slake his thirst. Almost enough food to live as well, though not quite.
He had no clothing but the rags he'd worn when he'd come back to Machi
and the cloak that Maati had brought. When dawn was coming near and the
previous day's heat had gone from the tower, he would be huddling in
that cloth. Through the day, sun heated the great tower, and that heat
rose. And as it rose, it grew. In his stone cage, Otah lay sweating as
if he'd been working at hard labor, his throat dry and his head pounding.
The towers of Machi, Otah had decided, were the stupidest buildings in
the world. Too cold in winter, too hot in summer, unpleasant to use,
exhausting to climb. They existed only to show that they could exist.
More and more of the time, his mind was in disarray; hunger and boredom,
the stifling heat and the growing presentiment of his own death
conspired to change the nature of time. Otah felt outside it all, apart
from the world and adrift. He had always been in this room; the memories
from before were like stories he'd heard told. He would always be in
this room unless he wriggled out the window and into the cool, open air.
Twice already he had dreamed that he'd leapt from the tower. Both times,
he woke in a panic. It was that as much as anything that kept him from
taking the one control left to him. When despair washed through him, he
remembered the dream of falling, with its shrill regret. He didn't want
to die. His ribs were showing, he was almost nauseated with thirst, his
mind would not slow down or be quiet. He was going to be put to death,
and he did not want to die.
The thought that his suffering saved Kiyan had ceased to comfort him.
Part of him was glad that he had not known how wretched his father's
treatment of him would be. He might have faltered. At least now he could
not run. He would lose-he had lost, and badly-but he could not run. Mai
sat on her chair-the tall, thin one with legs of woven cane that she'd
had in their island hut. When she spoke, it was in the soft liquid
sounds of her native language and too fast for Otah to follow. He
struggled, but when he croaked out that he couldn't understand her, his
own voice woke him until he drifted away again into nothing, troubled
only by the conviction that he could hear rats chewing through the stone.
The shriek woke him completely. He sat upright, his arms trembling. The
room was real again, unoccupied by visions. Outside the great door, he
heard someone shout, and then something heavy pounded once against the
door, shaking it visibly. Otah rose. There were voices-new ones. After
so many days, he knew the armsmen by their rhythms and the timbre of
their murmurs. The throats that made the sounds he heard now were
unfamiliar. He walked to the door and leaned against it, pressing his
ear to the hairline crack between the wood and its stone frame. One
voice rose above the others, its tone commanding. Otah made out the word
"chains."
The voices went away again for so long Otah began to suspect he'd
imagined it all. The scrape of the bar being lifted from the door
startled him. He stepped hack, fear and relief coming together in his
heart. This might be the end. He knew his brother had returned; this
could be his death come for him. But at least it was an end to his time
in this cell. He tried to hold himself with some dignity as the door
swung open. The torches were so bright that Otah could hardly see.
"Good evening, Otah-cha," a man's voice said. "I hope you're well enough
to move. I'm afraid we're in a bit of a hurry."
"Who are you?" Otah asked. His own voice sounded rough. Squinting, he
could make out perhaps ten men in black leather armor. They had blades
drawn. The armsmen lay in a pile against the far wall, stacked like
goods in a warehouse, a black pool of blood surrounding them. The smell
of them wasn't rotten, not yet, but it was disturbingcoppery and
intimate. They had only been dead for minutes. If all of them were dead.
"We're the men who've come to take you out of here," the commander said.
He was the one actually standing in the doorway. He had the long face of
a man of the winter cities, but a westlander's flowing hair. Otah moved
forward and took a pose of gratitude that seemed to amuse him.
"Can you walk?" he asked as Utah came out into the larger room. The
signs of struggle were everywhere-spilled wine, overturned chairs, blood
on the walls. The armsmen had been taken by surprise. Utah put a hand
against the wall to steady himself. The stone felt warm as flesh.
"I'll do what I have to," Otah said.
"That's admirable," the commander said, "but I'm more curious about what
you can do. I've suffered long confinement myself a time or two, and I
know what it does. We can't take the easy way down. We've got to walk.
If you can do this, that's all to the good. If you can't, we're prepared
to carry you, but I need to have you out of the city quickly."
"I don't understand. Did Maati send you?"
"There's better places to discuss this, Otah-cha. We can't go down by
the chains. Even if there weren't more armsmen waiting there, we've just
broken them. Can you walk down the tower?"
A memory of the endlessly turning stairs and the ghost of pain in his
knees and legs. Otah felt a stab of shame, but pulled himself up and
shook his head.
"I don't believe I can," he said. The commander nodded and two of his
men pulled lengths of wood from their backs and fitted them together in
a cripple's litter. There was a small seat for Otah, canted against the
slope of the stairway, and the poles were set one longer than the other
to fit the tight curve. It would have been useless in any other
situation, but for this task it was perfect. As one of the men helped
Otah take his place on it, he wondered if the device had been built for
this moment, or if things like it existed in service of these towers.
The largest of the men spat on his hands and gripped the carrying poles
that would start down the stairs and bear most of Otah's weight. One of
his fellows took the other end, and Otah lurched up.
They began their descent, Otah with his back to the center of the spiral
staircase. He watched the stone of the wall curl up from below. The men
grunted and cursed, but they moved quickly. The man on the higher poles
stumbled once, and the one below shouted angrily back at him.
The journey seemed to last forever-stone and darkness, the smell of
sweat and lantern oil. Otah's knees bumped against the wall before him,
his head against the wall behind. When they reached the halfway point,
another huge man was waiting to take over the worst of the carrying.
Otah felt his shame return. He tried to protest, but the commander put a
strong, hard hand on his shoulder and kept him in the chair.
"You chose right the first time," the commander said.