Judge Young slammed down her gavel. "Mr. Venable, you're out of order. You'll have your chance to cross-examine the witness. Sit down."

The prosecutor looked over at the jury, shook his head, and took his seat.

"Dr. Taylor, when you administered the insulin to John Cronin, were you aware that he had put you in his will for one million dollars?"

"No. I was stunned when I learned about it."

Her nose should be growing, Gus Venable thought.

"You never discussed money or gifts at any time, or asked John Cronin for anything?''

A faint flush came to her cheeks. "Never!"

"But you were on friendly terms with him?"

"Yes. When a patient is that ill, the doctor-patient relationship changes. We discussed his business problems and his family problems."

"But you had no reason to expect anything from him?"

"No."

"He left that money to you because he had grown to respect you and trust you. Thank you, Dr. Taylor." Penn turned to Gus Venable. "Your witness."

As Penn returned to the defense table, Paige Taylor glanced toward the back of the courtroom. Jason was seated there, trying to look encouraging. Next to him was Honey. A stranger was sitting next to Honey in the seat that Kat should have occupied. If she were still alive. But Kat is dead, Paige thought. I killed her, too.

Gus Venable rose and slowly shuffled over to the witness box. He glanced at the rows of press. Every seat was filled, and the reporters were all busily scribbling. I'm going to give you something to write about, Venable thought.

He stood in front of the defendant for a long moment, studying her. Then he said casually, "Dr. Taylor . . . was John Cronin the first patient you murdered at Embarcadero County Hospital?''

Alan Penn was on his feet, furious. "Your honor, I—!"

Judge Young had already slammed her gavel down. "Objection sustained!" She turned to the two attorneys. "There will be a fifteen-minute recess. I want to see counsel in my chambers."

When the two attorneys were in her chambers, Judge Young turned to Gus Venable. "You did go to law school, didn't you, Gus?"

"I'm sorry, your honor. I—"

"Did you see a tent out there?"

"I beg your pardon?"

Her voice was a whiplash. "My courtroom is not a circus, and I don't intend to let you turn it into one. How dare you ask an inflammatory question like that!"

"I apologize, your honor. I'll rephrase the question and—"

"You'll do more than that!" Judge Young snapped. "You'll rephrase your attitude. I'm warning you, you pull one more stunt like that and I'll declare a mistrial."

"Yes, your honor."

When they returned to the courtroom, Judge Young said to the jury, "The jury will completely disregard the prosecutor's last question." She turned to the prosecutor. "You may go on."

Gus Venable walked back to the witness box. "Dr. Taylor, you must have been very surprised when you were informed that the man you murdered left you one million dollars."

Alan Penn was on his feet. "Objection!"

"Sustained." Judge Young turned to Venable. "You're trying my patience."

"I apologize, your honor." He turned back to the witness. "You must have been on very friendly terms with your patient. I mean, it isn't every day that an almost complete stranger leaves us a million dollars, is it?"

Paige Taylor flushed slightly. "Our friendship was in the context of a doctor-patient relationship."

"Wasn't it a little more than that? A man doesn't cut his beloved wife and family out of his will and leave a million dollars to a stranger without some kind of persuasion. Those talks you claimed to have had with him about his business problems ..."

Judge Young leaned forward and said warningly, "Mr. Venable ..." The prosecutor raised his hands in a gesture of surrender. He turned back to the defendant. "So you and John Cronin had a friendly chat. He told you personal things about himself, and he liked you and respected you. Would you say that's a fair summation, doctor?"

"Yes."

"And for doing that he gave you a million dollars?"

Paige looked out at the courtroom. She said nothing. She had no answer.

Venable started to walk back toward the prosecutor's table, then suddenly turned to face the defendant again.

"Dr. Taylor, you testified earlier that you had no idea that John Cronin was going to leave you any money, or that he was going to cut his family out of his will."

"That's correct."

"How much does a resident doctor make at Embar-cadero County Hospital?"

Alan Penn was on his feet. "Objection! I don't see..."

"It's a proper question. The witness may answer." "Thirty-eight thousand dollars a year." Venable said sympathetically, "That's not very much these days, is it? And out of that, there are deductions and taxes and living expenses. That wouldn't leave enough to take a luxury vacation trip, say, to London or Paris or Venice, would it?" "I suppose not."

"No. So you didn't plan to take a vacation like that, because you knew you couldn't afford it." "That's correct."

Alan Penn was on his feet again. "Your honor ..."

Judge Young turned to the prosecutor. "Where is this leading, Mr. Venable?"

"I just want to establish that the defendant could not plan a luxury trip without getting the money from someone."

"She's already answered the question."

Alan Penn knew he had to do something. His heart wasn't in it, but he approached the witness box with all the good cheer of a man who had just won the lottery.

"Dr. Taylor, do you remember picking up these travel brochures?"

"Yes."

"Were you planning to go to Europe or to charter a yacht?"

"Of course not. It was all sort of a joke, an impossible dream. My friends and I thought it would lift our spirits. We were very tired, and ... it seemed like a good idea at the time." Her voice trailed off.

Alan Penn glanced covertly at the jury. Their faces registered pure disbelief.

Gus Venable was questioning the defendant on reex-amination. "Dr. Taylor, are you acquainted with Dr. Lawrence Barker?"

She had a sudden memory flash. I'm going to kill Lawrence Barker. I'll do it slowly. I'll let him suffer first. . . then I'll kill him. "Yes. I know Dr. Barker."

"In what connection?"

"Dr. Barker and I have often worked together during the past two years."

"Would you say that he's a competent doctor?"

Alan Penn jumped up from his chair. "I object, your honor. The witness ..."

But before he could finish or Judge Young could rule, Paige answered, "He's more than competent. He's brilliant."

Penn sank back in his chair, too stunned to speak.

"Would you care to elaborate on that?"

"Dr. Barker is one of the most renowned cardiovascular surgeons in the world. He has a large private practice, but he donates three days a week to Embarcadero County Hospital."

"So you have a high regard for his judgment in medical matters?"

"Yes."

"And do you feel he would be capable of judging another doctor's competence?"

Penn willed Paige to say I don't know.

She hesitated. "Yes."

Gus Venable turned to the jury, "You've heard the defendant testify that she had a high regard for Dr. Barker's medical judgment. I hope she listened carefully to Dr. Barker's judgment about her competence ... or the lack of it."

Alan Penn was on his feet, furious. "Objection!"

"Sustained."

But it was too late. The damage had been done.

During the next recess, Alan Penn pulled Jason into the men's room.

"What the hell have you gotten me into?" Penn demanded angrily. "John Cronin hated her, Barker hated her. I insist on my clients telling me the truth, and the whole truth. That's the only way I can help them. Well, I can't help her. Your lady friend has given me a snow job so deep I need skis. Every time she opens her mouth she puts a nail in her coffin. The fucking case is in free fall!"

That afternoon, Jason Curtis went to see Paige.

"You have a visitor, Dr. Taylor."

Jason walked into Paige's cell.

"Paige ..."

She turned to him, and she was fighting back tears. "It looks pretty bad, doesn't it?"

Jason forced a smile. "You know what the man said—'It's not over till it's over.' "

"Jason, you don't believe that I killed John Cronin for his money, do you? What I did, I did only to help him."

"I believe you," Jason said quietly. "I love you."

He took her into his arms. I don't want to lose her, Jason thought. I can't. She's the best thing in my life. "Everything is going to be all right. I promised you we would be together forever.''

Paige held him close and thought, Nothing lasts forever. Nothing. How could everything have gone so wrong . . . so wrong . . . so wrong . . .

Paige Curtis went into private practice and is affiliated with the prestigious North Shore Hospital. Paige used the million dollars John Cronin left her to set up a medical foundation in her father's name in Africa.

Lawrence Barker shares an office with Paige, as a surgical consultant.

Arthur Kane had his license revoked by the Medical Board of California.

Jimmy Ford fully recovered and married Betsy. They named their first daughter Paige.

Honey Taft moved to Ireland with Sean Reilly, and works as a nurse in Dublin.

Sean Reilly is a successful artist, and shows no symptoms of AIDS, as yet.

Mike Hunter was sentenced to state prison for armed robbery and is still serving time.

Alfred Turner joined a practice on Park Avenue and is enormously successful.

Benjamin Wallace was fired as administrator of Embarcadero County Hospital.

Lauren Harrison married her tennis pro.

Lou Dinetto was sentenced to fifteen years in the penitentiary for tax evasion.

Ken Mallory was sentenced to life imprisonment. One week after Dinetto arrived at the penitentiary, Mallory was found stabbed to death in his cell.

The Embarcadero Hospital is still there, awaiting the next earthquake.