"I am very sorry, Choya-cha. I was wrong to-"
"But that isn't all," the servant girl said. "A courier came this
morning from 'Ian-Sadar. He'd been riding for three weeks. Kaiin Machi
is dead. Your brother Danat killed him, and he's coming hack. The
courier guessed he might be a week behind him. I)anat Machi's going to
he the new Khai Machi. And Idaan-cha, he'll be back in the city in time
for your wedding!"
On one end, the chain ended at a cube of polished granite the color of
soot that stood as high as a man's waist. On the other, it linked to a
rough iron collar around Otah's neck. Sitting with his back to the
stone-the chain was not so long that he could stand-Otah remembered
seeing a brown bear tied to a pole in the main square of a low town
outside'lan-Sadar. Dogs had been set upon it three at a time, and with
each new wave, the men had wagered on which animal would survive.
Armsmen stood around him with blades drawn and leather armor, stationed
widely enough apart to allow anyone who wished it a good view of the
captive. Beyond them, the representatives of the utkhaiem in fine robes
and ornate jewelry crowded the floor and two tiers of the balconies that
rose up to the base of the domed ceiling far above him. The dais before
him was empty. Otah wondered what would happen if he should need to
empty his bladder. It seemed unlikely that they would let him piss on
the fine parquet floor, but neither could he imagine being led away
decorously. He tried to picture what they saw, this mob of nobility,
when they looked at him. He didn't try to charm them or play on their
sympathies. He was the upstart, and there wasn't a man or woman in the
hall who wasn't delighted to see him debased and humiliated.
The first of the servants appeared, filing out from a hidden door and
spacing themselves around the chair. Otah picked out the brown poet's
robe, but it was Cchmai with the bulk of his andat moving behind him.
Maati wasn't with him; Cehmai was speaking with a woman in the robes of
the Khaiem-Otah's sister, she would be. He wondered what her name was.
The last of the servants and counselors took their places, and the crowd
fell silent. The Khai Machi walked out, as graceful as a dying man could
be. His robes were lush and full, and served to do little more than show
how wasted his frame had become. Otah could see the rouge on his sunken
cheeks, trying to give the appearance of vigor long since gone.
Whisperers fanned out from the dais and into the crowd. The Khai took a
pose of welcome appropriate to the opening of a ritual judgment. Utah
rose to his knees.
"I am told that you are my son, Utah Machi, whom I gave over to the
poets' school."
The whisperers echoed it through the hall. It was his moment to speak
now, and he found his heart was so full of humiliation and fear and
anger that he had nothing to say. He raised his hands and took a pose of
greeting-a casual one that would have been appropriate for a peasant son
to his father. "There was a murmur among the utkhaiem.
"I am further told that you were once offered the poet's robes, and you
refused that honor."
Otah tried to rise, but the most the chain allowed was a low stoop. He
cleared his throat and spoke, pushing the words out clear enough to be
heard in the farthest gallery.
"That is true. I was a child, most high. And I was angry."
"And I hear that you have come to my city and killed my eldest child.
Biitrah Machi is dead by your hand."
"That is not true, father," Utah said. "I won't say that no man has ever
died by my hand, but I didn't kill I3iitrah. I have no wish or intention
to become the Khai Machi."
"Then why have you come here?" the Khai shouted, rising to his feet. His
face was twisted in rage, his fists trembled. In all his travels, Otah
had never seen the Khai of any city look more like a man. Otah felt
something like pity through his humiliation and rage, and it let him
speak more softly when he spoke again.
"I heard that my father was dying."
It seemed that the murmur of the crowds would never end. It rolled like
waves against the seashore. Otah knelt again; the awkward stooping hurt
his neck and hack, and there was no point trying to maintain dignity
here. They waited, he and his father, staring at each other across the
space. Otah tried to feel some bond, some kinship that would bridge this
gap, but there was nothing. The Khai Machi was his father by an accident
of birth, and nothing more.
He saw the old man's eyes flicker, as if unsure of himself. He couldn't
have always been this way-the Khaiem were inhumanly studied in ritual
and grace. It was the mark of their calling. Otah wondered what his
father had been when he was young and strong. He wondered what he would
have been like as a man among his children.
The Khai raised a hand, and the crowd's susurrus tapered down to
silence. Otah did not move.
"You have stepped outside tradition," he said. "Whether you took a hand
against my son is a question that has already gathered an array of
opinion. It is something I must think on.
"I have had other news this day. Danat Machi has won the right of
succession. He is returning to the city even now. I will consult with
him on your fate. Until then, you shall be confined in the highest room
in the great tower. I do not care to have your accomplices taking your
death in their own hands this time. Danat and I-the Khai Machi and the
Khai yet to come-shall decide together what kind of beast you are.
Otah took a pose of supplication. That he was on his knees only made the
gesture clearer. He was dead, whatever happened. He could see that now.
If there had been a chance of mercy-and likely there hadn't-having
father and son converse would remove it. But in the black dread, there
was this one chance to speak as himself-not as Itani Noygu or some other
mask. And if it offended the court, there was little worse they could do
to him than he faced now. His father hesitated, and Otah spoke.
"I have seen many of the cities of the Khaiem, most high. I have been
horn into the highest of families, and I have been offered the greatest
of honors. And if I am here to meet my death at the hands of those who
should by all rights love me, at least hear me out. Our cities are not
well, father. Our traditions are not well. You stand there on that dais
now because you killed your own. You are celebrating the return of
Danat, who killed his brother, and at the same time preparing to condemn
me on the suspicion that I did the same. A tradition that calls men to
kill their brothers and discard their sons cannot be-"
"Enough!" the Khai roared, and his voice carried. The whisperers were