He turned about, easily, placing me on my back on the grass.
"I hate you! I hate you! I wept.
I saw the look of anger come into his eyes. He held me very tightly. Then, too, to my dismay, I saw another look, which I, even white silk, understood. I would not be simply used, and discarded. I had irritated him. I moaned. I would be used with patience, and care, and delicacy and thoroughness, and efficient mastery, until I had yielded myself to him, on his terms, not mine, until I, proud and angry and free, had been reduced to a surrendered female slave. I tried to struggle. I heard the bells of Lana, the singing and clapping of Ute and the men, the slapping of the rhythm of Lana's dance on the leather of the shield.
His large head bent toward my throat. I turned my head to one side, weeping. Suddenly there was a rush about us of bodies, the sound of blows, Lana began to scream, but the scream was muffled. Ute cried out, but then her cry, too, was abruptly terminated. The men tried to climb to their feet, shouting in anger. There were blows, heavy blows from the darkness. The man who had held me leaped half to his feet, crying out, when something large and heavy struck him on the side of the head. He fell to one side in the grass. I tried to dart to my feet but two bodies, those of girls, thrust themselves on me. Another girl snapped a choke leash on my throat, twisting it, so that I almost strangled. As I opened my mouth, gasping for air, a wadding was thrust into it by another girl. Then I was gagged. The pressure on my throat then eased. I was thrown onto my stomach and, with binding fiber, my wrists were tied behind my back. Then, by the choke leash, half strangling, I was dragged to my feet.
"Build up the fire," said the leader of the girls, a tall, blondish girl. How startling she seemed. She carried a light spear. She was dressed in skins. There were barbaric golden ornaments on her arms, and about her neck.
Another of the girls threw wood on the fire.
I looked about.
Girls knelt beside the last two of the guards, fastening them in bonds. Then they stood up.
I saw that Lana and Ute, were already bound and gagged.
"Shall we enslave the men?" asked one of the girls.
"No," said the tall, blond girl.
The girl who had asked the question gestured to Ute and Lana. "What of them?" she asked.
"You saw them," said the tall, blond girl. "Leave them here. They are Kajiras." My heart leapt. These were forest girls, sometimes called panther girls, who lived wild and free in the northern forests, outlaw women, sometimes enslaving men, when it pleased them to do so.
Doubtless they had seem me struggle! I was no Kajira! Doubtless they wanted me to join them! Now I would be free! Perhaps, somehow, they could even help me return to Earth. In any case, they would free me! I would be free!
But I stood there on the grass, gagged, my hands bound behind my back, a choke leash on my throat, held by one of the girls.
It did not seem that I was free.
"Drag the me about the fire," said the tall girl. "Yes, Verna," said one of the other girls.
Together, in pairs, the girls dragged the men back to the fire. The men, too, by now, had been gagged. Only one of them had regained consciousness. One of the girls in the skins knelt before him, holding a knife at his throat, her hand in his hair.
Some of the girls threw aside their clubs. They looked at the men, their hands on their hips, and laughed.
How elated I was, that they had come swiftly from the darkness, with clubs, and had made captives of men, taking them as simply as girls. But I, too, had been bound.
The tall girl, the blond girl, their leader, called Verna, lithe in the skins of forest panthers, in her golden ornaments, with her spear, strode to where Lana lay on the grass, on her side, bound and gagged. With her spear, Verna rolled Lana onto her back. Lana looked up at her in terror. Verna's spear was at her throat.
"You danced well," said Verna.
Lana trembled.
Verna looked at her with contempt, and then drew aside the spear. She kicked Lana savagely in the side. "Kajira!" she scorned.
The tall girl then went to Ute and kicked her as well, again saying, "Kajira!" Lana whimpered, but Ute made no sound. There were tears in her eyes over the gag.
"Tie the men in sitting positions about the fire," ordered Verna.
Her girls, perhaps fifteen of them, complied. They used a heavy chest, and a wagon tongue, to do so.
From a distance it would appear that they sat about the fire.
Verna approached me.
She frightened me. She seemed tall, and strong. There was a feline arrogance in the barbarian beauty. She seemed magnificent and fierce in the brief skins and golden ornaments. She put her spear point under my chin and lifted my head. "What shall we do with the slave?" asked one of the girls.
Verna turned about, to regard Lana and Ute. She gestured to Ute. "Remove that one's camisk," she said. Then she said, "Tie them at the feet of their masters." Ute was stripped of her camisk, and then she and Lana, with a loop of binding fiber fastened to the ankles of two of the guards, were tied by the throat at their feet.
Again I felt the point of Verna's spear under my chin, forcing my head up. She looked at me for a long time. Then she said, "Kajira."
I shook my head in denial. No! No!
Some of the girls were rifling in the wagons, gathering food, coins and drink, cloth, knives, whatever they wished.
They were now ready to depart.
The men were now conscious, and struggled, but they were helpless.
From a distance it might appear they were merely sitting about the fire, celebrating, two Kajirae at their feet.
I could see other fires, other wagon clusters about the meadow. From one of them came the sound of singing.
The men pulled at their bonds.
I supposed they might not be discovered until morning.
"Strip her," said Verna to one of her girls. I shook my head, No! My camisk was cut from me. I stood only as a bound slave among them.
"Burn the camisk and binding fiber," said Verna.
I watched the garment and fiber thrown on the flames. It would not be used to give my scent to domesticated sleen, trained to hunt slaves.
"Put more wood on the fire," commanded Verna.
More logs were thrown on the fire.
Then Verna turned away from me, and strode before the men.
How beautiful she was, and proud and fierce, in the brief skins and golden ornaments. She was beautifully figured and she carried herself arrogantly before them, taunting them with her beauty, and spear.
"I am Verna," she told them, "a Panther Girl, of the High Forests. I enslave men, when it pleases me. When I tire of them I sell them." She walked back and forth before them. "You are tarsks and beasts," she told them. "We despise you," she said. "We have outwitted you, and captured you. We have bound you. If we wished, we would take you into the forests and teach you what it is to be a slave!" As she spoke she jabbed at them with her spear, and a stain of blood was brought through the fabric of more than one tunic. "Men!" laughed Verna, contemptuously, and turned away from them.
I saw them struggle, but they could not free themselves. They had been bound by Panther Girls.
Then Verna was standing before me. She appraised me, as might have a slaver. "Kajira," she said, contemptuously.
I shook my head, No!
Without looking back she strode, spear in hand, from the camp, toward the dark forests in the distance.
Her girls followed her, leaving the fire, and the bound men, and Ute and Lana, whom they had tied at the feet of two of the guards.
The choke leash slid shut on my throat and, half strangling, stumbling, stripped and gagged, my hands bound behind my back, I was dragged after them, toward the darkness of the forest.