I wondered if having a daughter of marriageable age in this cloister of young men might account for the slightly harried expression that permanently troubled the rector's face.
"Was your daughter interested?"
The rector's nose wrinkled. "Oh, she has ever been troublesome on the question of marriage. Girls have foolish notions of love-I should not have allowed her to read poetry so freely."
"She is educated, then?"
He nodded absently, as if his mind were elsewhere. "My children were close in age-barely more than a year between them-and I thought it unfair that my son should have lessons and my daughter be left only to sew. Besides, young John always had trouble keeping his mind on his books. I thought it would do him good to have to compete with his sister, for she was always the sharper of the two and he hated being bested by her. In that I was correct. But now it seems I have spoiled her for marriage-she loves nothing more than to dally in the library arguing ideas back and forth with the students when she has the chance, and is much too bold with her own opinions, which is hardly seemly in a lady and a trait no gentleman wants in a wife. So it was all for naught."
He turned his face away then and, with a great sigh, looked out toward some point across the courtyard.
"Why for naught? Did your son not stick to his studies?"
His face convulsed, as if with a sudden bodily pain, and with some effort he answered. "My poor John died some four years past, God rest him-thrown from a horse. He would have been turning twenty-one this summer, he was of an age with Thomas Allen."
"I am sorry for your loss."
"As for Sophia," he continued, briskly, "she was fond of Thomas and thought of him as a friend, but lately I have not thought it proper that they should associate, given the reputation of his family. His prospects are much diminished now, of course."
"Yet another loss for the boy, hard on the heels of so many others."
"Yes, it is a shame," the rector said, without much sympathy. "But come, we must not stand here gossiping like goodwives-the servant will show you to your room, where I trust a good fire will be blazing for you to dry your clothes. By Jesus, that wind has grown cold, it is more like November than May. I shall look forward to seeing you at supper."
He shook my hand and I turned to follow the servant up the dim wooden stairway to my room.
"Doctor Bruno," the rector called, as I was almost out of sight. I leaned back to see his face looking anxiously up at me. "Please, out of charity, I ask that you do not make any mention of Thomas Allen or what I have told you of my poor John at supper-my wife and daughter find both subjects quite distressing."
"You must not worry on that count," I replied, intrigued by the idea that in a short time I would meet this boldly opinionated daughter. The prospect of an intelligent young woman's company made the idea of supper with the rector considerably more enticing than it had seemed before.
Chapter 3
I dressed for dinner in a clean shirt with a plain black doublet and breeches, and paused for a moment to consider myself in the mottled glass that had been left resting on my mantelpiece. My hair and beard were a little too long, it was true, and the weather had left them more unruly than usual, though I had long ago decided at the Parisian court that I had neither the time nor the vanity to compete with gentlemen of fashion in matters of dress. But at thirty-five, I thought, I could still make myself presentable. My reflection looked back from large dark eyes pooled in shadow; our scuffle on the road had left a graze on my cheek, but perhaps a young woman confined in a college cloister might find that intriguing. I knew that women found enough in my appearance to please them, even though I was no prospect for a serious attachment, having neither property nor title but only a dubious kind of fame to my name. For my part, I had made the most of such opportunities as came my way in Paris, but since Morgana's death I had met no woman with equal wit and spirit to catch my heart as well as my eye. But the rector's daughter sounded intriguing, and I must confess that the prospect of meeting her had piqued my interest, even though I knew I could hardly afford distractions in Oxford with so much at stake and so few days.
I grinned at my reflection in the glass, ran my hands through my hair, and shook my head briefly at my own foolishness, before making my way down the staircase to the archway in the east range where I had been told I would find the rector's lodgings. As I entered its shadows, my eye was caught by a glimpse of green from the other end of the passageway, which ran the width of the building; following it to the end, I emerged through an open gate of iron bars into a walled garden at the back of the college, not over-cultivated but left as an orchard, the grass grown tall and thick with wild-flowers under apple trees, with wooden benches set at intervals along the path that ran around by the walls. In better weather this would be a pleasant place for scholars to sit and read, I thought, though it was empty now as the rain battered at the leaves. I returned to the passageway and found the door that proclaimed the rector's name on a plaque, straightened my clothes, and prepared myself for my first taste of Oxford hospitality.
The first thing I noticed as I waited to be admitted was that the animated conversation I could hear from behind the door was pitched slightly too loud, in the way that men in a group will compete to outdo one another if they want to impress a woman. An old servant with a pinched face opened the door and showed me straight through into a fine high room with tall arched windows in two facing walls, the rest panelled in dark wood and hung with portraits and tapestries. Immediately I understood the source of this braggadocio. At the far side of a long table set with grand sconces of candles sat a young woman of about nineteen years, dressed in a plain dove-grey gown with a straight embroidered bodice and with her long dark hair unbound. Like the rest of the guests already seated, she stopped her conversation and turned her attention to me as I approached, her eyes skimming me up and down with a mixture of curiosity and amusement. This, then, was Sophia Underhill, and I understood her father's urgent wish to marry her off; she had a striking, feline face with keen light-brown eyes and her presence in the college must have proved a sore distraction for the young men trying to bend their minds to their books. The rector rose from his chair at the head of the table with bustling importance and reached out to shake my hand.
"Welcome, Doctor Bruno, welcome to my table. Please be seated, and I shall introduce you to some of the college's senior Fellows and my family."
He gestured to the seat on his left hand, which I was pleased to note was almost opposite his daughter's. I nodded politely to her in greeting before glancing around at the rest of the guests assembled at the table. We were ten in number, all men dressed in academic gowns, with the exception of the girl and a tired-looking woman of middle years seated at the other end of the table, opposite the rector.
"Allow me to introduce my wife, Mistress Margaret Underhill," he began, gesturing toward her.
"Piacere di conoscerla," I said, bowing my head. The woman smiled weakly; despite her husband's earlier words, she did not look especially delighted at the prospect of entertaining.
"And my daughter, Sophia," the rector continued, unable to keep the note of pride from his voice. "You see that I gave her the Greek name for wisdom."
"Then her suitors may truly call themselves 'philosophers,'" I replied, smiling at her. "Lovers of Sophia."
There was a sharp intake of breath from her mother at the end of the table and a suppressed laugh from the men present, but the girl returned my smile and blushed pleasingly before lowering her eyes. The rector forced a smile.