What’s left now is just my mother and me. How strange this is. How quiet.

But realizing this makes my hives itch all the worse. If I tell my dad what’s happening, he’ll tell the warden and Natalie could get kicked out of the Esther P. Marinoff School and then the craziness will be back again.

It’s up to me to keep her safe.

My blanket is pulled over my head. I breathe in this dark, gray hot itchy space and scratch my skin raw and red.

My mom sticks her head in the door again. “Go on and get dressed, Moose. I want you to get some food in your belly before you go up and see Ollie. He’s got time for you at ten.”

At the table, she sits with me while I eat, as if she has nothing better to do. “You’re a good son, Moose,” she says as I help myself to another pancake. “A good brother too. Don’t think I haven’t noticed.”

She averts her eyes when she says this, as if she has suddenly revealed too much and embarrassed us both. This is not how my mother usually behaves. She doesn’t notice me except in relation to Natalie.

“You want me to go up to Ollie’s with you?” she asks.

This is a ridiculous question. I’m almost thirteen. What if Jimmy or Piper sees me walking up with my mommy. But suddenly my head is nodding yes instead of shaking no.

“You do?” Even she is surprised.

“No, of course not,” I mumble, my mouth full of pancakes.

She nods, slowly taking this all in. “I wonder if you’ll forgive me,” she says in a voice barely audible.

“For what?” I manage to say.

Again her eyes search my face. “For being so wrapped up with Natalie,” she whispers.

I stuff my mouth full of more pancake to push the unexpected feelings down.

She picks up my empty milk glass and puts it in the sink, making movements that fill the kitchen with sound. She seems to know I’m not going to answer.

“Go on now. Ollie’s expecting you.”

Doc Ollie is a stout man with double-thick soled shoes and big deft hands that can thread needles, rock newborns, and gut fish. Doc Ollie can do anything. He’s a great whistler to boot, always starts his visits by taking requests.

“ ‘All of Me,’ ” I tell him today, and he whistles two verses.

When I show him my hives, he chuckles. “They certainly do have all of you,” he says, making sympathetic clucking noises as he questions me on what I might be allergic to.

“Far as I know, I’m not allergic to anything.”

“You doing some worrying?”

I shake my head. “Nope,” I say, sucking the inside of my cheek. He is a nice man, Doc Ollie, and I wish I could tell him everything I’m worrying about-give it all to him so it wouldn’t be my problem anymore. For a second that almost seems like a good idea. But then I imagine trying to explain to my father how in the world I got our family into this mess.

He nods again. “You nervous about school starting?”

“No, sir.”

“Everything okay with your folks?”

“Yes, sir.”

“All righty then. I’ll get you some salve. Fix you right up. Be all gone in a few days, but keep it handy because they’ll be back. Might take a few weeks ’fore you’re good as new.”

The salve helps a little, or maybe it’s the fresh air. On the way home I start thinking more clearly. Capone must have decided not to send a note in the laundry because of the timing. The boat is coming this Sunday, the laundry doesn’t come back until Monday.

It had to have been Seven Fingers who left the note. Trixle is supposed to watch him when he works on the plumbing, but sometimes he and my dad get to talking.

What I don’t know is why. Why would Seven Fingers leave a note from Capone? Are they friends? Piper once told me every con is either a friend of Capone’s or his enemy. People love him or they hate him. That’s the kind of man he is.

But the note has made me wonder if Capone is crazy. Does he really expect me to buy a dozen yellow roses and hand them to Mae? If I did that, I would get my family kicked off the island in about thirty seconds. Maybe forty-five. He has to know that, doesn’t he?

Why didn’t he tell me the name of the hotel where she’ll be staying? Then I could have left the roses for her at the front desk. No one would have to know about it. And what did he mean by Then we’re square? Will I really be off the hook if I do this?

All of this thinking has me back to scratching again. I don’t think the salve is working so well now. It’s no match for Al Capone.

The thing I keep coming back to is this: If Capone was a regular person and he asked for a couple of lousy flowers to get Natalie in school, I’d think nothing of giving them to him. I’d give a person all the roses in the world for that.

I owe the man. I do.

Thursday, August 15, 1935

My hives are breeding with each other, merging, enlarging, engorging.

The salve is no help. It may even make them worse. The ones on my ankle are driving me nuts. I’ve scratched right through my socks. I have them on my neck too, creeping closer to my face.

By the time Mae visits there will be no me left. Just one big hive.

What will happen if I get caught? What will Capone do to me if I refuse? Does he still command his own army of hit men? And if I decide to do this, how will I get the roses? The garden behind the warden’s house has flowers, but no roses. I checked. These are the questions that chase around inside my head.

My dad says when you worry too hard, it makes your mind cramp up into a little ball. The best thing is to forget about it. Get some exercise, give your brain a little breathing space.

What I need is baseball… and that means Annie.

On the way up to her apartment I plan what to say to convince her to play. But when I get to the Bominis’, she isn’t even there. “Moose.” Mrs. Bomini’s blue eyes are round like Annie’s, but in a smaller, older face. She leans out the door and practically sucks me into her apartment. “Come on in. I have two new needlepoint books. I know how you love to see my needlepoint. You’re the only boy I know who likes it.”

Likes needlepoint? The woman is out of her mind. How am I going to get out of this? Where is Annie?

Mrs. Bomini bears down on me like she’s drilling my feet to the floor. Before I know it I am sitting on the sofa with two needlepoint books on my lap and Mrs. Bomini’s veiny white hands pointing out one design after another.

She’s leaning so close, there’s no way to get away. Why does this always happen to me?

“Do you think that border is a little too busy?”

“Um, ma’am… is Annie around?”

“I sent her down to Bea’s to get a few things. But-” She beckons with her finger. “Annie doesn’t care for my needlepoint. She’s not like you, Moose. Now lookee here, what if I took off some of that blue. Or I could just do this one here?”

“The other one, ma’am, without the border.”

“Aren’t you a wonder, Moose!” She smiles at me, glowing with pleasure, and turns to another page, where there must be twenty designs marked. This is worse than reading my dad’s electrician manuals.

“Now this one, what do you think of this?” She is so close I can smell the tooth powder on her breath. “Such a big flower smack in front like that, I’m concerned it’s overpowering. I’m wondering if I might-”

Annie appears suddenly in the door, a bag of groceries in her hand. “Mom!” she snaps.

Mrs. Bomini’s head drops low on her shoulders. “Now, Annie… Moose likes this, don’t you, Moose?” Mrs. Bomini puts her finger to her lips. “It’s our little secret, isn’t it, Moose?” She giggles.

Annie puts the grocery bag down with a thud. “What’s your little secret, Mom?”

“Oh don’t you worry.” Mrs. Bomini flutters her finger at me. “My lips are sealed about… you know.”