Church. He’s performing his own ritual here, saving them then absolving them and leaving them with this.“ She indicated the amice. ”The symbol of that salvation and absolution. He folds the amice exactly the same way each time. He positions their bodies exactly the same way. But this time he didn’t tidy her clothes.“

“Playing detective?”

Tess balled her hands in her pockets, fighting to overlook Ben’s sarcasm. “This is devotion, blind devotion to the Church, obsession with ritual. But the handwriting shows that he’s beginning to question what he’s doing, what he’s driven to do.”

“That’s fine.” Unreasonable anger rushed into him at her lack of emotional response. Ben turned his back to her and bent over the body. “Why don’t you go out to the car and write that up? We’ll be sure to pass on your professional opinion to her family.”

He didn’t see her face, the quick hurt then the slow anger that came into her eyes. But he heard her walk away.

“Little rough on her, weren’t you?”

Ben didn’t look at his partner either, but at the woman who had been Anne. She stared back at him. Serve and protect. No one had protected Anne Reasoner.

“She doesn’t belong here,” he murmured, and thought as much of Anne Reasoner as of Tess. He shook his head, still studying the almost saintlike pose of the body. “What was she doing in an alley in the middle of the night?” An alley that was close, too damn close, to Tess’s apartment.

“Maybe she wasn’t.”

Drawing his brows together, Ben lifted up one of her feet. She’d worn loafers. The kind that last through college, your first marriage and divorce. The leather fit her feet like gloves and was well polished. The back of the heel was freshly scraped and scarred.

“So he killed her on the street and dragged her in.” Ben looked over at Ed as his partner crouched and examined the other shoe. “He strangled her out on the fucking street. We got streetlights about every ten goddamn feet in this neighborhood. We got black and whites cruising every thirty minutes, and he kills her on the street.” He looked at her hands. Her nails were medium length and well shaped.

Only three of them were broken. The coral-colored polish was un-chipped. “Doesn’t look like she put up much of a fight.”

The light was turning gray, awashed-out, milky gray that promised overcast skies and cold autumn rain. Dawn floated over the city without any beauty. Sunday morning. People were sleeping in. Hangovers were brewing. The first church services would begin soon with raw-eyed, weekend-dazed congregations.

Tess leaned against the hood of Ben’s car. The suede jacket wasn’t warm enough in the chilled dawn, but she was too restless to get inside the car. She watched a round man with a medical bag and blue-paisley pajama bottoms under a flapping overcoat go into the alley. The coroner’s day had started early.

From somewhere blocks away came the grinding metallic sound of a truck changing gears. A single cab rode by without slowing down. One of the uniformed cops brought a big Styrofoam cup with steam and the scent of coffee rising off the top, and handed it to the figure in back of the cruiser.

Tess looked toward the alley again. She’d held up, she told herself, though her stomach was roiling now in reaction. She’d been professional, as she’d promised herself she would be. But she wouldn’t forget Anne Reasoner for a long time. Death wasn’t a neatly printed statistic when you looked it in the face.

She would have kicked and pulled at the scarf with her hands and tried to scream.

Tess took a long gulp of air that hurt her throat, raw from swallowing nausea. She was a doctor. She repeated it over and over until the cramp in her stomach eased. She’d been trained to deal with death. And she had dealt with it.

Turning away from the alley, she faced the empty street. Who was she trying to fool? She dealt with despair, with phobias, neuroses, even violence, but she’d never been face-to-face with the victim of a murder. Her life was ordered, protected because she’d made certain of it. Pastel walls and questions and answers. Even her hours at the clinic were tame compared to the day-to-day violence on the streets of the city where she lived.

She knew about ugliness, violence, and perversion, but she’d always been neatly separated from all of it by her own background. The senator’s granddaughter, the bright young student, the cool-headed doctor. She had her degree, her successful practice, and three published papers. She’d treated the helpless, the hopeless, and the pitiful, but she’d never knelt down beside murder.

“Dr. Court?”

She turned back and saw Ed. Instinctively she looked past him and spotted Ben talking to the coroner.

“I wrangled you some coffee.”

“Thanks.” She took the cup and sipped slowly.

“Want a bagel?”

“No.” She laid a hand on her stomach. “No.”

“You did okay in there.”

The coffee settled and seemed content to stay down. Looking over the cup, she met his eyes. He understood, she realized, and neither condemned nor pitied. “I hope I never have to do it again.”

A black plastic bag was carried out of the alley. Tess found herself able to watch as it was loaded into the morgue van.

“It never gets any easier,” Ed murmured. “I used to wish it would.”

“Not anymore?”

“No. I figure if it gets easier, it means you’ve lost the edge that makes you want to find out why.”

She nodded. Common sense and common compassion in his quiet voice were soothing. “How long have you and Ben been partners?”

“Five, almost six years.”

“You suit each other.”

“Funny, I was just thinking the same thing about you.”

She gave a low, humorless laugh. “There’s a difference between attraction and suitability.”

“Maybe. There’s also a difference between stubbornness and stupidity.” His look remained bland as her head came around. “Anyway, Dr. Court,” he went on before she had a chance to react. “I was hoping you might talk to the witness for a couple of minutes. He’s pretty shook up, and we’re not getting anywhere.”

“All right.” She nodded at the cruiser. “That’s him in the car, isn’t it?”

“Yeah. Name’s Gil Norton.”

Tess walked to the car and crouched at the open door. He was hardly more than a boy, she thought. Twenty, maybe twenty-two. While he shivered and gulped coffee, his face was pale, with a high flush of color over the cheekbones. His eyes were puffed and red from weeping, and his teeth clattered. He’d put dents with his thumbs in the sides of the Styrofoam cup. He smelt of beer and vomit and terror.

“Gil?”

After a jolt, he turned his head. She hadn’t any doubt he was stone sober now, but she could see a bit too much white around his irises. His pupils were dilated.

“I’m Dr. Court. How are you feeling?”

“I want to go home. I’ve been sick. My stomach hurts.” There was a trace of the whining self-pity of a drunk who’d had cold water dumped in his face. Under it was plain fear.

“Finding her must have been pretty dreadful.”

“I don’t want to talk about it.” His mouth contracted into a thin white line. “I want to go home.”

“I’ll call someone for you if you like. Your mother?”

Tears began to squeeze out of his eyes again. His hands trembled until the coffee sloshed in his cup.

“Gil, why don’t you step out of the car? You might feel better if you stood up in the fresh air.”

“I want a cigarette. I smoked all of mine.”

“We’ll get some.” She held out a hand. After a moment’s hesitation, he took it. His fingers closed over hers like a vice. “I don’t want to talk to the cops.”

“Why?”

“I should have a lawyer. Shouldn’t I have a lawyer?”

“I’m sure you can if you like, but you’re not in trouble, Gil.”