“There you go.” Win risked a quick glance at Myron. “Take any action snapshots, perhaps a videotape?”
“No, that would be you,” Myron said, “or maybe an extra-perverse rock star.”
“Shame.”
“Yeah, shame, I got that.” Quality derrifere? “So what's wrong with Esperanza?”
Terese finally disappeared through the front door. Win sighed softly and turned toward Myron. “The yacht will take half an hour to refuel. We'll leave then. Mind if I sit?”
“What happened, Win?”
He did not answer, choosing instead to sit on a chaise longue and ease back. He put his hands behind his head and crossed his ankles. “Til say this for you. When you decide to wig out, you do it in style.”
“I didn't wig out. I just needed a break.”
“Uh-hmm.” Win looked off, and a realization smacked Myron in the head: He had hurt Win's feelings. wStrange but probably true. Win might be a blue-blooded, aristocratic sociopath, but hey, he was still human, sort of. The two men had been inseparable since college, yet Myron had run off without even calling. In many ways Win had no one else.
“I meant to call you,” Myron said weakly.
Win kept still.
“But I knew if there was a problem, you'd be able to find me.” That was true. Win could find a Hoffa needle in a Judge Crater haystack.
Win waved a hand. “Whatever.”
“So what's wrong with Esperanza?”
“Clu Haid.”
Myron's first client, a right-handed relief pitcher in the twilight of his career. “What about him?”
“He's dead,” Win said.
Myron felt his legs buckle a bit. He let himself land on the chaise.
“Shot three times in his own abode.”
Myron lowered his head. “I thought he'd straightened himself out.”
Win said nothing.
“So what does Esperanza have to do with this?”
Win looked at his watch. “Right about now,” he said, “she is in all likelihood being arrested for his murder.”
“What?”
Win said nothing again. He hated to repeat himself.
“They think Esperanza killed him?”
“Good to see your vacation hasn't dulled your sharp powers of deduction.” Win tilted his face toward the sun.
“What sort of evidenpe do they have?”
“The murder weapon, for one. Bloodstains. Fibers. Do you have any sunblock?”
“But how…?” Myron studied his friend's face. As usual, it gave away nothing. “Did she do it?”
“I have no idea.”
“Did you ask her?”
“Esperanza does not wish to speak with me.”
“What?”
“She does not wish to speak with you either.”
“I don't understand,” Myron said. “Esperanza wouldn't kill anyone.”
“You're quite sure about that, are you?”
Myron swallowed. He had thought that his recent experience would help him understand Win better. Win had killed too. Often, in fact. Now that Myron had done likewise, he thought that there would be a fresh bond. But there wasn't. Just the opposite, in fact. Their shared experienced was opening a whole new chasm.
Win checked his watch. “Why don't you go get packed?”
“There's nothing I need to bring.”
Win motioned to the house. Terese stood there, watching them silently. “Then say good-bye to La Derriere and let's be on our way.”
CHAPTER 2
Terese had put on a robe. She leaned against the doorway and waited.
Myron was not sure what to say. He settled for “Thank you.”
She nodded.
“Do you want to come along?” he asked.
“No.”
“You can't stay here forever.”
“Why not?”
Myron thought about it for a moment. “You know anything about boxing?”
Terese sniffed the air. “Do I detect the distinct odor of an upcoming sports metaphor?”
“I'm afraid so,” he said.
“Ugh. Go on.”
“This whole thing is sort of like a boxing match,” Myron began. “We've been ducking and diving and weaving and trying to keep away from our opponent. But we can only do that for so long. Eventually we have to throw a punch.”
She made a face. “Christ, that was lame.”
“Spur of the moment.”
“And inaccurate,” she added. “Try this. We've tasted our opponent's power. It dropped us to the canvas. Somehow we managed to get back to our feet. But our legs are still rubbery, and our eyes are still hazed over. Another big blow and the fight will be over. Better to keep dancing. Better to avoid getting hit and hope to go the distance.”
Hard to argue.
They fell into silence.
Myron said, “If you come up to New York, give me a call and-”
“Right.”
Silence.
“We know what would happen,” Terese said. “We'd meet up for drinks, maybe hop back in the sack, but it won't be the same. We'll both be uncomfortable as all hell. We'll pretend that we'll get together again, and we won't even exchange Christmas cards. We're not lovers, Myron. We're not even friends. I don't know what the hell we are, but I'm grateful.”
A bird cawed. The small waves hummed their soft song. Win stood by the shore, his arms crossed, his body frighteningly patient.
“Have a good life, Myron.”
“You too,” he replied.
He and Win took the dinghy to the yacht. A crew member offered Myron his hand. Myron grabbed it and hoisted himself on board. The yacht took off. Myron stood on the deck and watched the shore grow smaller. He was leaning on a teakwood rail. Teakwood. Everything on this vessel was dark and rich and teak.
“Here,” Win said.
Myron turned. Win tossed him a Yoo-Hoo, Myron's favorite drink, kind of a cross between a soda pop and chocolate milk. Myron smiled. “I haven't had one of these in three weeks.”
“The withdrawal pains,” Win said. “They must have been agony.”
“No TV and no Yoo-Hoo. It's a wonder I survived.”
“Yes, you practically lived like a monk,” Win said. Then, looking back at the island, he added, “Well, like a monk who gets laid a lot.”
They were both stalling.
“How long until we get back?” Myron asked.
“Eight hours on the boat,” Win said. “A chartered jet is waiting at St. Bart's. The flight should take about four hours.”
Myron nodded. He shook the can and popped it. He took a deep swig and turned back toward the water.
“I'm sorry,” he said.
Win ignored the statement. Or maybe it was enough for him. The yacht picked up speed. Myron closed his eyes and let the water and gentle spray caress his face. He thought a moment about Clu Haid. Clu hadn't trusted agents-“a small step below pedophile” was how he put it-so he asked Myron to negotiate his contract, even though Myron was merely a first-year student at Harvard Law. Myron did it. He liked it. And MB SportsReps soon followed.
Clu was a lovable screwup. He unapologetically pursued wine, women, and song-not to mention any high he could get his hands/nose/veins on. Clu never met a party he didn't like. He was a redheaded big guy with a teddy bear gut, handsome in a boyish way, an almost old-fashioned cad, and immensely charming. Everyone loved Clu. Even Bonnie, his long-suffering wife. Their marriage was a boomerang. She'd throw him out, he'd spin in the air for a while, and then she'd catch him on the return.
Clu had seemed to be slowing down a bit. After all the times Myron had gotten him out of trouble-drug suspensions, drunk driving charges, whatever-Clu had gone puffy, reached the end of his charm reign. The Yankees had traded for him, putting him on strict probation, giving him one last chance at redemption. Clu had stayed in rehab for the first time. He'd been attending the AA meetings. His fastball was back up in the nineties.
Win interrupted his thoughts. “Do you want to hear what happened?”
“I'm not sure,” Myron said.
“Oh?”
“I screwed up last time. You warned me, but I didn't listen. A lot of people died because of me.” Myron felt the tears come to his eyes. He pushed them back down. “You have no idea how bad it ended.”