Foreword

Rider and mount glided down the slope through stands of Kynswood trees, larches, shiny-leaved beeches, and oaks festooned with dangling catkins. Silent and surprising, the pair appeared first in one beam of bright sunlight then another at a speed that would have startled any merely mortal eye. The rider’s pale cloak seemed to catch and reflect the colors all around, so that an idle or distracted glance would have seen only a hint of movement, imagined only wind.

The warmth of the day pleased Tanahaya. The music of forest insects pleased her too, the whirring of grasshoppers and the hum of busy honeymakers. Even though the smell of the mortal habitation was strong and this patch of forest only a momentary refuge, she spoke silent words of gratitude for an interlude of happiness.

Praises, Mother Sun. Praises for the growing-scents. Praise for the bees and their goldendance.

She was young by the standards of her people, with only a few centuries upon the broad earth. Tanahaya of Shisae’ron had spent many of those years in the saddle, first as messenger for her clan’s leader, Himano of the Flowering Hills, then later, after she had made her worth known to the House of Year-Dancing, performing tasks for her friends in that clan. But this errand to the mortals’ capital seemed as if it might be the most perilous of all her journeys, and was certainly the strangest. She hoped she was strong and clever enough to fulfill the trust of those who had sent her.

Tanahaya had been described as wise beyond her years, but she still could not understand the importance her friends placed on the affairs of mortals—especially the short-lived creatures who inhabited this particular part of the world. That was even more inexplicable now, when it seemed clear to her that the Zida’ya could no longer trust any mortals at all.

Still, there was the castle she had been seeking, its highest roofs just visible through the trees. Looking at its squat towers and heavy stone walls, it was hard for Tanahaya to believe that Asu’a, the greatest and most beautiful city of her people, had once stood here. Could anything of their old home be left in this pile of clumsy stone that men called the Hayholt?

I must not think of what might be true, of what I fear or what I hope. Horse and rider moved down the slope. I must see only what is. Otherwise I fail my oath and I fail my friends.

She stopped at the edge of the trees. “Tsa, Spidersilk,” she whispered, and the horse stood in silence as Tanahaya listened. New noises wafted up the slope to her, as well as a new and not entirely welcome scent, the animal tang of unwashed mortals. Tanahaya clicked her tongue and Spidersilk stepped aside into shadow.

She had a hand on the hilt of her sword when a golden-haired girl dashed into the sunlight, a basket of winter flowers swinging in one hand, daffodils and snowdrops and royal purple crocuses. Tanahaya’s senses told her the child was not alone, so she stayed hidden in the shadows between trees as a half-dozen armed soldiers followed the child in gasping, clanking pursuit. After a moment, Tanahaya relaxed: it was clear the mortals did not mean to harm the little one. Still, she was surprised that mortal soldiers were so heedless of danger: she could have put arrows in most of them before they even realized they were not alone in the Kynswood.

A mortal woman in a hat with a brim as wide as a wagon’s wheel followed the armored men into the clearing. “Lillia!” the woman cried, then stopped and bent to catch her breath. “Do not run, child! Oh, you are wicked! Wicked to make us chase you!”

The child stopped, eyes wide. “But Auntie Rhoner, look! Berries!”

“Berries! In Marris-month? You little mad thing.” The woman, still trying to catch her breath, was handsome by mortal standards, or so Tanahaya guessed—tall, with fine, strong bones in her face. By the name the child had given her, Tanahaya guessed this must be Countess Rhona of Nad Glehs, one of the mortal queen’s closest friends. Tanahaya did not find it strange that a noble of high standing should be minding a child, though others might have. “No, you come back with me, honey-lamb,” the countess said. “Those are owlberries and they’ll make you sick.”

“No they won’t,” the child declared. “Because they’re forest berries. And forest berries have lots of magic. Fairy magic.”

“Magic.” The woman in the hat sounded disgusted, but even from such a distance Tanahaya’s sharp eyes could see the smile that played across her face. “I’ll give you fairy magic, mu’ harcha! You wanted to search for early flowers, and I brought you. We have been out for hours—and by Deanagha’s spotless skirts, look at me. I am filthy and bepricked with nettles!”

“They’re not nettles, they’re berry bushes,” said the golden-haired girl. “That’s why they have thorns. So nobody will eat the berries.”

“Nobody wants to eat those berries but birds. Not even the deer will go near them!”

The heavily armored soldiers, still struggling for breath in their heavy mail, faces gleaming with sweat, began to straighten up. The girl had clearly led them a long, wearying chase over the hillside. “Should we grab her, your ladyship?” asked one.

The countess frowned. “Lillia, it is time to go back. I want my midday meal.”

“I don’t have to do anything unless you call me ‘Princess’ or ‘Your Highness’.”

“What silliness! Your grandparents are away and I am your keeper, little lion cub. Come now. Don’t make me cross.”

“I wish Uncle Timo was here. He lets me do things.”

“Uncle Timo is your sworn bondsman. No, he is your helpless slave and lets you get away with everything. I am made of harder stuff. Come along.”

The girl called Lillia looked from the countess to all the dark bushes full of pale, blue-white fruit, then sighed and slowly walked back down the slope. If its handle had been any longer, her basket would have dragged in the loamy soil. “When Queen Grandmother and King Grandfather come back, I’m going to tell on you,” she warned.

“Tell what?” The countess frowned. “That I wouldn’t let you run away by yourself in the forest to be eaten by wolves and bears?”

“I could give them berries. Then they wouldn’t eat me.”

The woman took her hand. “Even hungry bears won’t eat owlberries. And the wolves would rather eat you.”

As the small party vanished back down the deer trail into a thick copse of oak and ash trees farther down the slope, Tanahaya watched with a kind of wonder. To think that little creature named Lillia would reach womanhood, perhaps marry and become a mother and grandmother, grow old and even die—all in not much more than one of her people’s Great Years! It seemed to Tanahaya that being mortal must be like trying to live a full life in the space between falling from a high place and hitting the ground, a rush through wind and confusion to death. How did the poor creatures manage?

For the first time it occurred to Tanahaya of Shisae’ron that perhaps she might learn something from this task. It was an unexpected thought.

So this young creature was Lillia, she told herself, the granddaughter of Queen Miriamele and King Seoman—the objects of Tanahaya’s embassy. She would be seeing that proud little bumblebee of a girl again.

Bumblebee? No, butterfly, she thought with a sudden pang. A flash of color and glory beneath the sky, and then, like all mortals, too soon she will become dust.