"Murder," said Dybo, who was looking quite queasy. "I’ve never heard of such a thing."

"I haven’t heard of one in modern times," said Gathgol, "but when I was apprenticing to be an undertaker, my master taught me a little about such things. Of course, she said I would never need to know this, that the knowledge was only for historical overview, but … yes, there are stories of murder from the past. Myths about the Lubalites and so on."

"Murder," said Afsan softly. And then, a few beats later: "But how? Surely the demon responsible, whoever it was, couldn’t have opened the door and sneaked up on Haldan. She doubtless would have heard the approach and turned to face her attacker."

"It is puzzling," said Gathgol. "But I’m sure of the cause of death. I mean, it’s obvious."

"Well," said Dybo, "what do we do now?"

"We find the person who did this," said Afsan flatly.

Dybo nodded slowly. "But how? I don’t know anyone who has experience with such matters." He turned toward Gathgol. "Do you know how to do it, undertaker?"

"Me? I don’t have the slightest idea."

Afsan spoke softly. "I’ll do it."

Dybo’s voice was equally soft. "My friend, even you…"

Afsan’s claws peeked out. "I will do it. She was my daughter, Dybo. If not me, who?"

"But Afsan, friend, you are … without sight. I will assign another to the task."

"To another, it would be exactly that: a task. I — I can’t explain my feelings in this matter. We were related, she and I. I’ve never known what import, if any, that had, whether she and I would have been friends regardless of the odd circumstances that led to her knowing that I was indeed her father, she in truth my daughter. But I feel it now, Dybo, a — a special obligation to her."

Dybo nodded; Gathgol saw that he and the savant were old friends, that Dybo knew when to give up arguing with Afsan. "Very well," said the Emperor. "I know that once you sink your teeth into a problem, you do not let go."

Afsan took the comment easily, Gathgol saw — a simple statement of fact, something both Afsan and Dybo knew to be true. But then the savant’s face hardened. "I swear," he said, "I will not give up until I have found her killer."

Rockscape

Rockscape at sunset. Pal-Cadool, straddling one of the ancient boulders, his long legs dangling to the ground, loved the sight: it was one of the rare times when he still pitied Afsan. The sun was no longer a tiny blazingly white disk; it had swollen and grown purple. From here amongst the ancient boulders the sun would set behind the Ch’mar volcanoes to the west. Their caps, some pointed, some ragged calderas, were stained dark blue. Above the sun, along the ecliptic — a word Afsan had taught Cadool — three crescent moons were visible, their illuminated limbs curving up like drinking bowls.

The lizard Gork needed no more cue than this that night was coming. It had already curled up at Afsan’s feet, sleeping, its body pressed against the savant’s legs so that he would know where the lizard was. Afsan was perched on his usual rock, his face, coincidentally, turned toward the glorious sunset spectacle that he could not see. It would soon be time for him to go back indoors.

"I don’t understand," said Afsan slowly, interrupting Cadool’s reverie.

Something Afsan didn’t understand? Surely, Cadool thought, there was nothing he could do to help in such a circumstance. Still, he asked, "What is it?"

Afsan’s head was tilted at an odd angle. "Who," he said at last, "would want to kill Haldan?"

Cadool wished Afsan would let go of this problem. It pained him to see Afsan so distraught. "I don’t know who would want to kill anyone," said Cadool, spreading his arms. "I mean, I get angry from time to time, angry at other people. But the hunt is supposed to purge those emotions. It certainly does that for me."

"Indeed," said Afsan. "But someone had enough fury to kill my daughter."

The darkness was gathering rapidly, as it always did. Stars were becoming visible overhead.

"I’ve never known anyone who has killed," said Cadool.

"Yes, you do."

"Who?"

"Me," said Afsan softly. "I killed a person once. Nor-Gampar was his name. He was crazed, in full dagamant. It happened sixteen kilodays ago, during my pilgrimage voyage aboard the Dasheter."

"Dagamant doesn’t count," said Cadool quickly. "You had no choice."

"I know that. But not a day goes by that I don’t think of it. It is not an easy burden to carry."

"You bear it well."

"Do I?" Afsan sounded surprised. "Perhaps." He fell silent for several heartbeats. "Perhaps, indeed, some small good came of it. I will never completely forgive Emperor Dybo for allowing my blinding, but I know he feels great guilt and sadness over it. Just as I feel guilt and sadness over the death of Gampar. I can’t forgive Dybo — I try to, but I can’t. But I do understand that if he could do it over differently, he would. Just as I would." Afsan’s muzzle creased. "I’m sorry, Cadool. I didn’t mean to burden you with stories of my past."

Cadool bowed. "It is an honor for me to hear them … friend."

" ’Friend,’ " repeated Afsan, surprised. "We’ve known each other an awfully long time, Cadool — I count anyone whose appearance I actually know as a long acquaintance — but in all that time, you’ve never called me friend."

Cadool looked at Afsan, almost a silhouette now in the gathering darkness. "It was not for lack of affection, Afsan. You know that. You have always been special to me. But you are a savant, you can read…" He stopped himself. "I’m sorry; you used to be able to read. We are not of equal stations in life."

"We are friends, Cadool."

"Yes."

They were both quiet for a time.

"Are you sure," Cadool said at last, "that Haldan’s death was murder? Could she not have taken her own life? Again, I don’t know anyone who has ever contemplated that, but…"

"Yes, you do, my friend. I thought about it once, when I saw what my discoveries about the Face of God would do to our people. I was atop the foremast of the Dasheter, doing a turn as lookout. I thought about jumping to the deck below."

"Oh." Cadool’s voice was thin.

"But, no, Gathgol has described the way in which the mirror was drawn across the throat. It could only have been done by someone standing behind Haldan while she was seated on a bench in front of her worktable. It was not suicide."

Cadool said nothing. After a time, Afsan spoke again. "I’ve disturbed you with my own tale of pondered suicide, haven’t I?"

Cadool could have lied, of course, since Afsan couldn’t see his muzzle, but he did not. He never did. "Yes."

"I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you."

"There’s much I didn’t know about you, I guess."

"Friends should share, Cadool." In the darkness, Afsan’s torso tipped in — Cadool’s direction. "I’m sorry to have not told you before."

"Your secret is safe with me."

"I know it is, Cadool. We’ve been through much together; I trust you completely."

"I’m bowing."

"I need someone I can trust, Cadool. I need someone to help me."

"I am always there for you."

"Yes, you always are. And although I may not say it often, I am grateful. It — I’m sorry, it’s just that, even though I prize your company greatly, I feel some resentment that I can’t always get along on my own. I do appreciate your help."

"I know you do. The words aren’t necessary."

"Sometimes," Afsan said slowly, "I do wonder why, though. Why you give so much of your time to helping me. Early on, I could understand it. You thought I was The One foretold by Lubal. I rarely speak about claims that I’m The One, but, down deep, Cadool, you must know that it’s not true."

"I know it. It doesn’t matter. You are trying to save our people. I have no skills, except butchery and animal handling — and those are hardly rare vocations. Helping you out is the way I play my part in saving the Quintaglio race."