Chapter 7
Carrie woke up in a cold sweat. The nightmare had consumed her, terrified her. Trembling like a child, she wrapped
herself in the down comforter and tried to calm her racing heartbeat. She felt as if she were having a heart attack. She put her hand to her chest and took a couple of deep breaths. The nightmare had been so real. My God, what had brought that on? She hadn't thought about Jilly in years. Why was her sister suddenly tormenting her sleep again?
Maybe she was just overly tired. Yes, that was it, she thought, latching onto the possibility. It made sense, didn't it? She had been working seventy-, eighty-hour weeks for the past two months, firming up and then nailing the incredibly lucrative Bliss account. The contracts were all signed and delivered, and now that she could finally slow the pace, her overloaded brain had simply had a minor meltdown.
Rolling onto her back, she closed her eyes against the piercing sunlight streaming in between the partially opened drapes and tried to remember some of the yoga exercises Avery had taught her. Take deep, cleansing breaths. She remembered that much. Clear the mind and concentrate on relaxing every muscle of the body. Okay, it was coming back to her. First the toes. Then the legs. That's it, she thought. Now relax, damn it.
It wasn't working. Anxiety, like the boogeyman hiding in the closet, was still lurking, waiting to pounce.
For heaven's sake, it was just a nightmare. Vivid as hell, but still not real, so stop freaking out.
Carrie wished Valium were still in vogue. She would have taken a couple to soothe her nerves. Then she realized she was
calming down. Her heart no longer felt as though it were trying to leap out of her chest like one of those creatures in Alien.
What she needed was a good long shower. Carrie threw the covers off and sat up. What time was it? Did the sun come up brighter here in the mountains than in L.A.? Of course it did, because there wasn't any smog.
Coffee, she thought. I'll ring for coffee. The caffeine will dear the fog in my head, and I'll be able to start thinking like a human being again.
Carrie was swinging her legs over the side of the bed when she saw them. There, pointed toward her on the nightstand, was a
pair of shiny steel-bladed scissors. She froze, the scream lodged in her throat. She couldn't make herself look away, couldn't
make the scissors disappear.
Her heart was slamming against her rib cage again. Could a person die of fright? Was this some kind of a sick joke? No.
Whoever had put the scissors there couldn't possibly know about her nightmare. Think, damn it. Try to think.
Were they real? Carrie tentatively reached out to touch them, thinking she was having some kind of hallucination. When her fingers touched the hard, cold steel handle, she whimpered. Son of a bitch, they were real.
There had to be a reasonable explanation. Maybe the scissors had been there on the nightstand the night before, and while she hadn't consciously noticed, her subconscious had picked up on them. The possibility sounded desperate, but she clung to it. Then she spotted the yellow, invitation-sized envelope with her name handwritten in beautiful script propped up against the lamp. She was positive it hadn't been there the night before. Her hand trembled as she picked it up and opened it. The stationery was expensive, but there wasn't-a Utopia seal or logo printed on it, or a return address.
"What the hell is going on?" she whispered. And then she pulled the two sheets out, unfolded them, and read the note.
Carrie:
Did you mourn me when you heard I died in that car crash so many years ago? Or did you celebrate? You always
believed you were so superior. I was just a stupid girl. Do you remember how you called me that? I've never forgotten. Your biggest problem was that you always underestimated me. Always. Surely you recall how I so loved to get even.
That glorious day has finally arrived, and now you're right where I want you to be.
The house is wired, Carrie, and there isn't any way out. If you open a window or an outside door… boom. A simple
push of a button and the house will disintegrate. Do you wonder how long I'll wait?
Tick. Tick. Are you scared?
Shall I tell you how I plotted and planned? I began by finding the man of my dreams. He loves me, of course, but then
they all do, don't they? This one is very special. A perfectionist, actually. His name is Monk, and when I first seduced him,
I must say he was terribly set in his ways. He's a hitman, my hit man, though he prefers to be called a professional.
He does whatever I ask him to do, and in return I've taught him how to have fun with his job. He's a proud man, proud of what he does, and he's careful and methodical, and so he won't let me make any mistakes. In the past, he only took on one job at a time, but I've convinced him to reach for bigger and better. He'd already contracted to blow up the house. It just took a little more planning to kill a few inconsequential women at the same time.
You know why you must die. You stole my dream from me and gave it away. You took my child from me too, and you turned her against me. Those are just two reasons, Carrie, but when all is said and done, your biggest sin is that you have made me unhappy.
Jilly
P.S. Don't worry about Avery. I'm going to take care of her too.
Carrie screamed once and began to sob. She was terrified. Shaking, she leapt from the bed and ran to the sliding glass doors.
She grabbed a fistful of the drapes, ripped them out of her way, and looked outside. Then down. She saw the blinking red light protruding from the explosives, as evil and horrific as the devil's eye, and shouted, "Oh, God, oh, God…"
She ran for the bedroom door, tripped over her shoes, and slammed her right foot into the bedpost. Pain shot up her calf.
Cursing, she continued on. She stopped short in the hallway just outside her door and called out, "Is anyone there?"
Nothing. Not a sound. Too late, she realized she should have grabbed the scissors to use as a weapon just in case someone had been waiting, but Jilly had touched those scissors. Jilly, who had written the horrific, gleeful letter. Jilly, the psycho.
God help them all.
She edged along the wall to the spiral staircase. She was afraid to look down, afraid not to. It took her a good minute to get up
the courage, and then relief, sweet, sweet relief, made her weak because no one was looking up at her. Maybe Carrie and
Sara and Anne were all alone in the house. No, not a house now. A bomb.
She ran down the stairs, then raced to the judge's suite. She didn't bother to knock, but threw the door open and rushed inside.
The room was pitch black. Carrie couldn't even see her hand in front of her face. She felt her way across the sitting room,
nearly knocking over a lamp when her elbow bumped into the shade. She grabbed it, and finally got it turned on.
Sara was in bed. Carrie could see a form huddled under the blanket, but she couldn't see her face. The drapes were tightly
drawn. Carrie opened them and looked down. "Son of a bitch," she muttered. There it was, another blinking red light.
Turning, she slowly approached the side of the bed as she strained to hear the sound of Sara's breathing. She couldn't hear anything but the noise of the air conditioner as it kicked on.
Carrie gently shook her. "Wake up, Sara," she ordered.
She didn't move. She shook her again, much harder this time. "Come on, Sara. You have to wake up." Sara groaned.
She put her hand on Sara's wrist, feeling for a pulse with her fingertips. When she finally found it, she felt like shouting with relief.
Carrie knew what had happened. The food they'd eaten last night had been drugged, but because she had thrown up, she'd gotten rid of most of the poison. How much had Sara and Anne eaten?