his own will, he found himself touched by the man's words.
"We all do what fate calls us to," he said. "It's no particular virtue
of mine.
The poet smiled because he didn't understand what Balasar meant. And
that was just as well. Eustin arrived moments later and made formal
greeting to them both.
"There's breakfast waiting for us, when we're done here," Eustin said,
and even such mundane words carried a depth.
"Well then," Balasar said, turning to Riaan. The poet nodded and took a
pose more complex than Balasar could parse, but that seemed to be a
farewell from a superior to someone of a lower class. Then Riaan dropped
his pose and walked with a studied grace to the cushion in the room's
center. Balasar stood against the back wall and nodded for Eustin to
join him. He was careful not to obscure the symbols painted there,
though Riaan wasn't looking back toward them.
For what seemed half a day and was likely no more than two dozen breaths
together, the poet was silent, and then he began, nearly under his
breath, to chant. Balasar knew the basic form of a binding, though the
grammars that were used for the deepest work were beyond him. It was
thought, really. Like a translation-a thought held that became something
like a man as a song in a Westlands tongue might take new words in Galt
but hold the same meaning. The chant was a device of memory and focus,
and Balasar remained silent.
Slowly, the sound of the poet's voice grew, filling the space with words
that seemed on the edge of comprehension. The sound began to echo, as if
the room were much larger than the walls that Balasar could see, and
something like a wind that somehow did not stir the air began to twist
through the space. For a moment, he was in the desert again, feeling the
air change, hearing Little Ott's shriek. Balasar put his arm back, palm
pressed against the stone wall. He was here, he was in Aren. The
chanting grew, and it was as if there were other voices now. Beside him,
Eustin had gone pale. Sweat stood on the man's lip.
Under Balasar's fingertips, the wall seemed to shift. The stone hummed,
dancing with the words of the chant. The script on the front wall
shifted restlessly until Balasar squinted and the letters remained in
their places. The air was thick.
"Sir," Eustin whispered, "I think it might he best if we stepped out,
left him to-"
"No," Balasar said. "Watch this. It's the last time it's ever going to
happen."
lr,ustin nodded curtly and turned with what seemed physical strain to
look ahead. Riaan had risen, standing where the cushion had been, or
perhaps he was floating. Or perhaps he was sitting just as he had been.
Something had happened to the nature of the space between them. And
then, like seven flutes moving from chaos to harmony, the world itself
chimed, a note as deep as oceans and pure as dawn. Balasar felt his
heart grow light for a moment, a profound joy filling him that had
nothing to do with triumph, and there, standing before the seated poet,
was a naked man, bald as a baby, with eyes white as salt.
The blast pressed Balasar back against the wall. His ears rang, and
Eustin's voice seemed to come from a great distance.
"Riaan, sir!"
Balasar fought to focus his eyes. Riaan was still seated where he had
been, but his shoulders were slumped, his head bowed is if in sleep.
Balasar walked over to him, the sound of his own footsteps lost in his
half-deafened state. It was like floating.
He was breathing. The poet breathed.
"Did it work, sir?" Eustin yelled from half a mile away or else there at
his shoulder. "Does that mean it worked?"
9
"What is he to do?" hlaati asked and then sipped his tea. It was just
slightly overhrewed, a bitter aftertaste haunting the back of his mouth.
Or perhaps it was only that he'd drunk too much the night before,
sitting up with his son until the full moon set and the eastern sky
began to lighten. \laati had seen Nayiit hack to the boy's apartments,
and then, too tired to sleep, wandered to the poet's house where Cehmai
was just risen for breakfast. He'd sent the servants back to the
kitchens to bring a second meal, and while they waited, Cehmai shared
what he had-thin butter pastry, blackberries still just slightly
underripe, overhrewed tea. Everything tasted of early summer. Already
the morning had broken the chill of the previous night.
"Really, he's been good to the woman. I Ie's acknowledged the babe, he's
married her. But if he doesn't love her, what's he to do? Love's not
something you can command."
"Not usually," Stone-Made-Soft said, and smiled wide enough to bare its
too-even white marble teeth. It wasn't a human mouth.
"I don't know," Cehmai said, ignoring the andat. "Really, you and I are
probably the two worst men in the city to ask about things like that.
I've never been in the position to have a wife. All the women I've been
with knew that this old bastard came before anything."
Stone-blade-Soft smiled placidly. Nlaati had the uncomfortable sense
that it was accepting a compliment.
"But you can see his dilemma," Nlaati said.
Outside, beyond the carefully sculpted oaks that kept the poet's house
separate from the palaces, the city was in shadow. The sun, hidden
behind the mountains to the east, filled the blue dome of air with soft
light. The towers stood dark against the daylight, birds wheeling far
below their highest reaches.
"I see that he's in a difficult position," Cehmai said. "And I'm in no
position to say that good men never lose their hearts to ... what?
Inappropriate women?"
"If you mean the Khai's sister, the term is vicious killers,"
StoneMade-Soft said. "But I think we can generalize from there."
"Thank you," Cehmai said. "But you've made the point yourself, Maati.
Nayiit's married her. He's acknowledged the child. Doing that hinds him
to something, doesn't it? He's made an agreement. He's made a kind of
promise, or else why say that he's been good to her? If he can put those
things aside, then that goodness is just a formality."
Maati sighed. His mind felt thick. Too much wine, too little rest. He
was old to be staying up all night; it was a young man's game. And
still, he felt it important that Cehmai understand. If he could explain
Nayiit to someone else, it would make the night and all their
conversations through it real. It would put them into the world in a way
that now might only have been a dream. He was silent too long,
struggling to put his thoughts in order. Cehmai cleared his throat, shot