"Don't," Maati said more sharply than he'd intended. "Don't be so quick

to judge her. You'll be in her position soon enough. If all goes well."

"I wonder what I'll forget. How I'll go too far," Eiah said, and sighed.

"How did we ever think we could do good with these as our tools?"

Maati was silent for a moment. His memory turned on Heshai and Seedless,

Cehmai and Stone-Made-Soft. The sickening twist that was Sterile, moving

through his own mind like an eel through muddy water.

"Is there another way to fix it?" Maati asked. "After Sterile, is there

a way other than this to make the world whole? All those women who will

never bear a child. All those men whose money is going to charming

Galtic liars. Is there a way to make the world well again besides what

we're doing?"

"We could wait," Eiah said, her voice gray and toneless. "Given enough

time, we'll all die and be forgotten."

Maati was silent. Eiah closed her eyes. The flame of the night candle

fluttered in a draft that smelled of fresh snow and wet cloth. Eiah's

gaze focused inward, on some landscape of her own mind. He didn't think

she liked what she saw there. She opened her mouth as if to speak,

closed it again, and looked away.

"You're right, though," Maati said. "This is twice."

They found Vanjit in her room, the andat wailing disconsolately as she

rocked it in her arms. Maati entered the room first to Vanjit's gentle

smile, but her expression went blank when Eiah came in after him and

slid the door shut behind her. The andat's black eyes went from Vanjit

to Eiah and back, then it squealed in delight and held its thick, short

arms up to Eiah as if it was asking to be held.

"You know, then," Vanjit said. "It was inevitable."

"You should have told me what you intended," Maati said. "It was a

dangerous, rash thing to do. And it's going to have consequences."

Vanjit put Clarity-of-Sight on the floor at her feet. The thing shrieked

complaint, and she bent toward it, her jaw clenched. Maati recognized

the push and pull of wills between andat and poet. Even before the andat

whimpered and went silent, he had no doubt of the outcome.

"You were going to tell the world of what we'd done anyway," Vanjit

said. "But you couldn't be sure they would have stopped the Emperor,

could you? This way they can't go forward."

"Why didn't you tell Maati-kvo what you were doing?" Eiah asked.

"Because he would have told me not to," Vanjit said, anger in her voice.

"I would have," Maati said. "Yes."

"It isn't fair, Maati-kya," Vanjit said. "It isn't right that they

should come here, take our places. They were the killers, not us. They

were the ones who brought blades to our cities. Any of the poets could

have destroyed Galt at any time, and we never, ever did."

"And that makes it right to crush them now?" Eiah demanded.

"Yes," Vanjit said. There were tears in her eyes.

Eiah tilted her head. Long familiarity told Maati the thoughts that

occupied Eiah's mind. This girl, sitting before them both, had been

granted the power of a small god by their work. Maati's and Eiah's. The

others had helped, but the three of them together in that room carried

the decision. And so the weight of its consequences.

"It was ill advised," Maati said. "The low towns should have been our

allies and support. Now they've been angered."

"Why?" Vanjit asked.

"They don't know what our plan is," Maati said. "They don't know about

Eiah and Wounded. All they see is that there was a glimmer of hope. Yes,

I know it was a thin, false hope, but it was all that they had."

"That's stupid," Vanjit said.

"It only seems that way because we know more than they," Eiah said.

"We can tell them," Vanjit said.

"If we can calm them long enough to listen," Maati said. "But that isn't

what I've come here for. I am your teacher, Vanjit-cha. I need two

things of you. Do you understand?"

The girl looked at the ground, her hands rising in a pose of acceptance

appropriate for a student to her master.

"First, you must never take this kind of action with the andat without

telling me. We have too many plans and they are too delicate for any of

us to act without the others knowing it."

"Eiah sent Ashti Beg away," Vanjit said.

"And we discussed that possibility before they left," Maati said. "The

second thing ... What you've done to the Galts, only you can undo."

The girl looked up now. Anger flashed in her eyes. The andat gurgled and

clapped its tiny hands. Maati held up a finger, insisting that she wait

until he had finished.

"If you hold to this," he said, "thousands of people will die. Women and

children who are innocent of any crime."

"It's what they did to us," she said. 117hat they did to we. Maati

reached forward and took her hand.

"I understand," he said. "I won't tell you to undo this thing. But for

me, think carefully about how the burden of those deaths will weigh on

you. You're angry now, and anger gives you strength. But when it's

faded, you will still be responsible for what you've done."

"I will, Maati-kvo," Vanjit said.

Eiah made a sound in the back of her throat, its meaning unguessable.

Maati smiled and put a hand on Vanjit's shoulder.

"Well. That's settled. Now, I suppose it's time to get back to work.

Give these people in the low towns something to celebrate."

"You've done it, then, Eiah-kya?" Vanjit asked. "You've found the

insight you needed? You understand Wounded?"

Eiah was quiet for a moment, looking down at Vanjit and Clarity-ofSight.

Her lips twitched into a thin, joyless smile.

"Closer," Eiah said. "I've come closer."

17

Seeing Balasar Gice shook Otah more than he had expected. He had always

known that the general was not a large-framed man, but his presence had

always filled the room. Seeing him seated at a table by the window with

his eyes the gray of old pearls, Otah felt he was watching the man die.

The robes seemed too large on him, or his shoulders suddenly grown small.

Outside the window, the morning sun lit the sea. Gulls called and

complained to one another. A small plate had the remnants of fresh