He turned and walked away from her.
And back to Lani-beautiful, wonderful Lani, who would give him much more than sweet smiles tonight if he asked it of her.
She ran the short distance to her cabin. Lani was doing what she thought best. Lani was the wisest person she knew. If she thought this way would help Papa, then who was Cassie to argue with her?
So why did she feel this torment? It made no sense that-
A growl, low and menacing…
Her head swiftly lifted, her gaze flying to the horizon. Thunder? The moon was shining brightly overhead, but in the distance she could see a churning mass of clouds.
"No, please, don't come closer," she whispered. Storms meant pitching decks and loud thunder. Kapu would go crazy in a storm. There was even more danger for him in the confines of the stall than in the water. If he became excited, he might break a leg or ram his head-
To devil with bothering to change her gown.
She turned and ran toward the cargo hold.
Seven
Thunder. Closer. No longer a growl but a roar. Jared rolled over on his side to face the window next to his bunk, watching as a jagged bolt of lightning tore through the sky.
Dammit, he had hoped the storm would pass. He had no desire to go back down in that cargo hold and face Cassie Deville. He had wanted to distance himself, give himself time to rid his mind of the restraints Bradford had skillfully placed on him. If he went to her now, it would be again as a comrade sharing peril. He didn't want the blasted woman as a comrade-he wanted her in his bed.
Another lightning bolt lit the heavens.
He didn't have to go to her. She had assured him she could handle Kapu by herself.
The ship began to list as the wind quickened.
He could send one of the seamen to watch and make sure there was no real danger.
A crash of thunder shook the ship!
"Damnation!"
"No, boy, don't fight it. It will be gone soon." Cassie's arms tightened frantically around Kapu's neck. Dear heaven, how she had prayed the storm would be gone. Every crash of thunder was causing a ripple of panic to go through her.
Kapu tried to back away, his nostrils flaring as the ship dipped sharply. She followed, talking to him. Let him not rear or batter against the wall. "Easy. Just be calm. You know it will break my heart if you hurt yourself."
"Stand back from him."
Cassie looked over her shoulder to see Jared standing at the top of the steps in the open doorway. He was barefoot, his shirt buttoned only halfway, his hair wild and wind torn and his expression forbidding.
None of that made her fearful. She wasn't alone anymore. Jared had helped her save Kapu before- maybe he could again. "I can't stand back. He's afraid. He's calmer if I touch him."
Jared muttered a curse before battling the wind to jerk the door closed. A moment later he was in the stall, on the other side of Kapu. It was like the night they had brought Kapu on board. Surely, the result would be the same, she thought desperately; Kapu would quiet, and the danger would be over.
A crash of thunder!
Kapu reared straight up, taking her with him!
Jared tore her arms from the neck of the stallion and pushed her to one side. He jerked something from the waistband of his trousers and tossed it to her. "Cover his eyes."
Black cloth. She recognized the cravat he'd worn at supper. "Blindfold him?"
"He'll be able to hear and feel the pitch of the ship, but he won't be able to see his world topsy-turvy. Anything might help." He stepped closer beside the stallion. "Hurry!"
She moved in front of Kapu and inched closer. No thunder, she prayed; this pitching was bad enough. Just give me a few minutes more…
Kapu was backing away from her.
"Please…"
Was she pleading with God or Kapu? Jared was talking, too, stroking the stallion, trying to distract him.
It was no good, she realized in despair. It would never work this way.
She took a deep breath and jumped on his back!
"Christ!" she heard Jared cry out. "I didn't say to-"
"Be quiet." Her legs and arms held Kapu as she talked to him softly. Then she leaned forward and draped the cloth over Kapu's eyes. "Quick. Tie it."
Jared didn't argue. He had the cloth knotted in seconds.
Cassie held her breath, waiting.
Kapu half reared as he became aware of his blindness. He landed hard and tried to turn in a circle!
But Jared was there talking, stroking. Cassie held tight, hugging him close, glued to his back. Please, no thunder. Let him get used to the darkness.
The ship pitched and slid on the swells, but there was no thunder.
One minute. Two minutes. Every second was a gift.
Kapu was quieting, becoming accustomed to the darkness.
"Get off him." Jared's voice was still soft and soothing, but she was aware of the sharp wire of tension threading it. "Dammit, you don't mount a horse in the middle of a thunderstorm."
"I do." Her tone was as soft as his. "He likes to feel me on him. It helps. Now, stop telling me what I should do and keep talking to him."
"He doesn't know whether I'm talking to him or you."
"Of course he does."
Thunder.
Kapu reared straight up! Cassie's thighs tightened around him, her heart pounding. "We're here. Don't be afraid. We won't let anything happen to you."
He came down stiff-legged, the impact jarring. She closed her eyes, waiting for him to rear again or try to bolt.
He did neither. He stood there, trembling in every limb.
More thunder.
Miraculously, he stood still as they talked soothingly.
The first terror was over. She could feel the tears flowing down her cheeks. He was safe. Thank God.
The ship rode out the storm two hours later.
"Will you get down now?" Jared asked, pronouncing each word distinctly as the last thunder rolled into the distance.
"I don't know if I can," she said wearily. Every muscle was stiff and sore with the tension of the last hours.
Jared went around Kapu and lifted her off the stallion.
She held on to the horse's mane while she steadied herself. "Thank you," she whispered.
"You're a madwoman." His eyes were blazing down at her. "I'll be surprised if you live to be twenty. You should never have gotten on him."
"But then we wouldn't have been able to blindfold him." She patted Kapu before burying her face in his mane. "You're a great deal of trouble, boy."
"Not nearly as much as his mistress."
She ignored the pang the jab brought. "How did you know a blindfold would help?"
"When I was a boy, I had a horse who was terrified of storms," he said as he pushed her away from the horse. "He's worked up a sweat. Sit while I rub him down."
"I can do it."
He glanced at her ruin of a gray gown. "I wouldn't think of having you become more bedraggled. We've already discussed how enchanting I find that garment."
She didn't argue. She wasn't sure she had the strength to move. She dropped down on the hay and leaned back against the wall of the stall.
He took up a cloth and began to wipe Kapu's coat. "No reply?"
She roused herself to respond, "Why should I? I don't care what you think of my gowns, Your Grace, and Lani says it should bring me great satisfaction to use an enemy as a stable boy."
"Lani is a wise woman. But don't you think you should address me by my given name, considering the humble status you've given me?"
"Perhaps." She watched him move around the horse, his movements swift, precise, yet gentle. He was all lean, compact muscle and athletic grace. He might be performing a stable boy's duty, but there was no servility about him; barefoot, dark hair wild, he looked more the arrogant warrior caring for his battle steed. His shirt was totally open now, and she could see the triangle of dark hair that thatched his gleaming chest. She had touched that chest, felt the washboard muscles of his belly that had tightened beneath her hands and-