Your stomach sinks. Redwood Point. A resort? Or at least that's what your uncle said. Maybe in nineteen thirty-eight, you think. But not anymore. And as you steer off the highway, tapping your brakes, weaving down the bumpy narrow road past shorter, more twisted pine trees toward the dingy town where your birth certificate says you entered the world, you feel hollow. You pass a ramshackle boarded-up hotel. On a ridge that looks over the town, you notice the charred collapsed remnant of what seems to have been another hotel and decide, discouraged, that your wife and your uncle were right. This lengthy, fatiguing journey was needless. So many years. A ghost of a town that might have been famous once. You'll never find answers here.
The dusty road levels off and leads past dilapidated buildings toward the skeleton of the pier. You stop beside a shack, get out, and inhale the salty breeze from the ocean. An old man sits slumped on a chair on the few safe boards at the front of the pier. Obeying an impulse, you approach, your footsteps crunching on seashells and gravel.
"Excuse me," you say.
The old man has his back turned, staring toward the ocean.
The odor of decay – dead fish along the shore – pinches your nostrils.
"Excuse me," you repeat.
Slowly the old man turns. He cocks his shriveled head, either in curiosity or antagonism.
You ask the question that occurred to you driving down the slope. "Why is this town called Redwood Point? This far south, there aren't any redwoods."
"You're looking at it."
"I'm not sure what…"
The old man gestures toward the ruin of the pier. "The planks are made of redwood. In its hey-day" – he sips from a beer can – "used to be lovely. The way it stuck out toward the bay, so proud." He sighs, nostalgic. "Redwood Point."
"Is there a hospital?"
"You sick?"
"Just curious."
The old man squints. "The nearest hospital's forty miles up the coast."
"What about a doctor?"
"Used to be. Say, how come you ask so many questions?"
"I told you I'm just curious. Is there a courthouse?"
"Does this look like a county seat? We used to be something. Now we're…" The old man tosses his beer can toward a trash container. He misses. "Shit."
"Well, what about… Have you got a police force?"
"Sure. Chief Kitrick." The old man coughs. "For all the good he does. Not that we need him. Nothing happens here. That's why he doesn't have deputies."
"So where can I find him?"
"Easy. This time of day, the Redwood Bar."
"Can you tell me where…"
"Behind you." The old man opens another beer. "Take a left. It's the only place that looks decent."
The Redwood Bar, on a cracked concrete road above the beach, has fresh redwood siding that makes the adjacent buildings look even more dingy. You pass through a door that has an anchor painted on it and feel as if you've entered a tackle shop or have boarded a trawler. Fishing poles stand in a corner. A net rimmed with buoys hangs on one wall. Various nautical instruments, a sextant, a compass, others you can't identify, all looking ancient despite their gleaming metal, sit on a shelf beside a polished weathered navigation wheel that hangs behind the bar. The sturdy rectangular tables all have captain's chairs.
Voices in the far right corner attract your attention. Five men sit playing cards. A haze of cigarette smoke dims the light above their table. One of the men – in his fifties, large-chested, with short sandy hair and a ruddy complexion – wears a policeman's uniform. He studies his cards.
A companion calls to the bartender, "Ray, another beer, huh? How about you, Hank?"
"It's only ten to five. I'm not off-duty yet," the policeman says and sets down his cards. "Full house."
"Damn. Beats me."
"It's sure as hell better than a straight."
The men throw in their cards.
The policeman scoops up quarters. "My deal. Seven-card stud." As he shuffles the cards, he squints in your direction.
The bartender sets a beer on the table and approaches you. "What'll it be?"
"Uh, club soda," you say. "What I… Actually I want to talk to Chief Kitrick."
Overhearing, the policeman squints even harder. "Something urgent?"
"No. Not exactly." You shrug, self-conscious. "This happened many years ago. I guess it can wait a little longer."
The policeman frowns. "Then we'll finish this hand if that's okay."
"Go right ahead."
At the bar, you pay for your drink and sip it. Turning toward the wall across from you, you notice photographs, dozens of them, the images yellowed, wrinkled, and faded. But even at a distance, you know what the photographs represent, and compelled, repressing a shiver, you walk toward them.
Redwood Point. The photographs depict the resort in its prime, fifty, sixty years ago. Vintage automobiles gleam with newness on what was once a smoothly paved, busy street outside. The beach is crowded with vacationers in old-fashioned bathing suits. The impressive long pier is lined with fishermen. Boats dot the bay. Pedestrians stroll the sidewalks, glancing at shops or pointing toward the ocean. Some eat hot dogs and cotton candy. All are well-dressed, and the buildings look clean, their windows shiny. The Depression, you think. But not everyone was out of work, and here the financially advantaged sought refuge from the summer heat and the city squalor. A splendid hotel – guests holding frosted glasses or fanning themselves on the spacious porch – is unmistakably the ramshackle ruin you saw as you drove in. Another building, expansive, with peaks and gables of Victorian design, sits on a ridge above the town, presumably the charred wreckage you noticed earlier. Ghosts. You shake your head. Most of the people in these photographs have long since died, and the buildings have died as well but just haven't fallen down. What a waste, you think. What happened here? How could time have been so cruel to this place?
"It sure was pretty once," a husky voice says behind you.
You turn toward Chief Kitrick and notice he holds a glass of beer.
"After five. Off duty now," he says. "Thanks for letting me finish the game. What can I do for you? Something about years ago, you said?"
"Yes. About the time these photographs were taken."
The chief's eyes change focus. "Oh?"
"Can we find a place to talk? It's kind of personal."
Chief Kitrick gestures. "My office is just next door."
It smells musty. A cobweb dangles from a corner of the ceiling. You pass a bench in the waiting area, go through a squeaky gate, and face three desks, two of which are dusty and bare, in a spacious administration area. A phone, but no two-way radio. A file cabinet. A calendar on one wall. An office this size – obviously at one time, several policemen had worked here. You sense a vacuum, the absence of the bustle of former years. You can almost hear the echoes of decades-old conversations.
Chief Kitrick points toward a wooden chair. "Years ago?"
You sit. "Nineteen thirty-eight."
"That is years ago."
"I was born here." You hesitate. "My parents both died three weeks ago, and…"
"I lost my own dad just a year ago. You have my sympathy."
You nod, exhale, and try to order your thoughts. "When I went through my father's papers, I found… There's a possibility I may have been adopted."
As in the bar, the chief's eyes change focus.
"And then again maybe not," you continue. "But if I was adopted, I think my mother's name was Mary Duncan. I came here because… Well, I thought there might be records I could check."