low. "I want Papa-kya-"
"It's all right," Otah said. "I'm not so tired I can't tell my own boy a
story."
Kiyan smiled at him, her eyes amused and apologetic both. I tried to
spare you.
"Once, hack before the Empire, when the world was very new," Otah said,
then paused. "There, ah. There was a goat."
The goat-whose name was coincidentally also Danat-went on to meet a
variety of magical creatures and have long, circuitous conversations to
no apparent point or end until Utah saw his son's eyes shut and his
breath grow deep and steady. Kiyan rose and silently snuffed all but the
night candle. The room filled with the scent of spent wicks. Otah let go
of his son's hand and quietly pulled the netting closed. In the
near-darkness, Danat's eyelids seemed darker, smudged with kohl. His
skin was smooth and brown as eggshell. Kiyan touched Otah's shoulder and
motioned with her gaze to the door. He laced his fingers in hers and
together they walked to the hallway.
The physician's assistant sat on a low stool, a howl of rice and fish in
his hands.
"I will be here for the night, Most High," the assistant said as Otah
paused before him. "My teacher expects that the boy will sleep soundly,
but if he wakes, I will be here."
Otah took a pose expressing gratitude. It was a humbling thing for a
Khai to do before a servant, even one as skilled as this. The
physician's assistant bowed deeply in response. The walk to their own
rooms was a short one-down one hallway, up a wide flight of stairs
worked in marble and silver, and then the gauntlet of their own
servants. The evening's meal was set out for them-quail glazed with pork
fat and honey, pale bread with herbed butter, fresh trout, iced apples.
More food than any two people could eat.
"It isn't in his chest," Kiyan said as she lifted the trout's pale flesh
from delicate, translucent bones. "His color is always good. His lips
never blue at all. The physician didn't hear any water when he breathes,
and he can blow up a pig's bladder as well as I could."
"And all that's good?" Otah said. "He can't run across a room without
coughing until his head aches."
"All that's better than the alternative," Kiyan said. "They don't know
what it is. They give him teas that make him sleep, and hope that his
body's wise enough to mend itself."
""Phis has been going on too long. It's been almost a year since he was
really well."
"I know it," Kiyan said, and the weariness in her voice checked Otah's
frustration. "Really, love, I'm quite clear."
"I'm sorry, Kiyan-kya," he said. "It's just ..."
He shook his head.
"Hard feeling powerless?" she said gently. Otah nodded. Kiyan sighed
softly, a sympathy for his pain. Then, "Agoat?"
"It was what came to mind."
After the meal, after their hands had been washed for them in silver
howls, after Otah had suffered yet another change of robes, Kiyan kissed
him and retreated to her rooms. Otah stepped down from his palace,
instructed the retinue of servants that he wished to be left alone, and
made his way west, toward the library. The sun had long since slipped
behind the mountains, but the sky remained a bright gray, the clouds
touched with rose and gold. Spring would soon give way to summer, the
long, bright days and brief nights. Still, it was not so early in the
season that lanterns didn't glow from the windows that he passed. Stars
glittered in the east as the night rose. The library itself was dark,
but candles burned in Maati's apartments, and Otah made his way down the
path.
Voices came to him, raised in laughter. A man's and a woman's, and both
familiar as memory. They sat on chairs set close together. In the yellow
candlelight, Maati's cheeks looked rosy. Liat's hair had escaped its
bun, locks of it tumbling across her brow, down the curve of her neck.
The air smelled of mulling spices and wine, and Eiah lay on a couch, one
long, thin arm cast over her eyes. Liat's eyes went wide when she caught
sight of him, and Maati turned toward the door to see what had startled her.
"Otah-kvo!" he said, waving him forward. "Come in. Come in. It's my
fault. I've kept your daughter too long. I should have sent her home
sooner. I wasn't thinking."
"Not at all," Otah said, stepping in. "I've come for your help actually."
Maati took a pose of query. His hands were not perfectly steady, and
Liat stifled a giggle. Both of them were more than a little drunk. A
howl of warmed wine sat on the edge of the brazier, a silver serving cup
hooked to the rim. Otah glanced at it, and Maati waved him on. There
were no bowls, so Otah drank from the serving cup.
"What can I do, Most High?" Maati asked with a grin that was for the
most part friendly.
"I need a book. Something with children's stories in it. Fables, or
light epics. History, if it's well enough written. Danat's asking me to
tell stories, and I don't really know any."
Liat chuckled and shook her head, but Maati nodded in understanding.
Otah sat beside his sleeping daughter while Maati considered. The wine
was rich and deep, and the spices alone made Otah's head swim a little.
"What about the one from the Dancer's Court?" Liat said. "The one with
the stories about the half-Bakta boy who intrigued for the Emperor.
Maati pursed his lips.
""They're a bit bloody, some of them," he said.
"Danat's a boy. He'll love them. Besides, you read them to Nayiit
without any lasting damage," Liat said. "Those and the green hook. The
one that was all political allegories where people turned into light or
sank into the ground."
"The Silk Hunter's Dreams," Maati said. "That's a thought. I have a copy
of that one too, where I can put my hand on it. Only, Otah-kvo, don't
tell him the one with the crocodile. Nayiit-kya wouldn't sleep for days
after I told him that one."
"I'll trust you," Otah said.
"Wait," Maati said, and with a grunt he pulled himself to standing. "You
two stay here. I'll be back with it in three heartbeats."
An uncomfortable silence fell on Otah and Liat. Otah turned to consider
Eiah's sleeping face. Liat shifted in her chair.
"She's a lovely girl," Liat said softly. "We spent the day together, the
three of us, and I was sure she'd wear us thin by the end of it. Still,
we're the ones that lasted longest, eh?"
"She doesn't have a head for wine yet," Otah said.