He had just never had the libido of the men he had known over the years. As they had got older the women had got younger, with no logic as far as he was concerned. Ninety-eight per cent of sex was in the head, whoever you were banging at the time.
After all his years inside, and all his years alone, he saw this young lad as the son he could never have. Had never wanted until now, when he was looking his fifties square in the eye and the knowledge he might not be around for the duration had hit him on the chin. He wanted to leave his empire to someone who would appreciate it, keep his name alive and maybe father enough sons to deal it out to on his death. He saw himself in Jimmy, though obviously the boy was a much better-looking version.
Ozzy had learned very early that good-looking people got more out of life, they didn't have to try as hard as their uglier counterparts. And this boy was handsome, but he was unaware of just how attractive he was. It could only be a good thing, because at the end of the day good-looking men always squandered what the good God had given them. Beautiful women used their bodies, that was accepted since women were only good looking for a short time and without a personality they were forgotten in seconds. Once the stretchmarks and the hanging belly took hold they were no more than memories. A good-looking man could have fifteen kids and no one would be any the wiser. It was this fact that told him God was indeed a man. A female God would have given women stretchier skin and the sense to understand business.
Women walked away from their lives the minute they fell in love. A man could love a woman but she would never be his be all and end all, though a clever man might let her think she was, of course. But nature would always out. The mother of the main children must be taken care of at all costs and a man had to know that any children he was bringing up were his own. No cuckoos in the fucking nest to grow and betray you at some point. You had to be careful. Women could lie to your face and smile while they did it, every sensible man knew that.
Now Ozzy was happy to be passing all his wisdom on to this nice little fellow with the handsome face and the mind of an accountant. A young man who was quick to learn and who could fight his way out of a German prisoner-of-war camp.
Freddie was a good front man, Ozzy respected that, but Freddie would always need to be led by the balls. This Jimmy, he would lead and no one would ever realise what he was doing. It was the difference between a detached residence and a council flat, it was that clear to Ozzy. Freddie for all his big talk would always be just a tad below the average lifer, but this lad was going places.
'How is Freddie getting on with the houses?'
'He's doing marvels.'
The fact the boy was so loyal to a man who could barely count without taking his socks off made him all the more endearing to Ozzy.
'That's not what I heard.'
Jimmy grinned. 'Look, honestly, I keep me eye out, he is a good investment. Everyone listens to him. He is as mad as a brush, but he keeps things running smoothly.'
Ozzy was pleased with the answer.
'He also shags every bird in the houses, don't he?'
Jimmy smiled again. 'Yeah, but he ain't the only one to do that, is he? Anyway, his wife is ready to drop anytime. He's a family man at heart.'
'A family man? Are you having a tin bath, son?'
'You know what I mean. She is convinced it is a boy this time. A little lad would sort him out, no trouble.'
'If not, you tell him a big lad will be sorting him out if he ain't careful. Tell him the armed robberies are too close together and that's a recipe for Old Bill to start pissing all over him.'
'I'll relay the message, in me own words of course.'
Ozzy laughed loudly. 'You'll do, Jimmy me boy. Just keep him on a short leash, OK, he is upsetting people.'
Jimmy nodded. 'He is a really good enforcer you know, and in his own way he is fair.'
'I understand that, mate, but he also brings a lot of attention his way and that is what we want to avoid.'
'I know that, Oz, but he is loyal to you.'
Ozzy smiled then, the boy himself was too loyal really, but then family ties were closer than any other kind.
He snapped open his Kit Kat and ate it slowly, as always digesting everything that had been said before continuing.
'Now, an old mate of mine is getting out of Durham soon. Give him a job and keep your eye on him, OK?'
Jimmy nodded once more, knowing that whoever this was would be more likely to be keeping his eye on them.
'What's his name, Oz.'
'Bobby Blaine.'
Ozzy watched the colour drain from Jimmy's face.
Bobby's name was synonymous with lunacy and also with violence. It was why they had been such good mates.
Bobby B, as he was known, could instil fear into the meanest of hearts. Bobby was also a laugh, he was the funniest man that Ozzy had ever met, and he had met a few in his time. Bobby could smile and joke as he slit your throat, which of course was his downside, and the side that Ozzy wanted to use.
Jimmy decided he wouldn't give him too much responsibility until he had to because, knowing Bobby, he would only be out a year, if that, before he was once more at Her Majesty's pleasure. While he was home, though, he would use him.
Ozzy used people like he used his Kleenex, and when they ceased to be of any use, he binned them.
Simple as that.
Lena watched her daughter drag herself from the kitchen chair.
'My back's killing me, Mum.'
She looked awful. Lena would be very surprised if Jackie went full term with this child. Her belly was heavy and had already dropped, even though it wasn't due for another few weeks.
'It's all the weight you're carrying. That baby must be like Man Mountain Dean.'
They both laughed at the thought.
'I hope so, Mum. I like the name Dean, it's a manly, happy name.'
'You're not naming it Freddie then, after its father?'
This was said slyly to annoy her.
'Of course it will be called Freddie, but a second name should reflect the child's family background and character.'
Lena grinned. 'Better name it fucking Looney Tunes Jackson then, and be done with it.'
They laughed once more.
'Or how about calling it Radio Rental!'
They were shrieking with laughter now.
'Stop it, you rotten old cow. Want another cup of tea?'
Lena nodded and lit a cigarette. Giving it to her daughter she said gently, 'Sit yourself down, love, I'll make it.'
The kindness in her mother's voice was nearly Jackie's undoing, and as usual they had gone from hysterical laughter to verging on tears in seconds.
'Has he been home?' This was said quietly.
Jackie beamed as she answered. Drawing heavily on her Kensitas cigarette she said gaily, 'He is really excited, Mum, can't wait.'
Lena smiled once more, glad to see her daughter happy. The pregnancy was keeping her on an even keel for the moment. She prayed daily that Jackie would be delivered of a boy, it was what she wanted so desperately that she had spent huge amounts on seeing tarot readers, psychics, and any other fortune teller she could find in the local paper or through word of mouth.
All had said the same thing, it was a little lad. Well, it had better be.
Freddie was out and about a lot, but with her pregnant he was at least touching base more often. After the miscarriage he had been contrite and had blamed himself, but that wasn't going to last for ever.
'You are keeping off his back, aren't you?'
Jackie sighed. ''Course I am. It don't do me any good getting upset, does it? Like you always say, it won't bring him home.'
Lena decided not to pursue that line of conversation. The last year had been touch and go with Jackie and Freddie, especially since he had started working the houses along with the other businesses. She had been at the mercy of the houses herself a long time ago when her husband had been a pretender to the throne, and her Joseph had not had half the looks of Freddie. But then, brasses were a breed apart, everyone knew that. They looked out for the main chance and who could blame them?