"The what?"
"In the game we're playing. Our MUD game. Triple-X was the turncoat. They all have to die – like Judas. Or Boromir in The Lord of the Rings. Your character's part is pretty clear too. You know what it is?"
Characters… Gillette remembered the message that had accompanied the picture of the dying Lara Gibson. All the world's a MUD, and the people in it merely characters…
"Tell me."
"You're the hero with the flaw – the flaw usually gets them into trouble. Oh, you'll do something heroic at the end and save some lives and the audience'1l cry for you. But you'll still never make it to the final level of the game."
"So what's my flaw?"
"Don't you know? Your curiosity."
Gillette then asked, "And what character are you?"
"I'm the antagonist who's better and stronger than you and I'm not held back by moral compunction. But I have the forces of good lined up against me. That makes it a bitch for me to win… Let's see, who else? Andy Anderson? He was the wise man who dies but whose spirit lives on. Obi-Wan Kenobi. Frank Bishop is the soldier…"
Gillette was thinking: Hell, we could've had a police guard protecting Triple-X. We could've done something.
Amused again, Phate looked down at the pistol in Gillette's hand. "They let you have a gun?"
"I borrowed it," Gillette explained. "From a guy who stayed here to baby-sit me."
"And he's, what, knocked out? Bound and gagged?"
"Something like that."
Phate nodded. "And he didn't see you do it so you're going to tell them that it was me."
"Prelty much."
A bitter laugh. "I'd forgotten what a fucking good MUD tactician you were. You were the quiet one in Knights of
Access, you were the poet. But, damn, you played a good game."
Gillette pulled a pair of handcuffs out of his pocket. These too he'd lifted off Backle's belt after he body slammed the agent in the coffee room. He felt far less guilty about the assault than he supposed he ought to. He tossed the cuffs to Phate and stepped back. "Put them on."
The hacker took them but didn't ratchet them around his wrists. He simply stared at Gillette for a long moment. Then: "Let me ask you a question – why'd you go over to the other side?"
"The handcuffs," Gillette muttered, gesturing toward them. "Put them on."
But with imploring eyes, Phate said passionately, "Come on, man. You're a hacker. You were born to live in your Blue Nowhere. What're you doing working for them?"
"I'm working for them because I am a hacker," Gillette snapped. "You're not. You're just a goddamn loser who happens to use machines to kill people. That's not what hacking's about."
"Access is what hacking's about. Getting as deep as you can into someone's system."
"But you don't stop with somebody's C: drive, Jon. You have to keep going, to get inside their body too." He waved angrily at the white-board, where the pictures of Lara Gibson and Willem Boethe were taped. "You're killing people. They're not characters, they're not bytes. They're human beings."
"So? I don't see a bit of difference between software code and a human being. They're both created, they serve a purpose, then people die and code's replaced by a later version. Inside a machine or outside, inside a body or out, cells or electrons, there's no difference."
"Of course there's a difference, Jon."
"Is there?" he asked, apparently perplexed by Gillette's comment. "Think about it. How did life start? Lightning striking the primordial soup of carbon, hydrogen, nitrogen, oxygen, phosphate and sulfate. Every living creature is made up of those elements, every living creature functions because of electrical impulses. Well, every one of those elements, in one form or another, you'll find in a machine. Which functions because of electrical impulses."
"Save the bogus philosophy for the kids in the chat rooms, Jon. Machines're wonderful toys; they've changed the world forever. But they're not alive. They don't reason."
"Since when is reasoning a prerequisite for life?" Phate laughed. "Half the people on earth are fools, Wyatt. Trained dogs and dolphins reason better than they do."
"For Christ's sake, what happened to you? Did you get so lost in the Machine World that you can't tell the difference?"
Phate's eyes grew wide with anger. "Lost in the Machine World? I don't have any other world! And whose fault is that?"
"What do you mean?"
"Jon Patrick Holloway had a life in the Real World. He lived in Cambridge, he worked at Harvard, he had friends, he'd go out to dinner, he'd go on dates. His was -as real as anybody else's fucking life. And, you know what? He liked it! He was going to meet somebody, he was going to have a family!" His voice broke. "But what happened? You turned him in and destroyed him. And the only place left for him to go was the Machine World."
"No," Gillette said evenly. "The real you was cracking into networks and stealing code and hardware and crashing nine-one-one. Jon Holloway's life was totally fake."
"But it was something! It was the closest I ever came to having a life!" Phate swallowed and for a moment Gillette wondered if he was going to cry. But the killer controlled his emotions fast and, smiling, glanced around the dinosaur pen. He noticed the two broken keyboards sitting in the corner. "You've only busted two of them?" He laughed.
Gillette himself couldn't help but smile. "I've only been here a couple of days. Give me time."
"I remember you saying you never developed a light touch."
"I was hacking one time, must've been five years ago, and I broke my little finger. I didn't even know it. I kept keying for another couple of hours – until I saw my hand start to turn black."
"What was your endurance record?" Phate asked him.
Gillette thought back. "Once I keyed for thirty-nine hours straight."
"Mine was thirty-seven," Phate responded. "Would've been longer but I fell asleep. When I woke up I couldn't move my hands for two hours… Man, we did some serious shit, didn't we?"
Gillette said, "Remember that guy – the air force general? We saw him on CNN. He said that their recruiting Web site was tighter than Fort Knox and that no punks would ever hack it."
"And we got inside their VAX in, what, about ten minutes?"
The young hackers had uploaded Kimberly-Clark advertisements onto the site; all the exciting pictures of jet fighters and bombers were replaced by product shots of Kotex boxes.
"That was a good hack," Phate said.
"Oh, and how 'bout when we turned the White House Press Office main line into a pay phone?" Gillette mused.
They fell silent for a moment. Finally Phate said, "Oh, man, you were better than me… you just got derailed. You married that Greek girl. What was her name? Ellie Papandolos, right?" He looked Gillette over closely as he mentioned her name. "You got divorced… but you're still in love with her, right? I can see it."
Gillette said nothing.
Phate continued, "You're a hacker, man. You've got no business being with a woman. When machines're your life you don't need a lover. They'll only hold you back."
Gillette countered, "What about Shawn?"
A darkness crossed Phate's face. "That's different. Shawn understands exactly who I am. There aren't many people who do."
"Who is he?"
"Shawn's none of your business," Phate said ominously, then a moment later he smiled. "Come on, Wyatt, let's work together. I know you want the scoop on Trapdoor. Wouldn't you give anything to know how it works?"
"I do know how it works. You use a packet-sniffer to divert messages. Then you use steganography to embed a demon in the packets. The demon self-activates as soon as it's inside the target machine and resets the communications protocols. It hides in a game program and self-destructs when somebody comes looking for it."