"DeMarco? Chief Cavenaugh thinks of him as a ghoul."
"He sounds like one. Especially if he's carrying Samuel's drained victims back to their beds in the dead of night. No way to know what his motivation is; maybe he genuinely believes in Samuel. Or maybe he's just a hired gun."
Tessa's frown deepened. "I didn't get anything from him. And his face sure as hell didn't give his thoughts or emotions away."
"If he's Samuel's closest adviser, bodyguard, lieutenant, whatever the hell he calls himself, he may be the only one who knows the truth, knows what goes on in private. In public, during services, the other men may well see in the women what a lot of true believers see and feel in churcha kind of rapture. Not quite orgasmic, but close to it. A spiritual experience tying them with even stronger bonds to their father."
Sawyer woke so abruptly he was already sitting up on the couch when his eyes opened. He looked around his dim office for a moment, his heartbeat thudding in his chest, then swung his feet to the floor and ran his fingers through his hair.
Just a dream.
Yeah, you keep telling yourself that.
Ignoring that sarcastic inner voice, he checked his watch and grimaced when he saw that it was barely five a.m. He had slept four hours, if that. And, tired as he was, he knew it would be useless to try to go back to sleep.
Because he never could. And because the dream nagged at him.
It always did.
But even more now. Especially now. And you know why. You just won't admit it.
Still ignoring the inner voice, he rose from the leather couch, stretching to ease the kinks and stiffness, and crossed the small room to his desk. He had left the work lamp on, and in the pool of light the folders and maps and other papers covering the blotter looked like chaos.
But Sawyer knew where everything was, and when he sat down, his fingers reached unerringly for a folder underneath two others. It contained summarized reports of half a dozen suspected homicides, all bodies found in the riverbut all so far downstream they were well out of his jurisdiction.
Hell, two of them had washed up in a different state.
The victims had been and continued to be unidentified, so were listed as John and Jane Does. Four women, two men.
Sawyer had not requested autopsy photos, but attached to each report was a single photo of each victim as he or she had been found. Stark black-and-white, cold, clinical, ugly.
As were the reports themselves, just clinical facts couched in unemotional medical terms. All the victims had been young, in their twenties or thirties. None had shown signs of disease or conventional antemortem injuries, and no cause of death had been determined.
No conventional antemortem injuries. No bullet wounds, or stab wounds, no strangulation or blunt force trauma, and no signs of drowning. No evidence of poison, and the toxicology screen on each victim had come back negative for drugs or alcohol.
The only thing these victims had in common was that they should not have died.
According to all the reports, at least. But when Ellen Hodges's body turned up in his own bailiwick, Sawyer looked more closely at what had, until then, been a nagging but unofficial worry. He had requested and studied all the reports, and then he had personally called each of the M.E.s or coroners involved and asked a few direct questions.
People in the investigative fields, he had found, did not in general have lively imaginations. They dealt in facts, usually ugly facts, and if something fit outside the box of an individual's knowledge and experience, it was usually given short shrift, overlooked at best and actively ignored at worst. So it hadn't been easy to get the answers he sought without also tainting the information by asking leading questions.
But patience and tenacity served him well, and he had eventually learned details that were not included in these reports.
Such as the fact that the bodies of every single one of these victims had possessed at least one internal oddity the investigating officers and medical personnel had not been able to explain.
Bruised and even burst organs. Crushed bones.
White eyes.
"Jesus, what's going on up there," he muttered, rubbing the nape of his neck with one hand as he sifted through the reports, reading again and again what he had already memorized. And recalling conversations that had, in the end, sounded eerily the same.
"I wish I could help you, Chief. Wish I had an explanation for how that man's heart was bruised and damaged with no external injury to account for it. I don't know how it happened. I don't know how it could have happened. It's almost as ifas if an incredibly powerful hand reached inside his body andBut that's nonsense, of course."
Of course. Of course it was.
Nonsense. Impossible.
Sawyer leaned back in his chair until it creaked in protest, his gaze fixed across the room but focused on something much, much farther away. Focused on another brief and seemingly casual conversation on a downtown street corner five years in the past, a conversation that had baffled and unsettled him then and disturbed him deeply now.
"You'll make a good police chief, Sawyer."
"What? Reverend Samuel I have no intention of"
"I only hope that, when the time comes, you'll know who your friends are. Who you can trust."
"Reverend"
"I know you aren't a member of my church, but people like us we should stick together. Don't you agree, Sawyer?"
"I don't know what you're talking about, Reverend."
"No? Well, perhaps not." He smiled, nodded politely, and continued on his way, leaving Sawyer staring after him.
Sawyer pulled his thoughts from the past with an effort and realized he was looking at the television set on the other side of the room. He didn't intend to focus on it but found himself thinking that it was still too early to watch what passed for "local" news on the Asheville station
The lamp on his desk flickered, and then the TV came to life, muted as he had left it the day before and showing an infomercial.
"Shit." He checked quickly to make sure the blinds were still closed, relaxing only a little when he was certain none of the third-shift officers in the bullpen could see into his office.
Good.
He looked down to see that his watch had stopped, and he swore again, this time half under his breath.
Not good. But not at all unusual.
You should have bought stock in a major watch company years ago. Or just give it up and buy yourself a sundial____________________
A sundial. And a cell phone that lasted more than a week before dying. And he should have bought stock in whoever sold lightbulbs, because he tended to blow those completely when he was very tired and very worried and not paying attention.
He closed his eyes briefly, making the necessary mental effort to gather in straying thoughts and energies. It wasn't difficult, after all these years of determined concentration and practice, but it was a control that tended to slip when he was weary or distracted.
And that was not good.
"people like us"
That was really not good.
Tessa was shaking her head in response to Hollis's theory about physical pleasure being taken for spiritual rapture. "Okay, explain the women. Tell me how a womana grown, sexually active womancould not know she's having an orgasm. And how any woman could explain that away as a religious experience."
"Some do, I'm told."