They sat at one of his wrought-iron tables. Thor poured generous measures of Scotch. Raising his glass, he said, “To better times.”
They drank. No one seemed inclined to talk further. Sam’s eyes kept straying to the piece of wall against which the WolfHead had stood. She recalled how she’d found it menacing, repulsive – and compulsively attractive.
She said suddenly, “Until the moment it fell, I wanted it to fall. Once it happened, it was terrible. I wanted it all reversed. But before, when I laid eyes on the Gowders, I hated them so much it was like I caused it.”
Now they’ll say, There, there, don’t be so silly, she thought.
Mig said, “I felt the same. At least you were hating the same people that caused your family harm. My hate was four hundred years out of date.”
Thor said, “You’re both wrong. Anyone in the dock, it’s me. Industrial accident, employer’s responsibility. I can’t even say I wasn’t aware. I’ve gone on long enough about lifting gear and safety harnesses and not relying on the Gowders’ brute strength. Drink up.”
Mig accepted some more, but Sam put her hand over the glass.
“Need to keep a clear head,” she said. “It would be rude to turn up to tea at the Hall legless. In fact, maybe I should get back down the Stranger, grab a bite to eat and build up my strength.”
“Don’t think that’s a good idea,” said Thor. “I’d guess the Stranger’s buzzing this lunchtime, and there’ll be just one topic of conversation after the show last night. Plus once news of the accident gets round the village…”
“How’s that going to happen so soon?” asked Mig.
“This is Illthwaite. They’d hear the ambulance siren, plus Noddy Melton monitors the emergency channels. They’ll know already. You don’t want to walk into that. You’d better have a bite of lunch here with me. OK?”
They didn’t argue.
“Can I help?” asked Sam as Thor rose.
“Careful,” said Thor. “Haven’t they heard about us new men in Oz?”
They watched as he went into the house.
Sam said, “I’m glad we’re here. He’s what we need. He shows you can get over the past even though you never forget it.”
“You’ll get over all this then?” said Mig.
“Absolutely. You?”
“I hope so. But it’s hard to say until I’m sure what ‘all this’ entails.”
“I thought you were all done.”
“It doesn’t feel like it. Or maybe it’s just that I can’t feel it’s over for me until I’m sure it’s over for you.”
His expression was so full of affection and concern that she said, “Mig, look, it’s important we get things straight…”
“I know. I shouldn’t act like a lovesick adolescent who thinks one night of passion must presage a lifetime’s deep and meaningful relationship. Right?”
“Close,” she said, smiling. “I’d have said something like, lighten up, for Godsake, let’s see how things look away from this place. But maybe the way you put it is better. Look, I like you, I admit it. Must be chemical, I suppose, it’s certainly not rational. Set you down on paper, I wouldn’t hang you in a dunny. But in the flesh, I don’t know, I feel I’ve known you a long time, if that makes sense.”
“It makes sense to me, but if I start on again about feeling we were both sent here for a purpose and it’s the same purpose, you’ll probably break that bottle over my head.”
“You see? Like I said last night, you’re a quick learner.”
They both laughed at the memory.
Thor, emerging from the house with a tray, said, “How good it is to see the little victims at their play. This is the best I can do.”
It was a pretty fair best. Cold beef and pickles accompanied by crusty wholemeal bread and creamy fresh butter.
“I rang the hospital. They weren’t very forthcoming. All they’d say was the ambulance had just arrived and it would be some time before the medics had made an assessment. And I had to tell them I was the Gowders’ uncle to get them to tell me that. I’ll try again in half an hour. Not that I expect to hear anything but what was obvious to all of us.”
This dampened the mood again and they began their meal in silence. Eventually Thor made an effort at conventional conversation which the others joined in, rather stiltedly at first, but soon it began to flow and eventually it was possible to think for half-minutes at a time that they were just a group of friends enjoying a snack in the sunshine.
Dessert was tangy cheese, apple pie and strong black coffee.
After half an hour, Thor excused himself and went back inside. When he returned he looked very serious once more.
He said, “I rang the hospital again. They confirmed the poor bastard was dead on arrival. Then I asked about Laal. Normally they’d be very cagey talking about the living, but they were worried enough about him to be glad there was someone outside taking an interest. It was like I’d forecast. They had a hell of a job getting him to take it in. They had to let him see the body. For a while he just sat there in a stupor. Then suddenly he stood up and left.”
“Didn’t they try to stop him?”
“Would you try to stop a Gowder? Anyway, they had no cause. But the way he looked, they were worried.”
“So where’s he gone?” asked Mig. “Did he say anything at all?”
“Just three words as he got to his feet,” said Thor. “They did it. That’s all. As for where he’s gone, he’ll head for home, where else?”
“Shouldn’t there be someone at Foulgate to meet him?” said Sam.
“Yes. I’ll go myself,” said Thor. “But no hurry. He’s got no vehicle, public transport in these parts is irregular and round the houses. And only a very saintly or shortsighted driver would stop to give a Gowder a lift. I rang Edie at the Stranger too. She’ll pass the news on in the bar which, as I forecast, is absolutely packed. That means everyone will keep an eye open.”
“What will they do if they see him?”
“Why, help him, of course,” said Thor, surprised. “He may be a monster, but he’s our monster.”
Thor resumed his seat. Mig stood up and said, “Can I use your bathroom?”
“If you mean bog, there’s one downstairs, through the kitchen, turn left.”
As Mig disappeared inside, Thor said, “Incidentally, Sam, I should have thought sooner, if you want to use the phone, feel free. You might want to talk things over with someone back home.”
Sam glanced at her watch. It would be easy to say that it was too late, they’d be in bed, but she knew that would be just an excuse. Some time she was going to have to ring Vinada and tell them what she’d discovered. Part of her wanted to put this off till she’d had her face-to-face with Gerry Woollass. She’d no idea yet what she was going to say, but her awareness that it was her choice that had brought her to this point made her reluctant not to see it all the way through before reporting back home.
At the same time, her father was entitled to have an input. How he would react she couldn’t guess. He’d spent all his adult life thinking it was probably some randy priest who’d forced himself on the young girl in the nuns’ care, and he’d found a way to deal with that. After that first excursion, age sixteen, he had made no further attempt to solve the mystery of his parentage. She’d heard his reasons, but maybe he simply feared what he might do if he came face to face with the man.
Now he would have a name and an address and the whole sordid story.
Ma would be there, of course. Ma with her unique blend of common sense and semi-mystic insight.
The simple truth was she longed to hear their voices. Going round like the wrath of God was a lonely business.
She said, “Thanks. I’ll do that.”
As if sensing her hesitation, Thor said, “Won’t it be quite late down under?”
“Yeah. But what the hell! Pa’s the hardest guy in the world to knock off-kilter. He’ll probably listen to what I’ve got to tell him, then turn right over and go back to sleep!”
She rose and strode toward the house, leaving Thor grinning with affection and admiration.