Road agents, he thought, the very words like a rattlesnake in his mind. A collection of vaquero pretenders, costumed in a motley collection of army camouflage, urban gangbanger, and cowboy fetish outfits. They ran like vermin all over the outer wastes of the Texas Republic, but Miguel had never known them to venture so far into the Federal Mandate. That was why he had brought his family to settle here, so they would be safe. His head swam and squirmed with horrified rage as he realized how wrong he had been about that. He had led them all here, and now they were dying for it. His hands were shaking so badly, he could hardly make out the scene below. A hard mercy in a sense, because at that moment three men were attacking his wife.
Just a few seconds' exposure to the atrocity was more than enough for Miguel. He could no more stand to watch the unfolding horror than he could have perpetrated it himself. He let the binoculars fall and tried to push himself up from his prone position hidden in the lush greensward on top of the ridge overlooking his family home. His stomach heaved as he did so, and he dry retched, stumbling badly as he turned to hurry down the hill to his daughter.
Perhaps his only surviving child now.
Teetering and almost falling down the slope on legs as stiff and unyielding as a tin soldier's, the cowboy almost knocked over his oldest girl, so blinded was he by the shock.
"Father? Papa?"
He took the reins from Sofia with violently trembling hands and somehow pulled himself up into the saddle. Maybe someone had managed to get away, or perhaps some of the gunshots were from the survivors, trying to fight the agents off. He could ride down there, perhaps help out. Maybe give the survivors a chance to fight back, even the odds.
Maybe, just maybe…
"What is it? Father, Papa, tell me," she pleaded in a small voice cracking with panic. She, too, could hear the gunfire and screams coming over the ridgeline.
Miguel unholstered his Winchester, feeling its deadly promise in his shaking hands. It was too late, far far too late to save his loved ones, but high time indeed for a reckoning with those who had taken their lives.
Maybe…
He checked the load and slid the rifle back into the saddle holster. With a tap of his heels, his mare began to crest the hill. Sofia mounted her animal and followed suit. "I'm coming with you," she cried out to him in strangled English
Miguel shook his head fiercely. "No, you are too headstrong for your own good. Stay here. I will-"
The boom of a large-bore weapon rolled over the crest like a single note of distant thunder. He turned quickly in the saddle, pulling the binoculars up to his eyes so quickly that he smacked himself in the face. His wife's body was slumping to the floor of the wide veranda that ran around the hacienda, leaving a dark smear on the whitewashed wall. One of the rapists spit at her, as she lay on the ground.
A small sound escaped from Miguel's lips, something between a groan and a strangled squeak. His vision grayed out to the edge, and dark blossoms of poison night flowers bloomed in front of him. He swayed and very nearly passed out.
The guns fell quiet and silence filled the atmosphere, broken only by the cackles and shouts of the road agents. He scanned the landscape for some forlorn hope that one of his sons or Mariela's brothers had made it to cover, waiting with their own weapons to back him.
Sofia was suddenly by his side. She took the binoculars from him and surveyed the scene herself.
"No," she whispered. "No, please."
"It changes nothing," Miguel hissed, his head clearing. "Wait here."
Sofia reached over and took the reins of her father's horse in her hand. He turned on her with a look that caused her to flinch away. She drew back a bit but did not drop the reins, however, keeping them firmly in her hands.
"Sofia." His tone was low and even. "Give me the reins."
"No, Papa, please. Don't leave me up here alone. Don't go down there. They will kill you, and I will have no one."
His daughter's face, a contorted mess of terror and pain, began blurring and running in front of him as tears filled his eyes. Miguel had trouble speaking. "Sofia, you may think you are too old for a whipping," he choked out, "but I will give you one if you do not hand me the reins."
"I will gladly suffer that if it keeps you alive," she said. "Pleeease."
Miguel felt as though he might die. Whole continents of loss, huge tectonic slabs of grief and rage, were breaking up and grinding around inside his body. It was entirely possible, that his heart might explode. Through it all only one thing grounded him and kept him tethered to reality: Sofia's small pale hand gripping his arm, stopping him from rushing headlong into violence and annihilation.
As tremors racked his upper body, she stood in the saddle and examined the property with his binoculars. Engines turned over amid shouts of pleasure and curses of aggravation. A few random shots pierced the air, but none in their direction.
"They are leaving," Sofia said. "They have not seen us."
Miguel reached for the binoculars, causing Sofia to pull back farther, taking Miguel's horse with her.
"Please," Miguel said. "The binoculars." He did not wish her to see any more.
She handed them over.
The road agents pulled away from the hacienda, taking a few potshots at the windows. One of the vehicles stopped by the chicken coop. It was a faded sky-blue Ford F-150, an older model, rusty in places and in need of a muffler. A driver remained at the wheel while the other men went for the chickens. The birds, already spooked by the gunfire and screaming, took fright and scattered in all directions as the main body of the agents' convoy rounded a bend in the road and disappeared from sight. The stragglers made no move to join them. Instead, the driver of the truck climbed out of the cabin to join his comrades in chasing the chickens. He was carrying a small cooler, from which he took a can of beer.
Miguel's eyes narrowed.
Three to one was much better odds than twenty to one, he thought silently. This would be a start.
"Here." He tossed the binoculars at his daughter's face. "Catch."
He heard her yelp as he swiped the reins from her hands and rode off.
"Stay here," he ordered, from the crest of the hill. "I mean it, Sofia. I will call you down when it is safe."
He didn't look to see if she obeyed. The lack of hoofbeats behind him told him she was staying in place. Miguel drew his Winchester again and levered a round into the breach. The reins he laid lightly in his lap, controlling the horse with his knees and occasional shifts of body weight. This was not Hollywood. He did not charge down the slope or scream his vengeance to the skies. He rode slowly at first, increasing his pace to a canter as he drew within range. The three road agents were entirely distracted attempting to round up his chickens, presumably for their lunch or dinner. They were even laughing at their own haplessness and incompetence. The moronic sound of it drifted uphill toward him.
The awful scenes of murder and violation that assailed him on all sides, he ignored. Or rather, he simply shut down any human reaction to them, letting a crust of dried blood as hard as an iron carapace form around his heart. An easterly breeze blew the smell of spilled blood and corruption into his face, carrying with it the harsh laughter of three of the men who had destroyed his family. He could tell now they were drunk, staggeringly so. As his horse pulled up in a clatter of iron-shod hooves on hard-packed dirt, one of them, the driver, finally noticed him. A look of dumb incomprehension clouded his bovine features as Miguel dismounted. He half smiled, half waved before finally raising his beer can to take a sip.