child to live in darkness and planning for his death.
There had been a time Otah had been young and sure enough of himself to
kill. He had taken the life of a good man because they both had known
the price that would have to be paid if he lived. He had been able to do
that.
But he had seen forty-eight summers now. There were likely fewer seasons
before him than there were behind. He'd fathered three children and
raised two. He could no longer hold himself apart from the world. It was
his to see that the city was a place that Danat and Eiah and children
like them could live safe and cared for until they too grew old and
uncertain.
He looked at the swirl of red at the bottom of his bowl. Too much wine,
and too much memory. It was making him maudlin. He stopped at his
private chambers and allowed the servants to switch his robes to
something less formal. Kiyan lay on a couch, her eyes closed, her breath
deep and regular. Otah didn't wake her, only slid one of the books from
his bedside table into the sleeve of his robe and kissed her temple as
he left.
The physician's assistant was seated outside Danat's door. The man took
a pose of greeting. Otah responded in kind and then nodded to the closed
door.
"Is he asleep?" he whispered.
"He's been waiting for you."
Otah slipped into the room. Candles flickered above two great iron
statues that flanked the bed-hunting cats with the wings of hawks. Soot
darkened their wings from a day spent in the fire grates, and they
radiated the warmth that kept the cool night breeze at bay. Danat sat up
in his bed, pulling aside the netting.
"Papa-kya!" he said. He didn't cough, didn't sound frail. It was a good
day, then. Otah felt a tightness he had not known he carried loosen its
grip on his heart. He pulled his robes up around his knees and sat on
his son's bed. "Did you bring it?" Danat asked.
Otah drew the book from his sleeve, and the boy's face lit so bright, he
might have almost read by him.
"Now, you lie back," Otah said. "I've come to help you sleep, not keep
you up all night."
I)anat plopped down onto his pillow, looking like the farthest thing
from sleep. Otah opened the book, turning through the ancient pages
until he found his place.
"In the sixteenth year of the reign of the Emperor Adani Bch, there came
to court a boy whose blood was half Bakta, his skin the color of soot,
and his mind as clever as any man who has ever lived...."
"THIS IS SPRING?" NAYIIT SAID AS THEY WALKED. THE WIND HAD BLOWN away
even the constant scent of forge smoke, and brought in a mild chill.
Mild, at least, to Maati. Nayiit wore woolen robes, thick enough that
they had hardly rippled. Maati's own were made for summer, and pressed
against him, leaving, he was sure, no doubt to the shape of his legs and
belly. He wished he'd thought to wear something heavier too.
"It's always like this," Maati said. "There's one last death throe, and
then the heat will come on. Still nothing like the summer cities, even
at its worst. I remember in Saraykeht, I had a trail of sweat down my
hack for weeks at a time."
"We call that pleasantly warm," Nayiit said, and Maati chuckled.
In truth, the chill, moonless night was hardly anything to him now. For
over a decade, he'd lived through the bone-cracking cold of Machi
winters. He'd seen snowdrifts so high that even the second-story doors
couldn't be opened. He'd been out on days so cold the men coated their
faces with thick-rendered fat to keep their skin from freezing. "There
was no way to describe those brief, bitter days to someone who had never
seen them. So instead, he told Nayiit of the life below ground, the
tunnels of Machi, the bathhouses hidden deep below the surface, the
streets and apartments and warehouses, the glitter of winter dew turning
to frost on the stone of the higher passages. He spoke of the choirs who
took the long, empty weeks to compose new songs and practice old
ones-weeks spent in the flickering, buttery light of oil lamps
surrounded by music.
"I'm amazed people don't stay down there," Nayiit said as they turned a
corner and left the white and silver paths of the palaces behind for the
black-cobbled streets of the city proper. "It sounds like one huge, warm
bed."
"It has its pleasures," Maati agreed. "But people get thirsty for
sunlight. As soon as they can stand it, people start making treks up to
the streets. "They'll go up and lie naked on an ice sheet sometimes just
to drink in a little more light. And the river freezes, so the children
will go skating on it. There's only about seven weeks when no one comes
up. Here. This street. There's a sweet wine they serve at this place
that's like nothing you've ever tasted."
It was less awkward than he'd expected, spending the evening with
Nayiit. The first time the boy had come to the library alone-tentative
and uncertain-Maati had been acutely aware of Liat's absence. She had
always been there, even in the ancient days before they had parted.
Maati knew how to speak with Liat whether she was alone or with their
son, and Nlaati had discovered quickly how much he'd relied upon her to
mediate between him and the boy. The silences had been awkward, the
conversations forced. Nlaati had said something of how pleased he was
that Nayiit had come to Machi and felt in the end that he'd only managed
to embarrass them both.
It was going to the teahouses and bathhouses and epics that let them
speak at last. Once there was a hit of shared experience, a toehold,
Maati was able to make conversation, and Nayiit was an expert listener
to stories. For several nights in a row, Maati found himself telling
tales of the Dai-kvo and the school, the history of Machi and the perils
he had faced years ago when he'd been sent to hunt Otah-kvo down. In the
telling, he discovered that, to his profound surprise, his life had been
interesting.
The platform rested at the base of one of the lower towers, chains thick
as a man's arm clanking against it and against the stone as they rose up
into the sky like smoke. Nayiit paused to stare up at it, and Maati
followed his gaze. The looming, inhuman bulk of the tower, and beyond it
the full moon hanging like a lantern of rice paper in the black sky.
"Does anyone ever fall from up there?" Nayiit asked.
"Once every year or so," Maati said. "There's winter storage up there,
so there are laborers carrying things in the early spring and middle
autumn. There are accidents. And the utkhaiem will hold dances at the
tops of them sometimes. They say wine gets you drunk faster at the top,
but I don't know if that's true. Then sometimes men kill themselves by