"Captain Ajutani? lie's here, in the city. Wintering here with the rest
of us. He's done quite well for himself. And for us. I le's given me
some very good advice."
Eustin grunted and shook his head.
"Still don't trust him, sir."
"He's more or less out of opportunities to betray us," Balasar said, and
Eustin spat into the fire by way of reply.
Over the next days, the arms' shifted slowly from the rigorous
discipline of the road to the bawdy, long, low riot that comes with
wintering in a captured city. The locals-tradesmen and laborers and
utkhaiem alikeseemed stunned by the change. They were polite and
accommodating because Balasar's men were armed and practiced and
thousands strong, but as Balasar walked down the long, winding red brick
streets, he had the feeling that "Ian-Sadar was hoping to wake from this
nightmare and find the world once again as it had been. A hard, bitter
wind came from the North, and behind it, the season's first thin,
tentative snow.
lie found his mind turning hack to the west and home. The darkness
Eustin had seen in him grew with the prospect of returning. The years he
had spent gathering the threads of his campaign had come to their end;
that it was ending in triumph only partly forgave that it was ending. He
found himself wondering who he would be now that he was no longer the
man driven to destroy the andat. In the mornings, he imagined himself
living on his hereditary estate near Kirinton, perhaps taking a wife.
Perhaps teaching in one of the military academics. All his old dreams
revisited. As the sun peaked low in the sky and scuttled toward the
horizon, the fantasy darkened too. He would be a racing dog with nothing
left to chase. And worst, in the dark of the nights, he tried to sleep,
his mind pricked by another day gone by without word from the North and
the sick fear that despite all their successes, something had gone wrong.
And then, on a cold, clear morning, the courier from Coal arrived. Only
it wasn't from Coal. Not really. Because Coal was dead, and Balasar had
another ghost at his heels.
""I'hey came without warning," Balasar said. ""They were hiding in the
trees, like street bandits. He was the first to fall."
"I'm sorry to hear it," Sinja said. "It was a dishonorable attack. Not
that the honorable one did them much good from what I've heard."
Eustin's face might have been carved from stone.
"You have a point to make, Captain?" Balasar asked.
"Only that he did make an honest man's try on the field outside the
Dal-kvo's village, and he failed. "There's only so much you can count
against him that he tried a different tack."
He killed my men, Balasar wanted to say. Wanted to shout. He killed Coal.
Instead, he paced the length of the wide parlor, staring at the maps
he'd unrolled after he'd unsewn the letter from the remnants of the
northern force. The oil lamps hung from their chains, adding a thick
buttery light to the thin gray sunlight that filtered in from the
windows. Cetani was occupied, but the library was emptied, Khai and poet
missing along with the full population of the city. Machi remained. The
last of the poets, the last of the books, the last of the Khaiem. His
fingertips traced the route that would take him there.
"It's no use, General," Sinja said. "You can't put an army in the field
this late in the season. It's too cold. One half-decent storm will
freeze them to death."
"It's still autumn," Dustin said. "Winter's not come quite yet."
"It's a Northern autumn," Sinja said. "You're thinking it's like
Eddensea, but I'll tell you it's not. There's no ocean nearby to hold
the heat in. General, Machi isn't going anywhere between now and the
first thaw. The Dal-kvo's meat on a stick. Your man burned his books.
"I'hev have the same chance of binding a fresh andat before spring that
I have of growing wings and flying. And you have every chance of killing
more of your men than have died since we left the \Vestlands if you go
out there now."
"' ou've always given me good advice, Captain Ajutani," Balasar said. "I
appreciate your wisdom on this."
"I wouldn't call it wisdom particularly," Sinja said. "Just a common
interest in not turning into ice sculpture in a bean field somewhere be-
twwwecn here and there."
"Thank you," Balasar said, his tone making it clear that the meeting had
ended. Sinja saluted Balasar, nodded to Eustin, and made his way out.
The door closed with a click. F,ustin coughed.
"Do you think he's lying?" Balasar said. "I le'd been living in \lachi.
If there were a place he didn't rant captured, it would be there."
Eustin frowned, arms folded across his chest. lie looked older, Balasar
thought. The grief of losing Coal was heavy on his shoulders too. In a
sense, they were the last. 'T'here were other men who had taken part in
the campaign, but only the two of them had been there from the
beginning. Only they had been to the desert. And so there was no one
else who could have this conversation and truly understand it.
"I le's not lying," Eustin said. I lis voice was thick. Balasar could
hear how much it had cost him to agree with Sinja. "h,verything I've
heard says the cold up there is deadly. It's not a pleasant day out now,
and the season's milder here."
"And Nlachi's army?"
Eustin shrugged.
"It wasn't an honorable fight," he said. "If we empty t'tani and "lan-
Sadar, we've got something near three times the men Coal had at the end."
It would take them weeks to reach Nlachi, even if they started now. A
bad storm would be worse than a battle. "Ian-Sadar, on the other hand,
was a safe place to winter, and when the spring came, they could
overwhelm Machi in safety. They could revenge Coal a thousand times
over. 'T'here was no army that could come to \lachi's aid. Meaningful
defenses for the city couldn't be built in that time.
Snow was the only armor the enemy had, and the turning seasons would he
enough to remove it. Every strategist in Galt would counsel that he
wait, plan, prepare, rest. But there were poets in Machi, and all the
world to lose if he failed.
He looked up from the maps. His gaze met Eustin's, and they stood
together in silence, the only two men in the world who would look at
these facts, these odds, these stakes, and have no need to debate them.
"I'll break it to the men," Eustin said.
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