The first thing Kayla thought was how she would feel if she didn’t pursue the heat she felt between herself and Rand.
It’s been too long since a man made me curious, edgy, aware of every difference between male and female.
Girl, your timing sucks.
“So you count regrets in terms of things you haven’t done,” she said.
“Always.”
“Is that why you work for St. Kilda instead of painting fulltime?”
“My time at St. Kilda could be real short,” was all Rand said.
“Why do I get the feeling that you aren’t entirely happy working for St. Kilda?”
“Because I’m not.” His voice didn’t encourage more questions.
She asked anyway. “Then why are you with them?”
“They made me an offer I couldn’t refuse.”
“They threatened you?” she asked, startled.
Rand’s fingers tightened around the wheel as the SUV sped through the darkness, pushing a cone of light ahead. A desert night and sweeping light that Reed would never see.
“My reasons for being with St. Kilda are personal, private, and have no bearing on your decision,” he said.
“Which decision?”
“To go or not to go to Royal Palms,” he said sardonically.
“Whither thou goest,” she said, her tone equally biting.
He gave a crack of laughter. Then he realized how long it had been since he had laughed. “I like you, Kayla Shaw.”
“Same back, Rand McCree. Well, most of the time.”
He was tempted to ask about the rest of the time, but he didn’t. “Liking you wasn’t part of the plan.”
“What plan?”
“Despite its lack of perfection, St. Kilda Consulting is a necessary organization in today’s world of transnational crime, failed and failing states, feral cities, and the just plain savage places in between. All the places where duly appointed and lawful governments are just short of useless, and corrupt governments thrive.”
She turned and looked at him. “Is that an answer or an evasion?”
“Yes. If you go to Royal Palms, and if Grace and Joe like what they see of you, they’ll want you to sign up with St. Kilda Consulting. If you don’t feel that grateful, you can leave.”
“And if I don’t go with St. Kilda, I get to choose between Bertone and the feds.” Or trust my boss, Steve Foley, to bail me out. She grimaced. Not in this lifetime. “All in all, I’d rather see what St. Kilda has to offer. Assuming that they’ll let me walk away if I don’t like what I see?”
“No handcuffs or duct tape, guaranteed,” Rand said. “All they’ll ask is that you don’t mention anything about St. Kilda to Bertone or to your bank.”
“I won’t. What about the feds?”
“Let’s just hope the question never comes up.”
“St. Kilda is publicity-shy?” Kayla asked.
“That, too. Mostly it’s the fact that we work where U.S. agencies can’t or won’t work. All the shades of gray that don’t fit into ten-second sound bites and political slogans. We’ve made friends. We’ve made enemies. Working for St. Kilda carries baggage. Some of it is dangerous. Most of it is just irritating.”
When he looked at Kayla to see how she was taking his words, she surprised him.
She smiled.
“You make St. Kilda Consulting sound like hummingbirds,” she said, “at war with one another and the rest of the world.”
“Close enough,” Rand said, and he smiled in return.
“What would you do if you were me?”
“Run like hell for the nearest exit.”
The light from the dashboard made his eyes look hard, almost silver.
“Interesting,” Kayla said. “Why haven’t you?”
“My motives have no bearing on your decision, remember?”
“Whew. Talk about honest.” Her voice said brutally honest.
Silence grew.
Rand hissed a word under his breath. “Look, I can’t make the decision for you. You have to make it because you’re the one who has to live with the results.”
“Like you.”
“Just like me. Your own devils, your own hell.” Chosen very carefully by you.
“What about angels and heaven?” she asked.
“Hasn’t come up on my radar.”
“Never?”
“I only knew it when it was gone.”
Too late.
Phoenix
Saturday
Is this car registered in your name?” Rand asked.
Kayla blinked. It had been a long time since he’d spoken.
“Yes.”
There was silence again while he eased the Explorer into traffic on southbound Interstate 17, heading deep into the Phoenix metro area. Without warning he cut across lanes, accelerated, cut across more lanes, slowed down, and watched the mirrors.
Nobody had speeded, slowed, changed lanes, or done anything to tickle his suspicions.
“Then we’ll have to get rid of it,” Rand said.
She stared at him. “My car? I can’t afford another one.”
“You don’t have to. But from here on out, you’ve dropped off the scope of your everyday life. You won’t go to your new apartment. You won’t go to the ranch. You won’t drive your car. You won’t talk on your cell phone.”
“Tell me you’re kidding.”
Silence.
A lot of it.
“You aren’t kidding.” She sighed. “Is all this really necessary?”
“Bertone wants you. You want him to get you?”
She shuddered.
“That’s what I thought,” Rand said. “Remember the handcuffs. It will help you stay focused.”
“You can be a cold bastard,” she said.
“It can be a cold world.”
“I didn’t mean that as a slam,” she said. “It just-surprised me. Then I remember your painting and know I shouldn’t be surprised. You’ll do whatever it takes to get the job done. Were you always that way?”
“No.”
Rand turned off the freeway onto Scottsdale Road and headed south on Resort Row. Four minutes later, he drove through the impressive entrance of the Royal Palms.
“St. Kilda Consulting must have a lot of money,” Kayla said.
He didn’t answer.
A few minutes later he drove into a small parking area reserved for a cluster of three resort bungalows. A man stepped out of the shadows. He carried a flashlight big enough to light up the Explorer’s interior. After a look in the cargo area, he snapped off the light and walked over to open Kayla’s door.
“Good evening,” he said. “They’re waiting for you in Bungalow One.”
He was polite, crisp, and terribly British.
Rand got out and pitched the keys to the guard. “Dump this at one of Scottsdale Air Park’s long-term lots. I want anybody interested in Kayla to think she could have jumped a private jet and disappeared.”
“Right, Mac,” the guard replied. “I’ll bring the ticket to you, Miss Shaw. You can pick the car up when it’s safe.”
“Thanks.” She looked at Rand. “When will it be safe?”
When Bertone’s dead.
But all Rand said was, “You’ll know.”
He guided her down the soft, sandy path toward the lighted bungalow, then up the short stairway that led across the central patio to the first bungalow’s door. Rand raised his hand to knock, then stopped.
“Last chance,” he said, looking straight into her eyes. “There’s a Gulfstream executive jet at Scottsdale Air Park. You could be in Cabo San Lucas in two hours. You’d be safe.”
“Forever?” she asked.
“Nobody’s safe forever. But you would be safe until we get a choke hold on Bertone.”
Kayla took a deep breath and stared off into the night. Beyond the soft lights from the bungalows, she could just make out the rolling landforms of a green, manicured golf course that ran out to the edge of the desert. Calm, peaceful, normal in the faint glow of city lights and starlight. She shook her head.
“What does that mean?” Rand asked.