Someone, something, on the carousel wailed faintly.
Thank God it’s dark, thought Will. Thank God, I can’t see. There goes someone. Here comes something. There, whatever it is, goes again. There… there…
A black shadow on the shuddering machine tried to stagger up, but it was late, late, later still, very late, latest of all, oh, very late. The shadow crumbled. The carousel, like the earth spinning, whipped away air, sunlight, sense and sensibility, leaving only dark, cold, and age.
In a final vomit, the switch box blew itself completely apart.
All the carnival lights blinked out.
The carousel slowed itself through the cold night wind.
Will let Jim go.
How many times, thought Will, did it go around? Sixty, eighty… ninety…?
How many times? said Jim’s face, all nightmare, watching the dead carousel shiver and halt in the dead grass, a stopped world now which nothing, not their hearts, hands or heads, could send back anywhere.
They walked slowly to the merry-go-round, their shoes whispering.
The shadowy figure lay on the near side, on the plank floor, its face turned away.
One hand hung off the platform.
It did not belong to a boy.
It seemed a huge wax hand shrivelled by fire.
The man’s hair was long, spidery, white. It blew like milkweed in the breathing dark.
They bent to see the face.
The eyes were mummified shut. The nose was collapsed upon gristle. The mouth was a ruined white flower, the petals twisted into a thin wax sheath over the clenched teeth through which faint bubblings sighed. The man was small inside his clothes, small as a child, but tall, strung out, and old, so old, very old, not ninety, not one hundred, no, not one hundred and ten, but one hundred and twenty or one hundred and impossible years old.
Will touched.
The man was cold as an albino frog.
He smelled of moon swamps and old Egyptian bandages. He was something found in museums, wrapped in nicotine linens, sealed in glass.
But he was alive, puling like a babe, and shriveling unto death, fast, very fast, before their eyes.
Will was sick over the side of the carousel.
Then, falling against each other, Jim and Will sledge-hammered the insane leaves, the unbelievable grass, the insubstantial earth with their numbed shoes, fleeing off down the midway…
Chapter 24
Moths ticked off the high tin-shaded arc light which swung abandoned above the crossroads. Below, in a deserted gas station in the midst of country wilderness there was another ticking. In a coffin-sized phone booth speaking to people lost somewhere across night hills, two white-faced boys were crammed, holding to each other at every flit of bat, each sliding of cloud across the stars.
Will hung up the phone. The police and an ambulance were coming.
At first he and Jim had shout-whispered-wheezed at each other, pumping along, stumbling: they should go home, sleep, forget—no! they should take a freight train west!—no! for Mr. Cooger, if he survived what they’d done to him, that old man, that old old old man, would follow them over the world until he found them and tore them apart! Arguing, shivering, they ended up in a phone booth, and now saw the police car bouncing along the road, its siren moaning, with the ambulance behind. All the men looked out at the two boys whose teeth chattered in the moth-flicked light.
Three minutes later they all advanced down the dark midway, Jim leading the way, talking, gibbering.
“He’s alive. He’s got to be alive. We didn’t mean to do it! We’re sorry!” He stared at the black tents. “You hear? We’re sorry!”
“Take it easy, boy,” said one of the policemen. “Go on.”
The two policemen in midnight blue, the two internes like ghosts, the two boys, made the last turn past the ferris wheel and reached the merry-go-round.
Jim groaned.
The horses trampled the night air, in midplunge. Starlight glittered on the brass poles. That was all.
“He’s gone…”
“He was here, we swear!” said Jim. “One hundred and fifty, two hundred years old, and dying of it!”
“Jim,” said Will.
The four men stirred uneasily.
“They must’ve taken him in a tent.” Will started off. A policeman took his elbow.
“Did you say one hundred and fifty years old?” he asked Jim. “Why not three hundred?”
“Maybe he was! Oh God.” Jim turned, yelling. “Mr. Cooger! We brought help!”
Lights blinked on in the Freak Tent. The huge banners out front rumbled and lashed as arc lights flushed over them. The police glanced up. MR. SKELETON, THE DUST WITCH, THE CRUSHER, VESUVIO THE LAVA SIPPFR! danced soft, big, painted each on its separate flag.
Jim paused by the rustling freak show entry.
“Mr. Cooger?” he pleaded. “You… there?”
The tent flaps mouthed out a warm lion air.
“What?” asked a policeman.
Jim read the moving flaps.
“They said ‘yes.’ They said, ‘Come in.’”
Jim stepped through. The others followed.
Inside they squinted through crisscrossed tent pole shadows to the high freak platforms and all the world-wandered aliens, crippled of face of bone, of mind, waiting there.
At a rickety card table nearby four men sat playing orange, lime-green, sun-yellow cards printed with moon beasts and winged sun-symbolled men. Here the akimbo Skeleton one might play like a piccolo; here the Blimp who could be punctured every night, pumped up at dawn; here the midget known as The Wart who could be mailed parcel post dirt-cheap; and next to him an even littler accident of cell and time, a Dwarf so small and perched in such a way you could not see his face behind the cards clenched before him in arthritic and tremulous oak-gnarled fingers.
The Dwarf! Will started. Something about those hands! Familar, familiar. Where? Who? What? But his eyes snapped on.
There stood Monsieur Guillotine, black tights, black long stockings, black hood over head, arms crossed over his chest, stiff straight by his chopping machine, the blade high in the tent sky, a hungry knife all flashes and meteor shine, much desiring to cleave space. Below, in the head cradle, a dummy sprawled waiting quick doom.
There stood the Crusher, all ropes and tendons, all steel and iron, all bone-monger, jaw-cruncher, horseshoe-taffy-puller.
And there the Lava Sipper, Vesuvio of the chafed tongue, of the scalded teeth, who spun scores of fireballs up, hissing in a ferris of flame which streaked shadows along the tent roof.
Nearby, in booths, another thirty freaks watched the fires fly until the Lava Sipper glanced, saw intruders, and let his universe fall. The suns drowned in a water tub.
Steam billowed. All froze in a tableau.
An insect stopped buzzing.
Will glanced swiftly.
There, on the biggest stage, a tattoo needle poised like a blowgun dart in his rose-crusted hand, stood Mr. Dark, the Illustrated Man.
His picture crowds flooded raw upon his flesh. Stripped bare to the navel, he had been stinging himself, adding a picture to his left palm with this dragonfly contraption. Now with the insect droned dead in his hand, he wheeled. But Will, staring beyond him, cried:
“There he is! There’s Mr. Cooger!”
The police, the internes, quickened.
Behind Mr. Dark sat the Electric Chair.
In this chair sat a ruined man, last seen strewn wheezing in a collapse of bones and albino wax on the broken carousel. Now he was erected, propped, strapped in this device full of lightning power.
“That’s him! He was… dying.”
The Blimp ascended to his feet.
The Skeleton spun about, tall.
The Wart flea-hopped to the sawdust.
The Dwarf let fall his cards and flirted his now mad, now idiot eyes ahead, around, over.
I know him, thought Will. Oh, God, what they’ve done to him!