All at once my smile froze into place as I felt Hunter on our front walk outside. His presence always had a weird effect on me. The doorbell rang a moment later, and I stood quickly. "I'll get it," I said.
I went to the front hall and opened the door. Hunter stood there in a thick green sweater that perfectly matched his eyes. His hands were shoved into the pockets of a worn brown leather jacket that emphasized his broad shoulders.
"You weren't in school today," he stated.
"Hello to you, too," I said dryly.
He ducked his head and kicked snow off his boot. "Uh, right. Hello. How are you feeling?"
"Better, thanks."
He brought his gaze back up to mine, his eyes glinting in the reflection from the little light over the door. "As I was saying—you weren't in school."
My forehead crinkled. Had he gone to my school to check up on me? Was Hunter actually concerned about me?
I must have been staring at him because I noticed the tips of his ears begin to turn pink. Was he blushing? Surely not. Not Hunter. He must really be cold.
"Morgan, who is it?" my mom called.
"Um—it's my friend Hunter," I called back. "I'll just be a second."
"Well, invite him in and shut the door. You're letting in cold air."
Silently I held the door, and Hunter stepped inside. "We need to talk," he said.
I knew he was right, but I wasn't ready yet. "It's not a good time."
"I don't mean about Cal," he said. "I mean about Cirrus." Cirrus was the coven that Cal had started. I was a member, along with Robbie, Jenna Ruiz, Sharon Goodfine, Ethan Sharp, and Matt Adler. Bree had originally been part of Cirrus, too, but when she and I split up over Cal, she and Raven Meltzer had formed Kithic, a coven that was now led by Hunter's cousin Sky.
"Cirrus?" I repeated, confused. "What about it?"
"With Cal gone, you need someone else to lead it. An initiated witch."
I hadn't even thought about that. With Cirrus, Cal had opened up the world of Wicca to me, permanently altering my world. His betrayal had left a deep black hole in my life, and my few new support systems were now being sucked away into it
I didn't want to lose the coven. "I could ask Alyce or David if they'll take over."
"Alyce and David are already part of Starlocket. I hear Alyce has been asked to lead it now that Selene is gone," Hunter said.
I was silent, thinking, and then Hunter broke in.
"I want to lead Cirrus," he said.
Now I was seriously at sea. "Why?" I asked. "You don't know any of us. You don't even live here. Not permanently, anyway."
"I'll probably be here for a while. I've asked the council to give me time to come up with new leads on Cal and Selene. I want to see if I can track them down."
"But you don't know how long that will take," I argued. "Anyway, there are five other people in our coven. They might have something to say about who leads us."
"I already discussed it with them," Hunter said. "I went to your school today. That's how I know you weren't there."
So he hadn't gone there out of concern for me. To my surprise, I felt a stab of disappointment. Then my anger rose. How could he be so presumptuous? "So you talked to them and they said yes? You're it?"
"We're going to see how it goes," he said cautiously. "There's a circle tomorrow night at my house at seven. I hope you'll be there. I think it would be good for. . everyone."
"A circle on a Tuesday night?"
"We can't wait until Saturday," Hunter said. "It's important that Cirrus re-form quickly. When a circle is broken in this way, it can be devastating to the members. Besides, we don't know what magick Cal might have used on the members. I've asked everyone to bring the stones Cal gave them so we can purify them. You should bring yours, too, along with anything else he gave you."
"I already purified everything," I said, and felt a childish triumph when I saw the surprise in his eyes. Now maybe he'd stop being so superior, so remote, making me feel like he was ten years older than me rather than two.
Even as the thoughts formed, I knew I wasn't being fair to him. He really was trying to help. But his very competence irked me, made me feel clumsy, naive.
He must have sensed a change in my attitude and figured the circle issue was a done deal, because he moved on. "Now, the second thing," he said, "is you. You've come into quite a birthright—far more power than most blood witches ever experience, and Belwicket's tools besides. But you know only the most rudimentary things about how to focus and control your power. And you know even less about how to protect yourself."
I took it as an accusation and felt anger flare again. "I've only known I was a blood witch for a month. I know I have a long way to go."
Hunter sighed. "All I'm saying is that you've got a hell of a lot of catching up to do. Most blood witches are initiated at age fourteen, after studying for years. Witches need to know the history of Wicca and the Seven Great Clans; the rituals of the Goddess and the God and the eight great Sabbats; herbalism; the basics of numerology; the proper use of talismans and runes; the properties of minerals, metals, and stones and how they interact with the cycles of the celestial bodies. The full correspondences; reading auras; spells of protection, healing, binding, and banishment. And though it's more advanced, you really ought to learn about the Guardians of the Watchtowers—"
A sudden burst of laughter came from the kitchen, where Aunt Eileen and Paula and my family were lingering over coffee. It sounded so safe and comforting in there, a world I was not fully part of anymore, a world I had taken for granted. An awful thought occurred to me. "Is my family in danger?" I blurted out.
Hunter ran a hand through his pale blond hair. Tiny crystals of ice had beaded up in it, so now bits of it stuck up in spiky tufts, making him look about eight years old.
"I don't think so," he said. "At least, not now. With Selene's plan exposed, I suspect she and her cronies will lie low for a while. You have a window of safety here, which is why it's vital that you don't waste it. You need to begin studying."
I gnawed my thumbnail. He was right.
"I have some books that I bought at Practical Magick," I told him. "I haven't read them cover to cover, but I've skimmed them." I told him the titles. "And of course I've read most of Maeve's Book of Shadows."
He nodded approvingly. "Those are all good. Keep working with them and we'll talk in a few days. Write down any questions you have. I'll give you a reading list after I have a better sense of what you know."
"Hey." Mary K. came out into the hall. "Hunter, right? How are you?"
"Fine, thanks," he said, flashing her a surprisingly warm smile. "You?"
"Good." Mary K. twisted a strand of auburn hair around her finger.
Was she flirting with him? "Hunter's got to go now," I said.
He looked at me, then nodded. "Good night," he called to my sister. To me he said, "You look tired. Get some sleep."
"What a hottie," Mary K. said as the door clicked shut behind him.
"Oh, please," I groaned, then went back to the kitchen to join the group