Cchmai took a long, slow breath, raising his hands palms-out. It wasn't
a formal gesture, but \laati understood it all the same. They were both
worn raw. I Ic sat hack in his chair, feeling the knots in his back and
neck. The brazier in the corner made the wide room smell warm without
seeming to actually heat it.
"Look," \laati said. "Let's put it aside for the day. We need to move
the library underground soon anyway. It's going to he too cold tip here
to do more than watch our fingers turn blue."
Cehmai nodded, then looked around at the disarray. Nlaati could read the
despair in his face.
"I'll put it hack together," MIaati said. ""Then a dozen slaves with
strong hacks, and I'll put it all together in the winter quarters in two
days' time."
"I should move the poet's house down too," Cehmai said. "I feel like I
haven't been there in weeks."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be. The place seems too big without Stone-Made-Soft anyway. "loo
quiet. It reminds me of ... well, of everything."
Nlaati rose, his knees aching. His feet tingled with the pins and
needles that long motionlessness brought him these days. lie clapped his
hand on Cehmai's Shoulder.
"Meet me in three days," he said. "I'll have the hooks in order. We'll
start again fresh."
Cehmai took a pose of agreement, but he looked exhausted. Worn thin. The
younger poet began snuffing the lanterns as %Iaati walked back toward
his apartments, placing his feet carefully until normal feeling returned
to them. Stepping the wrong way and breaking his ankle would he just the
thing to make the winter even more miserable than it already promised to he.
The rooms in which he spent his summers were already bare. The fire
grate was empty of everything but old soot. The tapestries were gone,
the couches, the tables, the cabinets. Everything had been moved to the
lower city. Winter are the middle of things in the North. The snows
would come soon, blocking the doors and windows. The second-story snow
doors would open out for anyone who needed to travel into the world.
Below, in the warmth of the ground, all the citizens of Machi, and now
of Cetani too, would huddle and talk and fight and sing and play at
tiles and stones until winter lost its grip and the snows turned to
meltwater and washed the black-cobbled streets. Only the metalworkers
remained at the ground level, the green copper roofs of the forges free
of snow and ice, the plumes of coal smoke rising almost as high as the
towers all through the winter.
At least all through this winter. This one last winter before the Galts
came and butchered them all.
If only there was some other way to phrase the idea of removing.
Seedless's true name would have been better translated Removing-the-
Part-"That-Continues. Continuity was a fairly simple problem. The old
grammars had several ways to conceptualize continuance. It was removal ...
Nlaati reached the thin red doorway at the back of the rooms, and
started down the stairs. It was dark as night. Darker. He would need to
talk with the palace servant masters about seeing that lanterns were lit
here. With as many people as there were filling every available niche in
the tunnels and, from what he heard, the mines as well, it seemed
unlikely that no one could he spared to be sure there was a little light
on his path.
Or they might be rationing lamp oil already. There was a depressing thought.
He descended, one hand on the smooth, cool stone of the wall to keep him
steady. He moved slowly because going quickly would get him winded, and
it was dark enough that he wanted to stay sure of his footing. His mind
was only half concerned with walking anyway. Cehmai was right. The
logical structure was the same whether he used nurat or something else.
So that was another dead end.
Removal.
It was a concept of relative motion. "faking something enclosed and
producing a distance between it and its-now previous-enclosure. Plucking
out a seed, or a baby. A gemstone from its setting. A man from his bed
or his home. Removing. Heshai's work in framing Seedless was so elegant,
so simple, that it seemed inevitable. That was the curse of second and
third bindings of the same andat. Finding something equally graceful,
but utterly different. It made his jaw ache just thinking about it.
I is reached the bottom of the stairs and the wide upper chamber of his
winter quarters. The night candle burning there was hardly to its first
quarter mark, which given the lengthening nights of autumn meant the
city beneath him would likely still he awake and active. Rest for him,
though. His day had been full already. He took up the candle, passed
down a short, close corridor, and reached the second stairway, which led
down to the bedchambers.
The air was noticeably warmer here than in the library-in part from the
heat of ten thousand people in the earth below him rising up, and in
part from its stillness. Servants had prepared his bed with blankets and
furs. A light meal of rice and spiced pork in one of the bowls of
handthick iron that could hold the heat for the better part of a day
waited on his writing table. Maati sat, ate slowly, not tasting the
food, drinking rice wine as if it were water. Even as he sucked the
pepper sauce off the last bit of pork, his feet and fingers were still
cold. Removing-the-ChillFrom-the-Old-Man's-Flesh. There was an andat.
Nlaati closed the lid of the great iron bowl, slipped out of his robes,
hefted himself into his bed, and willed himself to sleep. For a time, he
lay watching the candle burn, smelling the wax as it melted and dripped,
and could not get comfortable. IIe couldn't get the cold out of his toes
and knuckles, couldn't make his mind stop moving. He couldn't avoid the
growing fear that when he closed his eyes, the nightmares that had begun
plaguing him would return.
The images his mind held when his eyes were closed had become more
violent, more anxious. Fathers weeping for sons who were also sacks of
bloodied grain and dead mice; long, sleeping hours spent searching
through bodies in a charnel house hoping to find his child still living
and only finding Otah's children again and again and again; the
recurring dream of a tunnel that led down past the city, deeper than the
mines, and into the earth until the stone itself grew fleshy and angry
and bled. And the cry that woke him-a man's voice shouting from a great
distance that demanded to know whose child this was. Whose (hil<1.?
With this mind, Maati thought as he watched the single flame of the
night candle, I'm intended to hind an andat. It's like driving nails
with rotten meat.