For the first time since she'd left the house, Rachel looked at the sky. The stars were out, so many she'd have needed a bushel basket to gather them all. Plenty enough light to get her and Jacob to town, she decided, and set the lantern among the chicory and broom sedge bordering the Widow's pasture. Rachel felt Jacob's brow again and there was still no change. She shifted the child's weight closer so his head rested as much on her neck as her shoulder and they walked on.

The road followed the river now. A bat squeaked over the water, and Rachel remembered the shadowy barn loft, what she'd thought a rag draped over a cross beam. She'd brushed against the rag, and it had suddenly flapped alive and become tangled in her hair, a clawed flurry of wings trying to tear free, one leathery wing touching her face as it loosed itself and rose. Rachel had fallen to the loft floor, still screaming and raking at her hair even after her father had come and the creature had flown out the barn mouth.

The road curved closer to the river. Rachel could hear the water rubbing against the bank, smell the fresh soil loosened by recent rain. Another bat squeaked, nearer this time. The road narrowed and darkened, a granite cliff pressing close on the left side. On the right, willows lined the river, their branches leaning low overhead. The road slanted downward and the stars vanished.

Rachel stopped walking, too fevered to be sure where she was. It came to her that she'd taken a wrong turn and entered a covered wooden bridge, though she didn't understand how there could be a wrong turn if there was only one road. She felt something brush against her hair, then again. She couldn't see her feet, and she suddenly had a different notion, that the road had been washed out without her knowing it, the wooden bridge a detour that led back to the road. But that didn't make sense either. Maybe I just forgot there's always been one here, she told herself.

The sweat poured off her even more now that she'd stopped walking, not a good sweat like she'd get from hoeing in a field, but slimy feeling, like touching a snail. Rachel wiped sweat off her brow with the back of her forearm. A wooden bridge this long and dark would have bats, she knew, not just a few but hundreds of them clinging from the walls and ceilings, and if she touched the wall she would startle one and to startle one would startle them all and bring them flapping about her and Jacob in a rush of wind and wings. Something stirred her hair again. The breeze, it's just the breeze, she told herself. Rachel shifted Jacob lower in her arms, placed her free hand over his head.

The thought came to her again that this was a road she'd never been on, and she knew it could lead her anywhere. I've got to keep going, she told herself, but she was too afraid. Think of someplace good this road could take you, she told herself, someplace where you've never been. Think of that place and that you're going there, and that way maybe you won't be so afraid. She tried to imagine the map in Miss Stephens' classroom but all the map's colors blurred into one another, and after a few moments Rachel realized it wouldn't be marked on the map anyway. She imagined instead a woman standing in her front yard, who would see Rachel coming down the road and despite all the years would recognize her and call her name, come running to help her.

Walk a straight line, Rachel told herself. She took small slow steps, the same way she'd do in a cornfield with her feet following the tight furrows. Rachel imagined her mother clad in a white dress bright as a dogwood blossom, a dress whose buttons sparkled like jewels to help guide her and Jacob through the dark.

After a few yards the sky returned, widening overhead as the road made a sharp ascent, and Rachel saw she was on the right road after all. Rachel stopped to catch her breath and took a handkerchief from her skirt pocket to wipe the sweat off her brow, the tears flowing down her cheeks. She looked at the stars and they brightened and dimmed in accord with her breathing, as if one hard puff might blow the whole lot of them out like candles. She began walking again, and each step was like pushing through knee-high sand. Rachel told herself not to think about resting because if she did her body would take that thought and bull-rag it until she listened. Just a ways and you'll crest this hill, she told herself. She took one step and then another and finally the road leveled.

Rachel could see town lights now. For a moment the lights from the town and the lights from the stars merged, and Rachel had the sensation she and Jacob had come untethered from the earth. She clutched the child harder and closed her eyes. When Rachel opened them, she stared at her feet. She was barefoot, something she hadn't realized until that moment, but glad of it, because she could feel the pebbly dust sifted over the packed dirt, feel how it anchored her to the world.

Rachel let her eyes rise slowly, taking in the road ahead a few yards at a time, as if her gaze were a lever lifting the road and world back into proper alignment. She began walking again. The stars bobbed back up into the sky, and the town lights drifted down and reattached themselves to the earth. The bridge's shadowy outline became visible. Jacob woke and started fussing, though he was so puny as to sound like no more than a mewling kitten. We got to keep going, she told him, just one more hill and we'll be there.

Rachel moved downward toward the bridge, one that, unlike the covered bridge, she recognized. The trees crowding the bottomland grew taller, their branches narrowing the horizon, dimming the weathered planks and railing. They were only yards from the river when Rachel saw movement on the bridge, swirls like wisps of fog only more solid. Rachel took another step closer and saw it was three wild dogs snapping and snarling as they fought over a bloody white shirt. Two of the dogs each grabbed a sleeve and the cloth unfurled, and Rachel saw the shirt was her father's.

Rachel took two slow steps backward, then did not move. Jacob whined and she leaned to his ear and tried to shush him with soft words. When Rachel looked up, the dogs had quit fighting over the shirt. They watched her and Jacob, shoulder to shoulder, necks hackled and teeth bared. They ain't real, she said, and waited for her words to make it so. But the dogs didn't disappear.

Rachel edged over to the roadside, wondering if she might be able to wade across the river. Larger pieces of quartz and granite shoaled on the road's edge, made her wince as she looked for a breech in the trees. But there was no path down to the water, only more trees and a deeper dark where she'd be unable to find her way. She remembered the lantern, but it was too far back to fetch. The arm that held Jacob began to cramp, so she switched sides. Rachel felt the rocks underfoot and that gave her an idea. She stepped off the road edge and let her foot probe the thistles and broom sedge, finally find a fist-sized rock. She leaned and picked it up, then walked back toward the bridge.

"Git on now," she said and threw the rock, but the dogs still did not move.

She felt Jacob's forehead and the fever burned unabated. They ain't real, and even if they was I got no choice but to get past them, she told herself. Just watch your feet and don't look up and don't be afraid because a dog can smell the fear on you. Rachel took a step and paused, then took another, the pebbles and dirt sifting under her feet. Four more steps and her right foot landed on a plank. Feel how solid this bridge is, she told herself. Them dogs ain't real but this is, and it will get me and this young one to town.

Rachel took another step and both feet were on the grainy wood. She did not lift her eyes. The dogs remained silent, the only sound the river rushing beneath the planks. She closed her eyes a few moments, imagined not her and Jacob on a raft as she had before but the dogs adrift, the river carrying them farther and farther away. She opened her eyes and took more steps, and then she was back on a dirt surface and the road rose.