," Zedd said as he knelt down beside the woman, pressing his fingers to her forehead. "She's fainted, but I'm not sure why."
Richard headed for the door that opened to the iron stairs running down the inside of the tower. "I'll leave you to take care of her, Zedd — you're the expert at healing. She's in good hands. I can't afford to waste any more time right now."
He turned back from the doorway. "I'll be back as soon as I can — promise. We shouldn't be more than a few days."
"But Richard — "
He had already started down the iron steps. "I'll be back," he called up at them, his voice echoing from the gloom.
Without hesitation, Cara followed after him down into the dark tower.