but there's no question he's conducting an investigation."
"He's the one who gave you over to the Khai in the first place, isn't
he, Otah-cha?" Lamara said in his ruined voice.
"He's also the one who took a knife in the gut," Sinja said.
"Can we say why he's looking?" Otah asked. "What would he do if he
discovered the truth? Report it to the utkhaiem? Or only the Daikvo?"
"I can't say," Shojen said. "I know what he's doing, not what he's
thinking."
"We can say this," Amiit said, his expression dour and serious. "As it
stands, there's no one in the city who'll think you innocent, Otah-cha.
If you're found in Machi, you'll be killed. And whoever sticks the first
knife in will use it as grounds that he should he Khai. The only
protection you'll have is obscurity."
"No armsmen?" Otah asked.
"Not enough," Amiit said. "First, they'd only draw attention to you, and
second, there aren't enough guards in the city to protect you if the
utkhaiem get your scent in their noses."
"But that's true wherever he is," Lamara said. "If they find out he's
alive on a desolate rock in the middle of the sea, they'll send men to
kill him. He's murdered the Khai!"
"Then best to keep him where he won't be found," Amiit said. There was
an impatience in his tone that told Otah this debate had been going on
long before he'd come in the room. Tempers were fraying, and even Amiit
Foss's deep patience was wearing thin. He felt Kiyan's eyes on him, and
looked up to meet her gaze. Her half-smile carried more meaning than
half a hand's debate. They will never agree and you may as we//practice
giving orders now-if itgoes well, you'll be doing it for the rest of
your life and I'm sorry, love.
Otah felt a warmth in his chest, felt the panic and distress relax like
a stiff muscle rubbed in hot oils. Lamara and Amiit were talking over
each other, each making points and suggestions it was clear they'd made
before. Otah coughed, but they paid him no attention. He looked from
one, flushed, grim face to the other, sighed, and slapped his palm on
the table hard enough to make the wine bowls rattle. The room went
silent, surprised eyes turning to him.
"I believe, gentlemen, that I understand the issues at hand," Utah said.
"I appreciate Amiit-cha's concern for my safety, but the time for
caution has passed."
"It's a vice," Sinja agreed, grinning.
"Next time, you can give me your advice without cracking my ribs," Utah
said. "Lamara-cha, I thank you for the offer of the tunnels to work
from, and I accept it. We'll leave tonight."
"Otah-cha, I don't think you've...," Amiit began, his hands held out in
an appeal, but Otah only shook his head. Amiit frowned deeply, and then,
to Otah's surprise, smiled and took a pose of acceptance.
"Shojen-cha," Utah said. "I need to know what Maati is thinking. What
he's found, what he intends, whether he's hoping to save me or destroy
me. Both arc possible, and everything we do will he different depending
on his stance."
"I appreciate that," Shojen said, "but I don't know how I'd discover it.
It isn't as though he confides in me. Or in anyone else that I can tell."
Utah rubbed his fingertips across the rough wood of the table,
considering that. He felt their eyes on him, pressing him for a
decision. This one, at least, was simple enough. He knew what had to be
done.
"Bring him to me," he said. "Once we've set ourselves up and we're sure
of the place, bring him there. I'll speak with him."
"That's a mistake," Sinja said.
"Then it's the mistake I'm making," Otah said. "How long before we can
be ready to leave?"
"We can have all the things we need on a cart by sundown," Amiit said.
"That would put us in Machi just after the half-candle. We could be in
the tunnels and tucked as safely away as we're likely to manage by dawn.
But there are going to be some people in the streets, even then."
"Get flowers. Decorate the cart as if we're preparing for the wedding,"
Otah said. "Then even if they think it odd to see us, they'll have a
story to tell themselves."
"I'll collect the poet whenever you like," Shojen said, his confident
voice undermined by the nervous way he fingered his rings.
"Also tomorrow. And Lamara-cha, I'll want reports from your man at the
council as soon as there's word to be had."
"As you say," Lamara said.
Otah moved his hands into a pose of thanks, then stood.
"Unless there's more to be said, I'm going to sleep now. I'm not sure
when I'll have the chance again. Any of you who aren't involved in
preparations for the move might consider doing the same."
They murmured their agreement, and the meeting ended, but when later
Otah lay in the cot, one arm thrown over his eyes to blot out the light,
he was certain he could no more sleep than fly. He was wrong. Sleep came
easily, and he didn't hear the old leather hinges creak when Kiyan
entered the room. It was her voice that pulled him into awareness.
"It's a mistake I'm making?'That's quite the way to lead men."
He stretched. His ribs still hurt, and worse, they'd stiffened.
"Was it too harsh, do you think?"
Kiyan pushed the netting aside and sat next to him, her hand seeking his.
"If Sinja-eha's that delicate, he's in the wrong line of work," she
said. "He may think you're wrong, but if you'd turned back because he
told you to, you'd have lost part of his respect. You did fine, love.
Better than fine. I think you've made Amiit a very happy man."
"How so?"
"You've become the Khai Machi. Oh, I know, it's not done yet, but out
there just then? You weren't speaking like a junior courier or an east
islands fisherman."
Otah sighed. Her face was calm and smooth. He brought her hand to his
lips and kissed her wrist.
"I suppose not," he said. "I didn't want this, you know. The wayhouse
would have been enough."
"I'm sure the gods will take that into consideration," she said.
"They're usually so good about giving us the lives we expect."
Otah chuckled. Kiyan let herself be pulled down slowly, until she lay
beside him, her body against his own. Otah's hand strayed to her belly,
caressing the tiny life growing inside her. Kiyan raised her eyebrows