Thankfully he only hit me ten times then said, "I guess you are sincere. I'll take off the chains. You have nowhere to go anyway. I sent your Mom on a trip around the world. They will be gone for six months. Even if you do run away I have private detectives who will find you and when they bring you back I'll burn off your nipples with my cigarette lighter."

I promised I wouldn't run away and just asked that my next time not last as long.

He smiled at that and said, "On the next party everyone is going to think of a way to torture you. You may choose the one you want."

I deserved an academy award for my acting skill when I thanked him and said that sounded thrilling.

That night when I was sure he was asleep soundly after giving him a blow job while he jerked on fish hooks he put in my nipples I sneaked to the kitchen and got a big knife I used to stab him in the stomach over and over until he gurgled and died.

I took all the cash I could find and his credit cards and ran out to catch a cab to the airport to catch a flight to Mexico. It was stupid to use the credit cards. The cops arrested me in a week.

I am writing this for my lawyer to help defend me in court. He told me the best I could hope for is manslaughter since the cops found all the tapes except my last ordeal. They don't believe I was forced into those things and think I killed him for his money. According to them I had just gone to Mexico trying to establish an alibi.

The cops have already leaked to the press that I was into S&M and the tabloids think I killed him as the ultimate sadistic act.