Chapter 25
A half dozen sea gulls drop out of the sky, shriek to perches on the higher branches of the Montezuma pine, fall silent in the same instant, seem simultaneously to detect a danger, and as one burst into flight, with a violent drumming of wings.
Either disturbed by the gulls or coming loose by coincidence, a ten-inch pine cone rattles down through the branches and lands on the blanket beside Moongirl.
She does not react to the sudden shrill cries of the gulls or to the thunder of their wings, or to the fall of the heavy cone. With the manicurist’s brush, she smoothly spreads purple polish across a toenail.
After a while, she says, “I hate the gulls.”
“We’ll go to the desert soon,” Harrow promises.
“Someplace very hot.”
“ Palm Desert or Rancho Mirage.”
“No waves breaking.”
“No gulls,” he says.
“Just hot silent sun.”
“And moonlit sand at night,” he says.
“I hope the sky is white.”
“You mean the desert sky.”
“Sometimes it’s almost white.”
“That’s more like August,” he says.
“Bone-white around the sun. I’ve seen it.”
“At high altitudes like Santa Fe.”
“Bone-white.”
“If you want it, then it will be.”
“We’ll go from fire to fire.”
He doesn’t understand, so he waits.
She finishes painting the last toenail. She returns the brush to the bottle of purple polish.
She tosses her head to cast her long hair behind her shoulders, and her bare breasts sway.
Far out on the scaly sea, a ship is northbound. Another sails south.
When one profile passes behind the other, perhaps the ships will cancel each other, and cease to exist.
This is not a thought he would have had before hooking up with Moongirl.
Eventually all ships sink or they are disassembled for scrap. In time, anything that was something becomes nothing. Existence has no ultimate purpose except cessation.
So why shouldn’t the existence of any one thing-ship or person-terminate at any moment, without cause or reason?
“We’ll burn them all,” she says.
“If that’s what you want.”
“Tomorrow night.”
“If they get here by then.”
“They will. Burn them down to bones.”
“All right.”
“Burn them, then to the desert. From fire to fire.”
Harrow says, “When you say burn them all…”
“Yeah. Her, too.”
“I thought it might be time.”
“It’s ten years overdue.”
He says, “When the burning’s done…”
Moongirl meets his eyes.
“…who leaves here and how?” he finishes.
“Me,” she says. “And you. Together.”
He thinks she means it. He will be wary nonetheless.
“White sky pressing down on flat white sand,” she says. “All that heat.”
He watches her for a while as she blows on her wet nails. Then he asks, “Have you fed her?”
“It’s a waste of food now.”
“We may need her in good shape.”
“Why?”
“Show and tell. He’ll want to see her.”
“To lure him in.”
“Yes.”
“So we’ll feed her.”
He starts to get up.
She says, “When my nails are dry.”
Harrow settles to the grass once more, to watch her blow.
After a while, he gazes at the sea, which is now so sun-silvered that it appears to be almost white.
He can’t locate either the northbound or the southbound ship. Perhaps they are hidden in the solar glare.
Chapter 26
The Land Rover left while Amy and the kids were enjoying the meadow. Later, when she drove to the south-county animal shelter to keep an appointment, no one followed her.
“What was that about?” she asked the dogs, but they had no idea.
At the shelter, she locked her kids in the Expedition, leaving four windows down a couple of inches for air circulation.
Neither Fred nor Ethel, nor Nickie, expressed any desire to accompany her. They knew what kind of place this was. All three were subdued.
Her accountant, Danielle Chiboku, also a Golden Heart volunteer, waited for her in the dreary reception area.
“You bought that rescue last night for two thousand bucks?” Dani asked first thing.
“Kind of, sort of, if you want to see it that way, I guess you could say maybe I did, in a manner of speaking.”
“What am I going to do with you?” Dani asked.
“Gee, Mom, I guess you’ll have to send me to a military school to straighten me out.”
“If I were your mother, you’d know the value of a dollar.”
“You’re only five years older than I am. You couldn’t be my mom. You could be my stepmother if you married my father.”
“Amy-”
“But since I’ve never known who my father was, I’m not able to introduce you. Anyway, the two thousand bucks wasn’t Golden Heart’s money. It was mine.”
“Yes, and every year when the organization doesn’t quite raise enough donations to cover its work, you make up the difference.”
“I always expect Batman, in his Bruce Wayne identity, to write me a check, but he never comes through.”
“If you keep this up, you’ll be broke in five years.”
“You’re my accountant. You can’t let that happen. Put me in some investment with a two-hundred-percent return.”
“I’m dead serious, Amy. Five years.”
“Five years is an eternity. Anything could happen in five years. The dogs need me now. Did I ever tell you how much you look like Audrey Hepburn?”
“Don’t try to change the subject. Audrey Hepburn wasn’t half Japanese and half Norwegian.”
“How did your parents meet, anyway? Working on a whaling ship? Blubber and ambergris and love at first sight? Hey, did Mookie meet with Janet Brockman yet?”
Mukai Chiboku-Mookie to his friends-was Dani’s husband and Golden Heart’s attorney.
“He’s going to handle her divorce pro bono,” Dani said. “The little boy and girl half broke his heart.”
Mookie, specializing in real-estate law, had offices in a plain two-story building in Corona del Mar. Few passersby would imagine he had six clients whose combined holdings exceeded a billion dollars.
Dogs were welcome in his office. He went to work every day with his golden, Baiko, who had been named after a master of haiku, and he always greeted Fred and Ethel by exclaiming “Sweet babies!”
“You ready for this?” Amy asked.
“No.”
“Me neither.”
The shelter workers knew them well. She and Dani walked this facility at least once a week.
An animal-control officer named Luther Osteen led them out of reception, past the shelter offices, into the kennels at the back of the building.
Small but clean cages flanked a concrete run, and all of them contained dogs. Larger animals were housed one to a space. Sometimes the smaller individuals shared a cage.
A few were so depressed, they lay staring at nothing, and did not raise their heads.
Most came to the doors of their cages. Some appeared forlorn, but others wagged their tails and seemed tentatively hopeful.
Occasionally one of the smaller dogs barked, but most of the inmates were quiet, as if aware that their fate-adoption or death-depended in part on their demeanor.
The majority were mutts. About a quarter looked like purebreds. Every dog here was beautiful, each in its own way, and the clock was running out for all of them.
Because the volume of abandoned and abused dogs far exceeded the resources of all the rescue groups combined, each organization had to limit itself to a single breed.
The shelter worked hard to place the mixed breeds, the mutts. Yet thousands every year would have to be euthanized.
Amy wanted to stop at every cage, scratch and cuddle each dog, but raising their hopes would have been cruel, and leaving them behind after making their acquaintance would have devastated her.
Luther Osteen had two dogs for their consideration, the first a pure golden named Mandy. She was a sweet girl, nine years old, her face mostly white with age.