He had chosen her. And even though a half dozen times he had broken up with her to date someone else, he had always come back.

"Kate?" Richard waved his hand in front of her face. "Did you want coffee?"

She blinked, then flushed, realizing that she had been so engrossed in her own thoughts she hadn't even noticed the waiter approach their table. She smiled at the young man. "Yes, coffee. Thank you."

"Bad day?" Richard asked as the waiter walked away.

"Not really."

He arched his eyebrows. "Then why so quiet?"

"Have I been?"

He smiled. "Let's just say, the coroner keeps livelier company."

She laughed. "Sorry. I guess I'm not much of a date tonight."

He leaned across the table and covered her hand with his. "Want to talk about it?"

"It's silly." She laughed again, this time sheepishly. "You'll laugh, I know you will."

"Try me."

So she did, relaying her conversation with Tess. "The way she looked at me, as if she felt sorry for me, as if she thought our marriage was bloodless-" she lifted a shoulder "-it's left me feeling strange all day. Out of sorts."

Richard made a sound of disbelief. "You're not letting her dingy notions about love bother you, are you?"

"No, it's just that…" She looked away, then back. "Did you ever feel that way about me? Like you couldn't eat or sleep for thinking about me? Like you would die without me?"

"Kate, listen to yourself. Tess is what? Nineteen? Twenty? From what you've told me, she's never even had a committed relationship." He leaned closer, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Face it, when it comes to love, she's clueless."

"I suppose." Kate gazed out at the lake a moment, then looked back at him. "But did you? Ever feel that way about me?"

"I still do."

He leered at her, and she frowned. "Stop it. I'm serious about this."

He sat back. "I can see we're having one of those kinds of conversations."

"And what kind is that?"

"One where no matter what I say, I'm damned."

"That's not true. I'm trying to be serious and you're clowning around."

"Serious about what?" Richard leaned toward her, catching her hand and drawing it toward him. "Tess has more mileage on her than the Oscar Mayer Wienermobile, and you're letting her opinions on love, on our marriage, bother you? You don't think that's just a little irrational?"

Amused, Kate curled her fingers around his. "When you put it like that, it is pretty silly. Great image, by the way. The Wienermobile."

"Thanks." He flashed her a smile. "Ever have one of those little wienie whistles?"

"What kid didn't?"

"Tess, probably. That's why she keeps looking for Mr. Good Wienie."

Kate grinned despite the flash of sympathy she felt for her employee. "As simple as that, you think?"

"I do." He brought their joined hands to his mouth, kissed her knuckles then released them. "Just think where you might have ended up if not for the Wienermobile visiting your local grocery store."

"Just think." She sobered. "Richard?"

He glanced up from perusing the bill. "Hmm?"

She ran her finger along the edge of the table. "You don't…there's nothing missing in our marriage for you, is there? I mean, you're happy, aren't you?"

"What a question." He shook his head as he dug his wallet out of his inside jacket pocket. "I'm completely happy, Kate."

"Me, too." She made a sound, part contentment, part relief. "I just wouldn't want anything to happen to us."

"Nothing will, love." He tossed his credit card onto the bill, then smiled at her. "That I can promise you."

Julianna caught the streetcar at the stop outside Buster's and headed uptown, to Citywide's office. She took the last remaining seat, vacated as she boarded by a hugely obese man wearing clothes that smelled vaguely of beer, tobacco and sweat.

The smell lingered as did the warmth of his body and repulsed, she scooted forward on the seat until she was perched on the very edge. She longed for the days when she had zipped from destination to destination, without a thought to anything but her own convenience.

Now, she was forced to use public transportation. To travel on someone else's schedule. With people she didn't know, most of whom she wouldn't want to know. Now, she was forced to endure screaming children and constant stops, the crush of bodies at rush hour and the occasional burp, fart or halitosis that went along with that crush.

She found it irritating and distasteful. But it was cheap. She hadn't been in New Orleans twenty-four hours before she learned that the cost of parking in any of the lots in the central business district or French Quarter was outrageous. Working at Buster's certainly didn't allow her such luxuries, so when she had found one of the rare, free parking spots on the street near her apartment, she had maneuvered her car into it and hadn't moved it since.

Julianna turned to the window and gazed out at the waning afternoon, trying to ignore the greasy smear on the glass. This wasn't forever, she reminded herself. Soon she would have all the things she loved and needed. Soon, she would feel like her old self again.

Richard.

And Julianna.

She closed her eyes and pictured her future, imagined her days, how she would spend them, what her life would be like. Her life with Richard.

It would be perfect, everything she ever longed for.

She smiled to herself. Last night Richard had come to her in her dreams. He had whispered in her ear. That she was his everything. His lover and partner. His best friend.

He'd told her he couldn't live without her.

And they had been together. Sexually. Spiritually. Two souls made one, bodies entwined in an act of love so pure, so perfect, it defied the physical plane of existence.

Kate had come to her as well. She had been smiling. Holding a baby in her arms. Completely content.

Giving her blessing to the union of Julianna and Richard.

The baby stirred inside her, and she brought a hand to her belly, pleased. The dream had been a sign, a marker sent by the universe for Julianna to follow. She was meant to be in Richard's arms, to fill his life. To be the one he counted and depended on.

And Kate was meant to have a baby in her arms. Julianna's baby.

She would give her baby to Kate, Julianna had decided. And in return, she would take Kate's husband.

The streetcar rumbled to a halt. Julianna opened her eyes. They were stopped in front of a school. Through the wrought iron gates she could see a lovely courtyard; at its center, a fountain and a statue of the Blessed Virgin. A symbol of goodness and purity, one that guarded all against the encroachment of evil.

Another sign. An assurance. She brought a trembling hand to her mouth. Destiny.

The vehicle began to move, leaving the school and the statue of the Blessed Mother behind. Julianna twisted in her seat, craning her neck to keep it in sight as long as possible.

When it had completely slipped away from her, she faced front again. She laid her hands across her swollen belly and smiled. Today she took the first step toward her future. Today she would tell Ellen that she had chosen Kate and Richard to be her baby's adoptive parents.

The streetcar squealed to a stop at the corner of St. Charles and Sixth Street, her stop. The charity's office was located just off the Avenue, in a big old home that had been gutted and turned into an office complex, housing several small businesses.

Julianna left the vehicle. The day, unseasonably warm for early February, had cooled with the descent of the sun, and Julianna hunched deeper into her coat. The weather report had promised falling temperatures-the result of a cold front that had already moved across much of the country.