Jamie thought that was a strange thing for Amanda to be saying to the woman she was paying to give up a child.

“Toby and I pray for you every day,” Amanda said. Beside her Toby was smiling his agreement.

Jamie was surprised when Amanda rose from the sofa and came to kneel in front of her and take her hands. “We pray for you, dearest Jamie, not just because you are carrying our child,” Amanda said, “but because we care about you and want you to feel good about what you are doing.”

Jamie felt herself falling under Amanda’s spell, as she had when the two of them were sitting on the window seat in the library. Amanda’s voice was so soothing. Her eyes as clear and blue as sapphires. Her hair smooth and shining. Her lips moist and full. Amanda was lovely and seemed so very sincere.

Jamie wanted to put her head on Amanda’s shoulder and feel the comfort of her embrace. And, as though the woman could read her mind, she felt Amanda drawing her close and placing a cheek against hers. Jamie closed her eyes and relished this unexpected moment of human contact.

“You’re very lonely, aren’t you?” Amanda said softly into her ear. “But you must remember, my darling Jamie, that you are never alone. You can always confide in our Lord. He is with you always and wants to hear your prayers. He will lead you to the other side of these lonely times and enrich your life for having so dutifully fulfilled your mission here. It is His wish that this very special baby be born. You must remember that always. You can put your trust in Him. Always, my darling girl. Always.”

Jamie watched with regret as Amanda rose to her feet. She rose with her, feeling a bit light-headed. Not wanting the moment to end, she asked, “Will I ever see you again afterward?”

“After the baby is born? No, dear child, but I will think of you and pray for you ever single day of my life,” Amanda said, taking Jamie’s face in her hands and looking deeply into her eyes. “And there will be times when you actually feel my thoughts and prayers and well wishes. We are irrevocably connected in this life, you and I, and in the next we will also be. Don’t ever forget that, Jamie. Not ever.” Amanda kissed Jamie’s cheek and then her lips and offered her a last smile before holding her hand out to her husband.

Jamie watched the door close behind them and felt as though all the life and air had gone out of the room with them. With Amanda.

Jamie stood there for the longest time, like a statue. Or a person who had forgotten how to move and think.

Nurse Freda was like a child with a brand-new toy as she showed off the new equipment to Jamie. “It’s as good as anything you’d find in any obstetrician’s office in Amarillo,” she said proudly.

Lying flat on her back on the examining table, Jamie was a bit startled at how round her belly was. Freda listened to the baby’s heartbeat then poked around for a bit. Then she covered Jamie’s abdomen with a gel that felt as though it had just come out of a refrigerator and began moving a paddle slowly back and forth over it. Jamie was able to watch the images on the screen. It took a while for her to make out the baby. It was moving languidly in its dark little aquatic world, oblivious to spying eyes. Bentley Abernathy had said she would not be allowed to see the baby or even to know its sex, but she was seeing it now after a fashion. And just in case Freda didn’t know all the rules, she asked, “Can you tell what sex it is?”

“Looks like a boy to me,” the nurse said, pointing to the screen. “There’s his scrotum right there. Yep, a healthy, normal baby boy, all body parts present and accounted for. Amanda and her husband are going to get themselves a fine little fellow.”

She picked up a towel and wiped the gel from Jamie’s abdomen. “I’m finished. You can get dressed now. And don’t forget to pee in a cup. I’ll see you next week.”

Midafternoon, Freda called the radiologist in Amarillo. “Have you had a chance to look at that prenatal ultrasound yet?”

“It’s on my screen now. Looks like a good baby. Male. No discernible anomalies.”

Freda called Amanda at the ranch house. “Congratulations,” she said joyously. “The baby is a normal, healthy boy.”

The day before Christmas, while Jamie was walking Ralph, she watched while the Hartmann plane banked overhead and landed on the ranch landing strip.

That evening she crept down the hall toward the second-floor gallery. Taking great care to remain in the shadows, she moved around the gallery until she could see into the dining hall. Symphonic music wafted softly from hidden speakers. The table was resplendent with crystal and candles. Seated around the table were Amanda and her husband, Miss Montgomery, Mary Millicent in her wheelchair, Nurse Freda, Chief Kelly, and a man Jamie recognized from the pictures in the library. Gus Hartmann had come to the ranch for Christmas.

The next morning, when she took Ralph out into the backyard, Jamie heard singing floating across the frigid morning air-many voices singing “Away in a manger, no crib for a bed…” Harmonious, joyous, well-rehearsed voices singing so beautifully that she had to stop and close her eyes. A shiver that had nothing to do with the cold brought chill bumps to the skin on her arms.

It was Christmas. Always before she had been with someone she loved on this day. Memories poured over her. The large tree in the high-ceilinged living room on Galveston Island. Her mother playing carols on the upright piano. Her sister Ginger home from college. The four of them singing together. The Christmas tree at Granny’s house had never been large, but they lovingly decorated it with mostly homemade ornaments. And they sang along with the carols on the radio-including the same carols now being sung by the hidden choir.

Jamie sang along. “It came upon a midnight clear,/ That glorious song of old…” And at just that instant, the baby moved as though to remind Jamie that she was not alone. She carried life within her. Beside her was Ralph with a stick in his mouth, his tail wagging in anticipation. And there was Mary Millicent in her tower. Jamie would creep up there tonight so the two of them could sing Christmas carols together. Jamie glanced upward. The narrow tower windows were golden in the morning sun.

She threw the stick for Ralph, then walked over to the far side of the yard, climbed into the low branches of an oak tree, and peeked over the high brick wall. Dressed in crimson robes, the carolers were standing under the portico. She recognized many of them-the young woman from the ranch store, Anita the cook, the man from the greenhouse, one of the security officers.

Jamie could not see the front door, but the carolers were all looking in that direction. Amanda and Gus Hartmann would be standing there, and Toby, smiles on all their faces as they graciously acknowledged the devotion of their faithful vassals. And probably Miss Montgomery would be hovering nearby, the steadfast family retainer, like a figure from a Dickens novel.

Back in her room, Jamie made herself a cup of hot chocolate and, with the radio tuned to a station playing Christmas music, tried to make a ceremony out of opening the presents that Amanda and Toby had brought-gifts selected to help her start a new life. The first package was a bottle of French perfume cradled in a satin-lined box. Then she opened a box with a sterling silver compact in a leather pouch. The next box held a pink silk peignoir set. A sterling silver bud vase occupied the next box. The last one contained a handsome leather billfold.

The billfold would come in handy, but Jamie found the other gifts puzzling. They had nothing to do with the sort of life she would be leading. Perhaps Amanda wanted her to have some pretty things to relieve the otherwise utilitarian life that most college students led. Or perhaps she had asked a secretary or servant to buy some gifts for a twenty-year-old female.