“I don’t know about you guys,” Rishi says, “but that third one,
the ‘right’ one we’re supposed to take, doesn’t look so hot.”
She’s not wrong. The third path is out of my worst nightmares. The
trees are dry and black, like used coal. Thin and tangled like barbed
wire, and just as prickly. A hunched, furless cat scatters up a tree
with something dead in its jaws.
“I’m not just doing this to contradict you,” Nova says. “We don’t
know Madra. For all we know, she could be leading us into a trap. The
Meadow and the Wastelands lead to the mountain pass. Let’s take the
way that looks less likely to kill us.”
“But-”
“You paid for a guide, Ladybird. So let me guide.”
Doubt makes my thoughts spin. I reset my stopwatch to keep track
of our next leg. “It seems too easy.”
“We deserve a bit of easy, don’t you think?” Nova smiles, and it
lights up his whole face.
Rishi raises her hand. “I like it easy.”
Madra did tell me to look twice . The more I look at the path on
the right, the more it frightens me. A tiny imp creature lazily drags
a bloody bag over his shoulders. It glares at us with black eyes,
bares a row of tiny sharp teeth, and hisses, “ Intruders. ”
The middle path sings with light and life. One step closer to my
family.
Finally, I hold my hands out and say, “After you.”
22
Look twice, my child,
for shadows change
and so do faces.
- Rezo de las Brujas
“So far, so breezy,” Nova says, whistling as we walk.
Their good mood is a wordless shift that happens when he flanks me
on the right and Rishi on my left. It’s like there was never a
different path or option. This was the only one.
As we walk, my magic tickles my skin. Something about these woods
is magnetic. I want to reach out and let my power free, but I hold
back.
“I wonder if the rest of Los Lagos looked like this once,” Rishi
says. She picks up a white flower that fell from a tree and tucks it
behind her ear. “Before the energy-sucking monster started destroying
everything.”
“When I was little,” Nova says, “my gran used to say that Los
Lagos began as a waiting place for spirits. La Mama and El Papa
created it for the afterlife. But then the land took on a life of its
own. It became solid. Grass and forests began to grow. Mountains
formed, prairies shifted, and lakes and rivers cut across them all.
The Tree of Souls was always the heart of it. Then the Deos sent
animals and half-beings that didn’t belong in the human realm
anymore.”
“Like the dodo bird?” Rishi asks hopefully. Out of every extinct
animal, she wants to see a real-life dodo.
Nova chuckles. “Something like that. People came after that.
Brujas and brujos were banished here. Some even came on their own,
seeking to build a new life.”
“When did the Devourer show up?” I ask. Tiny animals on the trees
shudder when I say the shadow creature’s name.
“I don’t know,” Nova says. “Maybe she was banished here or maybe
she was here from the start.”
“I wish Madra were less cryptic,” I say. “I think the answer to
defeating the Devourer is in the tree. Maybe we’ll come across another
one of the tribes Madra mentioned. Maybe we can get real answers.”
“Maybe.” Rishi is half listening, half petting tiny, green fairies
that jump on branches and walk alongside us. They come in all the
colors of the forest, with gossamer bodies and slick, bald heads
crowned with thorns. They seem to make it a game of seeing who can get
the biggest bite out of us.
One opens its tiny pink mouth and goes for my face. I pinch her
leathery skin and hold her up to my lips. I blow at the fairy, like
she’s an eyelash at the tip of my finger. As she floats away, I wonder
if I should’ve made a wish. Nova, on the other hand, flicks at one
that lands on his shoulder. It hits a tree but recovers quickly,
spitting in our wake.
“It’s hard to think of Madra being afraid of anyone,” Rishi says.
“When she caught me in the middle of the sky, I thought I’d died and
gone to heaven. Not that Hindus believe in that heaven, but you know
what I mean.”
“Monsters are the origin for a lot of human myths,” Nova tells
her. “Like angels.”
“Madra isn’t a monster!” Rishi says. “Madra is doing the same
thing as Alex. She’s trying to keep her people alive. The Devourer is
a monster.”
I remember the night of my Deathday. The portal opened up, and she
was on the other side, waiting, her face hidden by the horned skull of
a hideous beast. I’ve found you , she told me.
“I wonder what the Devourer looks like beneath that bone helmet,”
I say. “The Book doesn’t have a sketch.”
“The avianas described her as a ‘terror in the night,’” Rishi
says. “I’m not sure I want to find out what that looks like.”
“In a place of magic like this,” Nova says, “power doesn’t always
have a single shape. It just is . Maybe the Devourer is a beautiful
woman one moment and a winged demon the next.”
“I suppose it shouldn’t matter what she is,” I say, “as long as I
can defeat her.”
Rishi makes a pondering sound. “What if she has a million eyes or
poisonous fangs or, I don’t know, a flaming sword. What if she’s
human?”
Nova looks at Rishi curiously. “Is something easier to destroy if
it doesn’t look human? Like, you’d kill a spider because it scares
you, but you wouldn’t kill a person if it destroyed someone you
loved?”
“That’s different!” Rishi shouts. The flower in her hair is
drooping.
“Not all monsters look monstrous.” There’s so much sadness in his
voice that I want to ask how he knows that. “Sometimes they’re
perfectly normal humans. Sometimes they’re so beautiful, you would
never suspect.”
He holds up a branch so Rishi and I can pass without it hitting
our heads.
“We have to be prepared for any form it takes shape.”
“I’m prepared,” I say, sounding bolder than I feel. “The Devourer
consumes power. What if there’s no tree to take power from?”
“Destroy the Tree of Souls?” Nova stops walking for a minute.
“You’d destroy an entire realm to save your family?”
“That’s not what I said.” I keep walking without looking at him.
Suddenly, I’m annoyed at Nova. My eye keeps twitching, I’m sweating,
and I’m hungry. “Whose side are you on?”
“I don’t exactly like Sir Lights-a-Lot,” Rishi says, “but he’s got
a point. Without the Devourer, the tree can give life back to Los
Lagos. You could save more than your family. You could save the whole
world! Or rather, this world.”
They don’t understand , a tiny voice says. I listen to the wind
rustling through the perfectly green trees and perfectly blooming
flowers. Not one of them understands this power.
I walk faster, leaving them behind.
“Alex, get back here,” Nova shouts.
“Just give her space,” Rishi tells him. Their voices are amplified
in my head, like I’m hearing them over a stereo.
“We really shouldn’t separate.”
“You don’t know anything about girls, do you?”
“I know enough.”
Rishi scoffs. “She’s overwhelmed by how enormous this task is and
scared because everything is trying to kill us, and hello, you don’t
exactly have the best bedside manner. I know Alex better than you.
Back off.”
“You know her better? Clearly not well enough that she trusted you
with her secret.”
I can’t take it anymore. I pick up my pace, sweat dripping down my
chest and spine. I wish I could outrun their voices, my memories, my