"He's dead, Cavanagh," VanDiver insisted. "They all are. The Conquerors didn't stop shooting until every single beacon was silenced."
"Beacons can fail," the elder Cavanagh countered. "Or can be shut off." He looked at Rudzinski, a new fire in his eyes. "Or can be blocked."
"No," Rudzinski said, shaking his head. "We've already run that simulation. An operating beacon being pulled inside another ship would show a distinctive fade curve before dropping below detection threshold. There's no sign of anything like that in the watchship records."
"That doesn't prove anything."
"Neither does wishful thinking," VanDiver said, climbing to his feet. "All right, Admiral, you've done your duty. Now if you're quite ready, the rest of the Parliament observation group is waiting for us."
"Just a minute," Aric said as Rudzinski also stood up. "You haven't said what the Peacekeepers are going to do about finding Pheylan and getting him back."
Rudzinski's face seemed to sag a little. "I'm sorry," he said, looking at the elder Cavanagh. "There's nothing we can do. Without some kind of solid evidence that Commander Cavanagh is still alive, we can't risk sending out a search party."
"Why not?" Aric demanded. "He's out there somewhere—"
"You don't have any proof of that," VanDiver cut him off.
"And you don't have any—"
"Enough!" Rudzinski barked.
Aric broke off in midsentence. Rudzinski glared at him, then at VanDiver, and finally turned back to the elder Cavanagh. "In the first place," he said, his voice quiet again, "we wouldn't have any idea even where to start looking. Their exit vector was masked by the watchship static bomb, and without a baseline heat-dump profile for their hulls we can only make a guess as to how far they came. But that's not the crucial point. The crucial point is that if we go charging around out there playing blindman's buff, they're going to pick up on our tachyon wake-trails and follow the search parties straight back to the Commonwealth. And if there's anything certain about all this, it's that we're a long way from being ready to deal with a full-scale invasion."
So you're just going to abandon him. With an effort Aric kept his mouth shut. An insulting accusation like that wouldn't help solve anything; and besides, he knew it wasn't true. Rudzinski's primary responsibility was to defend the Commonwealth, and he couldn't put twenty-four worlds into unnecessary danger for a single man.
The elder Cavanagh put it into words first. "We understand, Admiral," he said, standing up and offering his hand. "I appreciate your time. And your honesty."
"I'm sorry I couldn't do more," Rudzinski said, gripping the proffered hand. He glanced at VanDiver— "And I presume I don't have to insult you by reminding you that everything we've said today comes under the Official Secrets Regulations."
"None of it will leave this room," the elder Cavanagh promised.
Rudzinski nodded. "The Marines outside will escort you to the exit. I wish I could do more."
"Thank you, Admiral," the other said softly. "I think you've done enough."
Across the room the door chimed softly. "Come in," Cavanagh called.
The panel slid open. "You wanted to see me, sir?" Quinn said.
"Yes." Cavanagh gestured to the chair beside his desk. "I need your professional opinion on something."
"Certainly," Quinn said, coming in and sitting down.
Cavanagh swiveled the desk plate around toward him. "Take a look. Tell me what you think."
He watched as Quinn's eyes flicked down the text. "Are you serious about this?"
"Very serious." Cavanagh cocked an eyebrow. "You don't seem surprised."
Quinn shrugged slightly. "Kolchin's call, not mine. Said you were practically broadcasting it on the drive back to the ship." He gestured to the plate. "But this isn't the way to do it."
"Why not?"
"Because freighters aren't designed for military activity," Quinn told him. "They're not warships, no matter how many missiles and particle cannon you cram into them. You send them out against our aliens out there, and they'll be cut to scrap."
"All right," Cavanagh said. "So how do we bring them up to fighting trim?"
Quinn shook his head. "We don't. It can't be done. Freighters don't maneuver well, they handle in gravity wells like helium-filled bricks, and their acceleration/mass ratio is a couple orders of magnitude lower than what you need for combat. And they're damn big targets."
Cavanagh grimaced. He'd sweated for nearly two hours trying to work up a halfway respectable task force from the ships and crews in the CavTronics merchant fleet Two wasted hours, apparently. "Let me put it this way: I'm going to go look for Pheylan. What can you do to give me a fighting chance?"
Quinn sighed. "Look, sir, I know how you feel. But this doesn't make any sense. You haven't got the weaponry or the experience. And you don't know where he is."
"We've got the vector they came in on," Cavanagh said. "I'll start with that."
"He may not even be alive, sir," Quinn said quietly. "Odds are he isn't."
Cavanagh looked away from him, toward the wall with the inset pictures of his children and his late wife. "Then at least I'll know that for certain," he told Quinn. "Either way, I'm going."
He could feel the other's eyes on him. "We can't do it with freighters," Quinn said at last. "We need warships. Six attack fighters—Axehead- or Adamant-class, if we can get them. Plus crews. Plus a stardrive-equipped fueler to carry them."
"Really," Cavanagh said, slightly taken aback by the sudden shift in attitude. "Where do you propose we get them?"
"We steal them, of course," Quinn said.
Cavanagh felt his mouth drop open. "You're not serious."
Quinn returned his gaze without flinching. "As serious as you are about going."
For a half-dozen heartbeats Cavanagh just stared at him. The man meant it, all right... and the challenge was now squarely on Cavanagh's side of the table. Just how far was he willing to go to find his son?
The door chimed, jolting into his thoughts. "Come in," he said, reaching over and swiveling the plate back around to face him.
"Dad." Aric nodded in greeting as he and Melinda walked into the room. "We interrupting anything?"
"Not really," he assured them. "How are you two doing?"
"We're holding up." Aric glanced at Melinda. "We wanted to talk to you about Pheylan."
Cavanagh glanced at Quinn, got a fractional shake of the head in return. "What about him?"
Aric's face changed; not much, but enough. He looked at Quinn, back at his father. "We were wondering if there was anything we could do to help get him back," he said, strolling behind Quinn and around the side of Cavanagh's desk. "Some kind of pressure we could bring to bear on Rudzinski or the Parliament."
"We don't know if he's even still alive," Cavanagh said, watching his son's all-too-casual approach. He'd picked up on the mood, all right, and he was aiming for a look at the plate. "But that's a good idea," he added, reaching over and blanking the screen. "Why don't you and Melinda go work up a list of Parlimins who owe me favors."
"Sure," Aric said, measuring his father with his eyes. "You want to tell us first what's going on?"
"What do you mean?"
"Come on, Dad," Aric said. "This is no time for playing games. You and Quinn are planning something. What is it?"
Cavanagh looked at Melinda. She was watching him, too, her expression firm and alert. He'd never noticed before how much there was of Sara in her face when she looked like that. "All right," he told them. "I'm going after Pheylan."
"I see." Aric looked at his sister. "When?"
"Wait a minute," Melinda said. "Personnel before timetable, Aric. You're not talking about going yourself, are you, Dad?"