For just an instant, all he wanted to do was turn and go home, before he exposed his youthful lack of maturity and humiliated the rest of his clan by disputing the will of its elders. But then he remembered the songs of Climbs Quickly and the deeds of Sings Truly when first she became Bright Water Clan's senior singer, and his resolve stiffened. If anyone in the world would understand how one could be called to argue against restrictions, surely that person was Sings Truly!

he said with a dignity he found vaguely surprising.

Sings Truly repeated, and her age-blunted whiskers quivered with bittersweet memory. she told Seeker of Dreams. diddie of it in the end. Would you have me repeat that gift?> 

Seeker of Dreams replied, and this time there was no question or self-doubt in him. He looked into her eyes, letting her taste his sincerity, and she sighed.

she told him at last. aretoo young. Go home. Wait. Live longer before you race to meet the dark.> 

he replied simply.  

she said softly, and flicked her tail in interruption when he would have responded. Her mind voice trailed off, and he tasted a complex alloy of grief, guilt, and loss in her mind glow.

she admitted after a moment, and her mind voice was so soft he wondered if she had ever admitted it to anyone before. The memory singer looked straight at her young visitor, and her eyes were very bright but soft.  

Seeker of Dreams said, and dipped his ears with grave formality.  

Sings Truly sighed.  

 

she affirmed sadly.

I who must decide. Yet I would not simply defy them, and that was why I sought you. You are Sings Truly, she who first recognized the value of our bondings with the humans. And you are also the most senior memory singer of all the People of all the world. I do not ask you to attempt to overrule or command my elders. That would be wrong, even if they chose, because of who you are and all you have done, to obey you. But I ask that you support me in this. That you tell them what you have told me—that it is my right and my decision to make.> 

The aged memory singer gazed at the young scout before her, tasting his sincerity. More than that, she tasted the call of which he spoke, the yearning. She saw it seldom among the People, yet each time it appeared, she felt the pain anew, for each time it reminded her of Climbs Quickly. She had come to realize, over the long Sphinxian years, that there had always been something different—special—about her brother. His mind voice had been stronger than that of almost any other male she had ever met, and he had always been independent-minded and strong-willed . . . and most skilled at tasting mind glows. He would have made some female a wonderful mate, and yet there would always have been that something different deep within him. He would not have known what it was, or what to do with it, but he would always have known it was there, like a thorn buried in the pad of a hand-foot. The unused capacity and ability would have been like that, somewhere deep down inside, and he would never have been fully happy or content, for his full talents would never have been tested or used.


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