I'm denied my request. No one wants to make an honest living anymore. No, they'd rather steal than
earn their way. It's a shame, isn't it, Monk?"
Caine was too incredulous to speak. He didn't know if he should take her into his arms and comfort her or grab her by the shoulders and shake some sense into her. One thing was certain, however. If Monk continued to frown at him, he was going to break his nose.
"Mi'Iady, it really ain't honest work to take coins from a lady and kill her," Monk argued. He patted
her shoulder in a bid to soften his gentle rebuke.
"Of course it's honest work," she replied. "As long as the lady wants the killing done."
Monk paused to rub his brow. "She's got a true point there, don't she?" he asked Caine.
"For the love of… now what are you doing?" Caine asked Jade when she began to collect her coins.
"I'm leaving," she announced. "I'm sorry I bothered you, Pagan, or Caine, or whatever your real name is," she whispered.
She tied the string into a knot, then tucked the bag in her pocket.
When she turned and started for the door, Caine called out. "Where do you think you're going?"
"That's none of your concern," she answered. "Still, I'm not half as insolent as you are and so I shall
tell you I'm going to find someone more cooperative. Have no fear, sir. I won't give up. Before this
black night is over, I'll find someone willing to kill me."
He caught her at the door. His hands settled on her shoulders and he slowly forced her around to look
at him.
The minute he touched her, she started crying again. Caine was exasperated, unsettled too. He gave in
to his overwhelming urge though, and roughly pulled her into his arms.
His bear hug seemed to be all the prodding she needed. She wept against his chest, whispering her apology for her unladylike behavior in between her loud sobs.
Caine was content to wait until she'd regained a bit of control. He couldn't possibly reason with her now. She was making so much noise she wouldn't have been able to hear a word he said anyway. And she
kept blaming her current condition on him too. She was, without a doubt, the most confusing woman
he'd ever encountered.
Lord, she was wonderfully soft. She fit him nicely too. He usually disliked women who cried, yet found he didn't want to let go of this one.
She was hiccupping just like a drunken peasant now, the aftermath of the quick storm.
It was high time he reasoned with her. "Jade, it can't possibly be as terrible as you now believe," he told her in a low, husky voice. "Surely, come morning, you'll be thankful I didn't give in to your request."
"I'll be dead come morning," she wailed.
"No, you won't," he replied. He gave her an affectionate squeeze. "I won't let anything happen to you.
I promise. You can't really want to die just yet."
"My brother's bound to be disappointed if I die," she said.
"I would imagine so," he answered dryly.
"Still, I'm not strong enough to fight them. They're very mean-hearted men. I fear they'll use me before they kill me. I don't want to die that way. There's no dignity in it."
"Death with dignity?" he asked. "You speak like a soldier preparing for the battlefield."
"I don't want to be remembered as a coward."
"Will your brother be able to take care of your problem once he returns?"
"Oh, yes," she answered. She rested her cheek against his chest. "Nathan wouldn't let anything happen
to me. Since our papa died, he's become my protector. My brother's a very strong man."
"Then I'll keep you safe until your brother returns. I give you my word."
A long, silent minute passed before she showed any reaction to that promise. Caine thought she might
be too overcome with gratitude to speak. Then she moved away from him and looked up into his eyes. He realized she wasn't overcome at all. Hell, she looked downright irritated. "You've already broken
your word to me, sir. You promised you'd kill me and then changed your mind."
"This is different," he argued.
"You really mean what you say?"
"Yes, I mean what I say," he answered. "You just explained that you'll be safe once your brother
returns in two weeks. It is two weeks, isn't it?"
Her expression was solemn. "Perhaps even sooner. But you're a pirate. You cannot be taking such chances keeping me safe for two long weeks. There's a bounty on your head. I won't be responsible
for getting you killed."
"You don't have much faith in my ability."
"I don't have any faith in your ability," she qualified. "Why should I? You've just admitted that the rumors about you aren't at all reliable. You probably don't even leave a white rose on your victim's pillow, do you?"
Caine was exasperated with her again. "You don't have to sound so damned disappointed in me."
"But I am disappointed!" she cried out. "You aren't even honorable. That's the real pity. Besides, you don't look at all strong enough to take on my enemies. You'd be an easy target, Caine. You're such a… big man. No, I'm sorry. I'm afraid you simply won't do."
He wanted to throttle her.
She turned her back on him again and tried to leave. Caine was so astonished by her attitude he almost
let her get away. Almost. He caught her just as she reached the walkway outside the door.
His hold wouldn't allow her any freedom as his arm was anchored around her shoulders. He tucked her into his side with as much care as he'd give an old blanket, then turned to speak to Monk. "I don't want you telling anyone what happened here tonight. Give me your word, Monk."
"Why should he give you his word when you so freely break yours? A gentleman only asks as much as
he can give in return, sir. Didn't your mama teach you any manners?" she asked.
"Ah, Jade," he said. "That's the rub." He looked down at her and slowly stroked the side of her cheek with his fingertips. "I'm not a gentleman. I'm a pirate, remember? There's a distinct difference."
She went completely still the second he touched her. Caine thought she looked quite stunned. He didn't know what to make of that odd reaction. When his hand dropped away, she came out of her stupor and shoved against him.
"Yes, there is a difference," she muttered. "Tell me this, Caine. If I make you angry enough, will you
kill me in vexation?"