‘Fancy grabbing a drink?’ Thorne asked. Kitson looked at her watch, but he could see it was a gesture as much as anything. ‘Quick one in the Oak?’
‘I’d better not. The kids, you know.’
‘Why are you still talking to me?’
‘See you tomorrow.’
‘Not sure I’ll be in,’ Thorne said. He was pressing buttons on his phone, deleting the message from Louise. ‘Got a meeting in the centre of town mid-morning, so we’ll see how it goes.’
‘Monday, then…’
Thorne grunted a ‘yes’ and watched Kitson jog away towards her car. After a few moments, he stepped out into the rain and began to walk towards his.
Later, sinking into the sofa, his eyes scanned the living room, taking in the patch of damp by the side of the window and the bits on the carpet that were not the fleck in its weave. Not for the first time, he contemplated getting a cleaner. He listened to Charlie Rich singing ‘A Sunday Kind of Woman’ and ‘Nothing in the World’, letting his eyes close and his mind wander, the music fading into a mix that included the less tuneful voices of Russell Brigstocke and Yvonne Kitson, the hectoring rasp of Nina Collins and the scream of Martin Macken, howling like feedback against the sugary strings and soft waves of pedal-steel.
Thorne thought about Jason Mitchell, the concentration and the quiet ‘chuff-chuff ’ as he pushed his train back and forth. The smile, sudden as a slap. He couldn’t tell if the boy even knew he was smiling and wondered where in his brain the problem lay.
White, pink or blue?
Would somebody like Pavesh Kambar be able to point to his handy multi-coloured plastic model and say, There, that’s where the trouble is, that’s where the wiring is faulty? Or perhaps he would say that it wasn’t faulty at all, that it was a different kind of wiring he hadn’t been trained to deal with, one that he simply couldn’t fathom. A feeling-useless moment, maybe. Time to pull out that rarely used F-word.
White, pink or blue.
Pillar-box red against black-and-white squares. Brown specks on the carpet and wallpaper by the window yellowing and greasy, like the business side of a sticking plaster when you’ve torn it off.
The CD finished, so Thorne got up, removed the disc from the player and put it away. The phone was on its cradle near the front door. He picked up his wallet from the table, took out a card and dialled the number scribbled on it.
‘Hello?’ The voice was wary, cracked.
He checked his watch: just after nine, not too late to call. He wondered if she was alone. ‘It’s Tom Thorne.’
‘What do you want?’
The words sounded as if they’d taken some effort, like she’d just woken up or been drinking. He looked at the can of lager in his own hand and pushed the thought from his mind. ‘I didn’t mean to frighten you,’ he said. ‘With the pictures.’
‘Yes, you did.’
‘All right, but just enough to make you leave.’
‘Just enough? Like you can measure it?’
‘I’m sorry.’
‘They made me feel sick. What if Jason had seen them? Have you any idea…?’
‘I didn’t know what else to do,’ Thorne said. ‘I got into trouble for it, if that makes you feel any better.’
There was a pause. ‘It does a bit.’
Thorne laughed, expecting her to join in, but she didn’t. ‘When are you going to Nina’s?’
‘First thing tomorrow,’ Mitchell said. ‘I’m trying to pack.’
‘It’s a bloody nightmare, isn’t it?’
‘This isn’t a fortnight in Majorca, though, is it?’
Thorne was starting to wish he hadn’t called, wondering what on earth had possessed him. Not that he had imagined Debbie Mitchell would give him an easy ride. ‘You on your own?’
‘Yeah. Nina’s… at work.’
‘He will come, you know?’ Thorne took a sip of beer. ‘If we don’t catch him. You’ve done the right thing.’ He heard the click of a lighter, the pause as she inhaled.
‘I suppose.’
‘Listen, you can always call if-’
‘Are you going to catch him?’ Her voice no longer sounded tired. ‘“If we don’t catch him,” you said. How likely is that, d’you reckon, this bloke getting away with it?’
‘We’re doing everything we can.’
‘On a scale of one to ten?’
Thorne thought about it. Five? More? Said, ‘How’s your hand?’
‘Sorry?’
‘It was bleeding earlier.’ Thorne looked up at the sound of keys in the front door. ‘I think you caught it on Jason’s teeth.’
‘It’s fine.’
‘I was trying to say you can call if you’re worried about anything.’
‘What? You, or just 999?’
‘Me. If you’re… anxious, whatever.’ He could hear the inner door opening as he gave Debbie Mitchell his mobile number, then heard it close while he waited for her to write it down and read it back to him.
‘Anyway…’
‘Right, I’ll leave you to your packing,’ Thorne said.
‘OK.’
Louise came through the lounge door. Thorne raised a finger, mouthed, ‘One minute,’ as she walked past him towards the kitchen. He thought about saying something like, ‘Say hello to Jason,’ but decided it would sound cheesy and insincere, so he just said, ‘Bye, Debbie.’
He followed Louise into the kitchen and was about to say, ‘You caught me on the phone to my girlfriend’ when she turned from the fridge with a bottle in her hand and he saw her expression.
‘What?’
‘Nothing, it’s fine.’
‘I thought you’d be a bit later,’ Thorne said. ‘Obviously not much of a celebration.’
She poured herself a large glass of wine and leaned back against the worktop. ‘Obviously.’ She held out the bottle towards him, asking the question.
He raised his can, answering it. ‘That snotty DCI turned forty again, did she?’
Louise took a drink, like she needed it. ‘It wasn’t a birthday.’
Thorne shook his head. ‘I just presumed…’
‘Lucy Freeman’s pregnant,’ Louise said. Another drink, the swallow giving way to a wobbly kind of smile. ‘She kept it very quiet. Like you’re supposed to.’
‘Shit.’
‘No, really, it’s OK. I’m happy for her.’ She stared past him, swilled the piss-coloured wine around in her glass. ‘I need to be happy for her.’
‘Don’t be stupid.’
‘I mean it. I just need to crack on, you know? I can’t get stupid every time I see a pushchair outside a shop or feel upset if I run into someone who’s up the duff.’
‘I know,’ Thorne said, not knowing at all.
‘It’s just… hard. It’s like when you’re a teenager and you get dumped and every song on the radio feels like it’s about you.’
Thorne nodded. ‘All By Myself ’ by Eric Carmen had torn his heart out when he was fifteen. ‘I Know It’s Over’ by the Smiths did it again ten years later. Hank Williams singing ‘I’m So Lonesome I Could Cry’ could still do it.
‘I’ll deal with it,’ Louise said. ‘I’ll have to, won’t I? She sits at the next desk, for God’s sake. I’ve got a big pile of baby magazines I can take in for her.’
‘Don’t.’
‘A pack of three newborn Babygros she can have as well. Shouldn’t have bought them really, but I couldn’t resist.’
Thorne stepped across to her and took the glass from her hand. ‘Come here.’
A few seconds later, she lifted her face from his neck when a phone started to ring in the next room. She started to pull away, but Thorne held her close.
‘It’s your mobile.’
‘It doesn’t matter,’ he said.
‘Answer it.’
‘It’s fine.’
Louise broke the embrace and walked into the living room. Thorne lobbed his empty beer can into the bin. He heard her answer and say, ‘Just a minute.’ They crossed in the kitchen doorway, Thorne taking the phone as Louise held it out to him.
He recognised the caller’s voice, the precision in it. ‘I was just thinking about you,’ he said.
Pavesh Kambar laughed. ‘Well, obviously you were in my thoughts too, Inspector. Hence the call. Great minds and all that.’
Thorne waited. The only other person he knew who used the word ‘hence’ was Trevor Jesmond. ‘Hence the importance of correct procedure. ’ ‘Hence the fact that I’m suspending you from duty…’