"I'm really not feeling up to it, Mama."

"But, Laurel, I've already told people you would be here!" she exclaimed, sounding for all the world like a spoiled, petulant teenager. "I was going to call you today and tell you all about it! You wouldn't deny me the chance to save face with my friends, would you?"

"Yes" hovered on her tongue, but Laurel swallowed it back. Be a good girl, Laurel. Do the proper thing, Laurel. Don't upset Mama, Laurel. She stared down at her squishy sneakers and sighed in defeat. "Of course not, Mama. I'll come."

Vivian ignored the dolorous tone, satisfied with the answer. A smile blossomed like a rose on her lips. "Wonderful!" she exclaimed, suddenly fluttering with bright energy. She moved from table to mirror and back, smoothing her skirt, checking her earrings, gathering up her evening bag. "We'll sit down at one-after Sunday services, as always. And do wear something nice, Laurel," she added, casting a sidelong look at her wilted, rumpled daughter. "Now, Ross and I are already late for our dinner reservations, so we've got to rush."

"Yes, Mama," Laurel murmured, gritting her teeth as her mother bussed her cheek. "Have a nice evening."

Vivian swept out of the room, regal, imperious, victorious. Laurel watched her go, feeling impotent and beaten. If she hadn't been such a coward, she would have told her mother years ago to go to hell, as Savannah had. But she hadn't. And she wouldn't. Poor, pathetic little Laurel, still waiting for her mother to love her.

She snatched a glass off the sideboard, intending to hurl it across the room at the fireplace, but she couldn't manage to let herself go even that much.

Don't break anything, Laurel. Mama won't love you. Don't say the wrong thing, Laurel. Mama won't love you. Do as you're told, Laurel, or Mama won't love you.

The front door closed, and she listened to the engine of the Mercedes fire and the car's tires crunch over the crushed shell of the drive. Then she set the glass down, put her hands over her face, and cried.