"You are too good for him?" asked the merchant.
"Yes," I said. I then realized this was not the proper thing to say. But I had said it.
"You are both animals," he said.
"Yes, Master," I said.
"But you are a female," he said.
"Yes, Master," I said.
"And he," he said, "though slave is yet male."
"Yes, Master," I whispered.
"And is not the male animal the master of the female animal?" he asked.
"Yes, Master," I said. I knew that male dominance was pervasive among mammals, and that it was universal among primates. It can be frustrated only by an extensive and complex conditioning program, one adequate, over a period of years, to distort the order of nature.
"Do you find this slave of interest?" asked the master of the male slave.
He shrugged. "She is small," he said.
I looked at him, frightened.
"But she is not without interest," he conceded.
"Do you think you can catch her?" asked the master.
"Of course," said the male slave.
I rose to my feet, frightened. I began to back away.
"She is yours," said the master.
I turned to run. He caught me before a large box, and flung me, face forward, against it. When I recoiled back from the hot wood the chain on his wrists had looped about me, and I was his, held to him by the chain about his wrists.
"It is long since I have had a wench," he said.
He dragged me along beside him, the chain looped about my body, cutting into my waist over the left hip.
"Be merciful to a slave, Master," I begged.
Behind some boxes, on the boards of the wharf, he threw me down, under him.
"Please be kind to a slave, Master," I begged.
He laughed.
The master did not hurry him, but, I think, attended to other matters.
The wharf cart had been empty.
When the slave left me I had yielded to him, as though he might have been a free man. I was much shamed.
I lay behind the boxes and looked up at the blue sky. I was miserable. I had been used by a slave. But, too, I was frightened. It was surely past the time when I should have returned to the Chatka and Curla. I did not want to be whipped!
Slowly, painfully, my legs stiff, I climbed to my feet. I rearranged the bit of silk I wore.
I stepped out from behind the boxes. I must hurry back to the Chatka and Curla.
I stopped, startled. Then I shrank back beside the large boxes. He was far off, but I was certain. I began to breathe rapidly. My heart began to pound.
It could not be, but it was.
I did not know what to do. At first I felt, unrestrainable, overwhelming me, an incredible flood of love and elation. I felt the incredible love and joy, the elation, possible only to a slave girl.
He was approaching from down the wharf, carrying a sea bag, in the guise of a sailor.
I wanted to run toward him, crying out, the length of the wharf, and throw myself to his feet, weeping, covering them with kisses.
Then I was frightened that I had made a mistake. It could not be true.
But I watched. I grew more and more sure, and then I was certain. He stopped to buy a cake from a vendor on the wharf. It was he!
It was my master, Clitus Vitellius of Ar!
"Oh, Master," I wanted to cry out, "I love you! I love you, Master!"
Then I saw him glance at a paga girl who posed, turning before him, and spoke to him.
Suddenly I hated her and him!
He dismissed the girl, but I had seen him look upon her, as a warrior, a master.
I hated them both!
It had been Clitus Vitellius of Ar who had first enslaved me. He had marked me with the hot iron, marking my very flesh, branding me a slave girl. He had made me serve him! He had made me love him, and had then; when it pleased him, his sport done, thrown me aside, giving me to peasants!
A bold plan, relentless and terrible, formed in my mind. I breathed deeply, in cold fury, resolved.
He would find that a slave girl's vengeance is not a light thing.
I straightened myself. I parted the silk, lasciviously. I lifted my head, with the small sounds of the bells on the collar.
He was coming toward me now, eating on the bit of cake he had purchased.
I saw he carried no weapons. This pleased me.
I ran toward him, with short steps, and knelt before him. I kissed his feet. At his feet I felt suddenly a wave of love for him, the helpless weakness of a slave girl overcome at her master's feet, but then I caught myself, and every bit of me became cold, and calculating and sensuous. I held the calves of his legs in my hands, and looked up at him.
"Dina," he said.
"My master calls me Yata," I said, "Master."
"Then you are Yata," he smiled.
"Yes, I am Yata," I said. I looked up at him, smiling.
"Are you as innocent and as clumsy as before?" he asked.
"No, Master," I said, putting my head down, beginning to kiss him on the side of the leg, deeply, puffing, sucking, at the hair a tiny bit.
"I see not," he said, laughing.
I looked up. "I have been taught how to please men," I said.
"Of course," he said, "you are a slave girl."
"Yes, Master," I said.
"Are you good?" he asked.
"Some masters have not been fully displeased," I said.
"Do you think you could please me?" he asked.
My heart leaped. I applied myself as subtly and marvelously as I could, touching his leg variously, bringing my mouth slowly, biting and loving, to the side of his knee. "No, Master," I whispered. "Yata could never please a great warrior like you."
He looked about. "Say only 'sailor, " he said. "Here I am not a Captain of Ar, he Clitus Vitellius, but only a seafarer, a simple oarsman from Tyros, one called Tij Rejar."
I looked up at him. "As master wishes," I said. Then I again applied myself to his legs.
"Master will not cuff me from him, will he?" I begged.
"Clever slut," he said.
He lifted my head and brushed back the kerchief on my head. I reddened.
"I was some weeks ago slave cargo," I said, my head down.
"And pretty slave cargo indeed," he said.
"I am pleased, if Master is pleased," I said. I held his legs, my cheek against his thigh. I wanted to cry out that I loved him, but then I checked myself, remembering my project. I knelt at his feet only to bring him low. I did not think it would be difficult if I could get him to the Chatka and Curla.
He would pay! He would pay!
I looked up at him, smiling. "I was once yours," I said, "Master."
He looked down at me, almost tenderly. "Perhaps it was a mistake to have given you away," he smiled.
I caught my breath, but remained firm. I must not relent. I would be remorseless.
How vulnerable in a way I was, in silk and collar at his feet. But I held great power.
"It is strange," I said. "Once you owned me. Now, in faraway Cos, on the wharves, I kneel at your feet in the collar of a paga slave."
"It is a pretty collar," he said.
"Thank you, Master," I said.
"I see by your silk," he said, "that you work in the Chatka and Curla."
"Yes, Master," I said.
"What is your duty there?" he asked.
"To please the customers of my master," I said.
"It is long since I have held your hot little body," he said.
I blushed, though I was a slave girl.
"You are a hot, lovely slave, you know," he said.
"In your arms," I said, "any girl, even the daughter of a Ubar, would find herself only a responding slave." I did not doubt but what this was true. I remembered myself miserable in his arms, writhing with unwanted ecstasy, then, unable to help myself, unable to hold out longer, suddenly surrendering to my enslavement in his arms. Though I had been of Earth he had reduced me to a spasmodic, yielding slave.
"I am thirsty for paga," he said.
"I know a place," I said.
"The Chatka and Curla?" he asked.