The lawns were cut by a boy who came in on Wednesdays. A woman came in from the village to clean the house on Mondays and Fridays. Dr. Porteus tried to drop by on Tuesdays and, if possible, on Thursdays as well. Mary used to come down some weekends. The police drove by a couple of times a week to check that everything was okay and the farmer who owned the fields next door kept half a dozen Charolais cattle in Pat’s paddock, and was around every other day.
“So you can see,” Pat said, as he stopped by the stump of the cherry. “You’re lucky to find me alone.” He nodded at a battered oak bench, indicating that Kit should sit. “There are a couple of questions I’d like to ask you.”
“You can ask,” said Kit.
“The first,” said Pat, “is why you hung up on me in Tokyo.”
“I was busy being sick,” said Kit, which was close enough to the truth to do. He’d have hung up anyway, probably.
“But you’d already been told that Mary was dead.”
“Yes,” Kit said. “But not when it happened.”
Pale blue eyes hooked into his. Watery and old, framed by lower lids that drooped and brows so low they must limit what Pat Robbe-Duras could actually see. It wasn’t a cold or even angry gaze, more curious, as if the man had moved beyond extremes, despite his earlier threats of anger.
“The date matters?”
“Mary wrote,” said Kit. “She sent me a postcard.”
“When?” Such a simple word.
Kit took a deep breath. “The week before she killed herself.”
“Are you going to tell me what it said?”
“No,” said Kit, shaking his head. “But I promise you one thing. It didn’t mention suicide or give a reason for doing what she did.”
“Assuming she did.”
“I thought you were the one who…?”
Pat leaned back on his bench and stared at a twist of silver river. A willow draped its branches into the water and a flotilla of baby coots were chirping their way around rushes on the far bank. It looked idyllic, if you liked that sort of thing. When Pat finally spoke his voice was flat, stripped of all emotion.
“Mary’s dead,” he said. “I’m just not sure it was suicide…That’s what I wanted to see you about. Let me be honest…I never expected Katie to find you. But telling her to keep looking beat having her disturb the police with mad theories about what was really going on in Mary’s life.”
“Which was…?”
“What you’ll find out for me,” said Pat, reaching for Kit’s wrist.
Kit unpeeled the old man’s fingers. “People can do things without reason,” he said.
Standing up, Pat said, “You’re wrong. Everything has its own logic. If Mary killed herself I want to know why. Which brings us to my final question. Why would someone like Katie, who believes you ruined her daughter’s life, ask Kit Newton for help?”
“Because,” said Kit, “she’s desperate.”
“Thank God,” the old man said. “At least you understand that much.”
They ate cold chicken in a small dining room with oak boards and a granite overmantel carved in a flat, almost stark style. A huge gilded mirror had been fixed to the wall with its base resting on two wooden blocks that, in turn, rested on the mantel below.
“Too heavy to hang properly,” said Pat. “But the room needs the light.”
A couple of early Victorian oil landscapes adorned one wall, above a silver jug which was tarnished with lack of cleaning. The table had wooden pegs in place of screws and a Persian rug covering the floor had a hole in one corner. Kit found it impossible to know if he was looking at discreet poverty or a priceless collection of antiques he was too ignorant to recognise.
“You know,” said Pat, “I’m grateful you came. I wasn’t even sure Katie would pass on my message.”
“It was a close run thing,” admitted Kit. “She almost forgot.”
Pat snorted. “Katie has a memory like an elephant,” he said, reaching for his white wine. “She never forgets and rarely forgives. If you only understand one thing about Katie O’Mally, understand that. She believes Mary is alive, I don’t…I do, however, want to know why my daughter killed herself.”
“Suppose I find out,” said Kit. “Are you really sure you want the answer?”
“Let’s face that when we get to it.”
By the time a taxi arrived to take Kit to the railway station he knew everything Pat knew about his daughter’s recent life; which was either surprisingly little or Patrick Robbe-Duras was being less than honest.
Kit knew she’d had a handful of lovers, none of them serious. Apparently, Katie had hated the lot.
“And you?” asked Kit. “How did you feel?”
Pat’s smile was sour. “I’m a pragmatist,” he said. “After you, anything was an improvement.”
Kit tried to remember how Major Yamota had framed his questions. The way the Japanese detective had approached each fact from a dozen different angles, like a swordsman looking for the perfect strike. It was hard to know if such skill was an art or science. Whichever, Kit lacked the experience to interview deftly and he stumbled instead through what might have been wrong with Mary’s life.
By the end of the afternoon Kit knew that Mary’s gallery was breaking even, which was more than could be said for most galleries in central London. She seemed happy on the occasions Pat saw her, which was less often than he would have liked.
Her flat had been a belated eighteenth birthday present, Mary having returned home shortly after her actual birthday. She’d been in Amsterdam and Dublin, then gone to Madrid, travelling. At least that was how Mary explained her two year absence.
Mary owned the flat in Hogarth Mews outright, without mortgage. She had an allowance from Kate. Most of what Pat owned was already held in trust for her. She worked the hours she worked because she wanted to…
Nothing Kit discovered came close to suggesting a reason for suicide. Which either meant Pat was keeping silent about something or knew less about Mary than he wanted to believe. Maybe that was true of every family.
As the cab from a local firm pulled into Pat’s little drive, crunching gravel in front of his ivy-covered front door, Kit turned back to ask the only question that mattered.
“What aren’t you telling me?”
Pat’s answer was unexpected. It was also grubby and friable from having been read too many times and had muddy fingerprints across the flap. Kit’s name was scrawled across the front of an envelope in ink that had faded with age.
“Take it,” said Pat. “Better late than never.”
Kit, hi…
Reading in the back of the cab made Kit feel sick. So he slipped Mary’s letter into its tatty envelope and saved it for the twenty-five minutes he had to wait for a train on a windy platform in the middle of nowhere.
The letter had been given to him without apology.
“You found this after she died?”
“No,” said Pat. “I’ve always had it. Mary posted it through your letter box.”
“So how did you get it?”
“Your father. He recognised Mary’s writing and kept it. For safety, he said.”
The words inside were simple. Grief, anger, and guilt had stripped away any pretence of literary style. Her other notes to him, few as they were, had been clever or witty, carefully worded and designed to impress. All of that was missing. Mary wanted to know what he’d said to Josh the morning before Josh died. She wanted explanations.
“When did he give it to you?”
“After he heard Mary was missing. We’d reported it to the police.”
Yeah, Kit knew all about that. Somehow he’d ended up at the top of their suspect list. It said so in the newspapers.
“Katie was convinced you’d killed her.” It seemed Kit had been saved by a single line on a card posted in Dublin. Even Kate O’Mally had accepted Mary was unlikely to be writing from beyond the grave.
“Did my father say why he kept it?”
“He thought you were a bad influence on Mary.”
“And you,” asked Kit, feeling emptiness in his stomach. “What did you think?”