When Thorne had switched the light out, he turned on to his side, feeling Louise come with him, pressed soft into his back, and the guilt bubbling up in him like acid reflux.
FOURTEEN
H.M.P. Whitemoor
‘I can’t get over how hard they make it getting in here.’
‘It’s a damn sight harder getting out.’
‘They take everything off you, check your stuff. All these doors you have to go through.’
‘So you don’t smuggle anything in.’
‘Like what?’
‘Cigarettes is the main thing. Drugs. People still manage it, though.’
‘OK.’
‘Sorry for… staring. I can’t believe you’re really here.’
‘Did you not believe me, when I said I was coming?’
‘It’s just so out of the blue, you know? I never expected… I never thought you’d find out.’
‘I wasn’t meant to. Nobody would have told me.’
‘So, how-?’
‘There were some old letters in the loft, some official stuff, at my auntie’s place. I asked her and she started to cry, so I knew it was true.’
‘And how did you feel when you found out?’
‘Pissed off. With her, I mean… with Mum, for not telling me.’
‘She never told me, either. About you.’
‘I know. I found the letter you wrote to my auntie. I know why you did what you did.’
‘Oh, Jesus…’
‘It’s fine, really. I know how it made you feel, Christ-’
‘It’s not fine.’
‘I think I’d have done the same thing.’
‘I always presumed you’d hate my guts. That’s why I never tried to get in touch or anything.’
‘From when I was six or seven or whatever, she said you were dead. That my “father” was dead. Told me he was an engineer. How could she do that?’
‘I was an engineer, for British Telecom. Before…’
‘I’m not sorry she’s dead. You don’t have to worry.’
‘You look different to the photos you sent.’
‘God, they’re ancient. From when I was at school. I’ll send you some more recent ones, if you want.’
‘You not at school any more?’
‘What’s the point?’
‘Long as it’s not got anything to do with me, with finding out who I was, I mean. If you’ve got exams, anything like that, you should probably finish them.’
‘You look different, too. I saw a few pictures on the internet, some old newspapers. There’s that one they use in all the books.’
‘Everybody piles on the weight in here. I don’t get as much exercise as other prisoners… normal prisoners.’
‘That’s really unfair.’
‘They keep the special ones apart from the rest. Ex-coppers, nonces, all that sort.’
‘You’re not that sort.’
‘It’s fine, I’m used to it.’
‘Why are you smiling?’
‘It’s funny, she never told you about me, then she goes and gives you my middle name.’
‘No, she didn’t. She gave me a stupid name. I changed it as soon as I found those letters. Not legally or anything, but I’ll probably get round to that.’
‘Up to you.’
‘Doesn’t matter. I’m Anthony from now on, whatever.’
‘It’s nice.’
‘Second name too: Anthony Garvey.’
‘That’s got a ring, definitely.’
‘Tony’s all right, I don’t mind that.’
‘Sounds good. Younger, like.’
‘So, you don’t mind if I visit again?’
‘Are you going already?’
‘No, don’t worry, there’s ages yet. I was just checking it would be OK.’
‘Better than OK.’
‘For me too.’
‘Yeah… Tony sounds really good…’
FIFTEEN
Brigstocke was upbeat at the morning briefing, but then he did not have a great deal of choice. Progress – unspectacular yet tangible – was being made, but the DCI’s mood would have been much the same even if it were not. As senior investigating officer and team leader, he could never be seen banging his head against the wall, telling the troops that the investigation was going nowhere and that everything was turning to shit.
It was one of the reasons why Thorne had resisted the step up; why, despite Louise’s encouragement, he had not taken the chief inspector’s exams. The extra money would have been welcome, of course, and there was a much better parking space attached to the rank, but the putting on of a brave face, however much the circumstances might demand it, was not something he was good at.
‘You learn all that stuff,’ Louise had said.
But Thorne had not been persuaded. ‘I don’t want to learn it,’ he had said. And I’d most likely punch the first tosser to give me a funny handshake.’
After the briefing, Thorne walked back into the Incident Room with Holland. He waited while Holland made them both coffee and let his eyes drift across to the large whiteboard that dominated one wall. Below photographs of the four victims to date, the board was divided in half, with a thick, not-quite-straight line of black felt-tip running down the middle. On the left-hand side were listed the seven women murdered by Raymond Garvey; and opposite, their children. Red lines linked the mothers’ names with those of their sons and daughters.
Thorne looked at the list of names on the right-hand side of the board, their ages and the dates on which they had died, where relevant. A roll-call of those already killed and those they had to presume would be targeted by the killer:
Catherine Burke (23 yrs) 9 Sept. (Brother, Martin, killed in RTA)
Emily Walker (33 yrs) 24 Sept.
Gregory and Alexandra Macken (20 yrs/18 yrs) 27 Sept.
Andrew Dowd (31 yrs)
Deborah Mitchell (29 yrs)
Graham Fowler (30 yrs)
Simon Walsh (27 yrs)
Along the bottom of the board were three E-fits, based on the descriptions given by Emily Walker’s neighbour, the witness who had seen a man talking to Catherine Burke and the students who had watched Greg Macken get picked up in the Rocket Club. Under each was the name ‘Anthony Garvey’. Whether Thorne was right to doubt its authenticity or not, it was the only name they had to go on when it came to the identity of their prime suspect.
Holland appeared at Thorne’s shoulder and handed him his coffee. Thorne stared into the plastic cup.
‘No milk in the fridge, so I had to use the powdered stuff.’
‘We’re going to have to start leaving notes on the cartons,’ Thorne said. ‘Like those students.’
Holland nodded towards the whiteboard. Said, ‘What d’you reckon it is with Dowd and his wife, then?’
Andrew Dowd was the man Brigstocke had mentioned the day before; someone who, according to his wife, had set out to go walking in the Lake District a few days before and with whom she had had minimal contact since. She claimed not to know the place he had been headed, the names of any hotels or B &Bs he had been intending to stay in or even how long he had planned to be away. There had been predictable concern for Dowd’s safety, until officers had spoken to his wife, after which they decided it was only his marriage that was almost certainly dead. She had told them that Andrew had gone with very little notice, that he had taken his mobile phone but not his charger and that he had called only once, the evening of the day he went, to let her know he had arrived safely. Using cell-site technology, the team had confirmed that the call was made from Keswick, which was where local searches were now focused. A text message had been sent to Dowd’s phone asking him to contact the police urgently, but since that first call either the handset had been switched off or the battery was dead.
‘They’ve obviously had some kind of enormous row,’ Thorne said. ‘She doesn’t want to admit he’s just walked out, so she’s making out like it’s no big deal, like he does this regularly. Cuts himself off for a few days, so he can find himself, whatever.’
‘He wants to find himself a new wife,’ Holland said. ‘The one he’s got sounds like a nightmare.’
‘No one knows what goes on behind closed doors.’ Thorne saw the sideways look from Holland. ‘Charlie Rich. 1973.’